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arharhh!

finalliee finisshedmi bloddyy bloggg!!

waitt..later mus remember to save evrything ferstt

yest stupitt sehh

i do evrything den nehh save template settings

i lost miee head mann!

den mi com suddenli close all de windows.

cus i ctrl-alt-del

stupitt mee

deni lost miee temeper at penny

cuss i was soo frustrated widd miselff..

yeshh

a nyce lonnggg slp did werk

cant go bandd

parents aint home

dey went to kl.

hee!

den elder sis n bro all went out

harhahaa..

wana thankk yak fer telluin me wad to doo fo mondae

unlike some ppl

hu wun even botherr

heck..wadeva

niwaess

past week had been a blast!

poor jas..stupitt shiva go n tear de paper dwn

he damnn goon lehh

jas had de rite to blow her top off

she werked so hard on it

bt gotta learn how to forgive n forget

aiyahh

nvrmindd larhhs

can see she showing him attitude

bt it aint mi liberty to do or sae anith

so..sighh

at least gort khaii

harharrhh

now im sickk again

stupitt sehh

evrytym oso sickk

i tink las yr..ard dis tym oso de same

sickkkk oniee

bt de rest of de yr nt sickk

hee!

hrmm..yest fridae..

went tooo tm wid yakk n zahh

been sooo long since i last tok neoprintx

hahaa

had a blast taking it

sigh

truli..i miss all de tyms i spent wid her

hahaarrs

i was soo silly to hev done wad i did

i shud jus move on

bt tyms r changin

where wadeva u do dere'll b consequences

evry lil thing tt u do

u wud face wad u hev done

it suxx

aint safe animo to walk dwn de st

wifout de fear of bein stared at

jeered at

or bashed

sighh

seen dese things wid mie own eyes

childish

tt was hu i m

sadd

thankk gawdd i changed

duno wad made me..

bt im jus glad i did

harhh

niwaeess

dis wk..had poa testt

wahoo!

im gonna pass seh!

yaeee!

harrharr

so happiee

quite ez.thx to khai fer lettin me copy his hw

hehh

wad a responsible poa rep

hee!

i lurrrffff himm!

arhakss

if nt fo him

de stupitt cher wud blast miee ear off again sehh

haha

den oweas help him wryte *her name on his hand

lol

farniee sehh

den he eberytym accidentalli rub it off

hehh

gunduu

den wryte again larhss

kiee.

denn..tt mam

spent a whole bloody period reprimanding de wae we wear our clothes

u can sae larhh..we sloppy or wad..

but never..dun ever sae tt I hev a bad taste in fashion

u can bloody rot in hell fo saein tt to us

to each hos/her own

wadeva

u freak

i wanna blast u off to de moon sehh

grrr

arhk!

niwaesss

hrrmm

band.tiringgg as everr

de fact tt im sick

n tt i live so freakinn far

totally doesn help cease mi tiredness

hehh

wah

sick as shyt

n i oso kp forgetting to eat

n mi menses came bac aft 3-5 daes i stopped

wads wrong wid mee?

im afraid tt im goin to diee

arhh

wad de hell..

arhhkk

a smile covers it all doesn it.

sighh

miee head is throbbing wid pain

n hw gort spell

i'd fall asleep de moment i see it

hee!

dese daess

karma veriee strongg!

wadeva i do..

evry tym im vulgar

fate jus has a wae to frustrate me bac againn

i shud stop all miee nonsensee

i mus stop daedreaming

i mus stop saein alld e forbidden werds

i mus stopppp

im goin mad

hee!

tired larhhh

fogot to eat

n tt freakin boi~ he cheating on mee

even thou he saes he luvs me

i wud refuse to believe it

totally refuse

how can i..

wen u noe tt we r frenx

i noe u lyk yak b4

alortt actualiee

so stop saein u luv me..

mi feelings jus changed 3 daes ago..

so, wadeva i saee to u last tym is gone

down wid history

i wun dwell upon it everr again

all it was is a crushh

danial..i hev to face it

i dun lyk u

at all

for doin wad u did

we're jus frens

i wud rather enjoy mie single status

till im done wid it

till i noe its de ryt tymm

till im ready

till den..i dun nid nobody

niwaess

i hope dan n yak get tugeder

tt wud make me so happie

harharr

realiee.

i was superliee puzzled wen i din feel de jealousy wen he tok to her

i duno whyee

totallie means i dun luv him..wadsoeva

nt even lyk..

bt nt tt i hate him

harharr

he stil miee frenn!

lol

i noe de reason whye i 'lyk' him last tym

aint gonna sae dis heree

mi lyf is stil mie privacy

niwaess

evryone mus geddit strait

yak me me?

we r f r e n x

hee!

no moree silly fitess

i'll change fo de better

i'll stop criticising n backstabbing her

(did i do tt las tymm???)

harhharr..i tynk so..at tymss ehh

i will stop all miee silly stupitt nonsense

i noe mi mistake

i wud change

i'd rather change

bt if heather dun wanna

deree's nth i can do

her lyf is her will

i wun force her to accept tt we r frenx

she can hate yak all she wantx

bt i'd stil luv her as mie bestie alwaess

alwaessss.

bt itynk she forgive liao ryttss

hopee soo!

niwaess

gtg eatt

n do hww

arhh!

tonsss

of it

bt mon!

wahoo!

no nid sch lerhh

n heatherr..

im sori im jus so bitchy

onli to u akchelliee

im jus a bitch

hehh

n pms makes it all de more werse

bear wid me fo a small period of tym kiesss

hee

sighh...

-penggx-

*snoreeee

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