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Saturday, 30 April 2005 sighh had a real bad day since yest.. mi effed up bro slapped me FOR NO REASON! WAD DE HELL LA! den i shout at him la! it was like..two in de morn ARHHH fucked up siaa SHIT i hate u fuckin drinkin smokin bastard u will rot in hell ROT IN HELL and so i went to slp the pain stil stingin near my cheek fuck shit i hate him den in de morning my mum rudely wake me up HELLO? i slp wad time! arrgghhhden she slap mi thigh SHIT! den i was so shock my stomach jus jumped up lyk on a rollercoaster..u noee argghh den i felt de pain SHIT sia den aft dat she force me to pray hmph like i did.. shit la den i tot of yest.. well sort of say.. i cried like.. alot den at one thirty woke up watched pimp my ride DEN MI MUM HAD TO SPOIL IT AGAIN ask me go pray SHIT la damn pissed sia AARGHHH den i slam de door den she knock on de door lyk some mad woman mi granma oso nothin to do complain complain complain EVRYTHING abt me oso complain nas shud noe how i feel SHIT sia arrghhh den i kicked her slippers i din even noe den wanna black face me i diao her first she scold me oso lyk nuthin so anyways wen i slammed de door mi mum tried to bang it dwn sae wad... i got problem isit den i jus shut up stil fucked up n tell her i wasn banging de door FOR ALL DOSE TIMES SHE SLAPPED ME i wish i cud hev slapped her too damn. den aft tt i was woken up rudely again she knock on de door BANG BANG BANG like as if got fire.. but dun hev la hmph shit sia i shock lyk hell she sae go pray AARRRRGGHHHHHHH SHIT LA! i remember before i slept i was lyk wishin i wud die reali i choked on mi tears n wish i cud somehow die but suicide is well..a sin dammit i wanna die de one i cared jus dun seem to care for me as much haiz.. wadeverr la k.. n as i went to sleep i dreamt abt him yes i dreamt tt i confess i like him which in real life..i dont! i jus care for him so he was dere outside mi window saw me cry but i live on de topmost floor but got zinc roof rite outside my window haha. so he was some sort of a doll =x yea..reali weird doll? but he cud stil tok to me den i confess den he was like reject me.. ouch baby, ouch.. so i sort of went a lil outside de window wantin to hug him den he tot i wanted to kiss him *blechhh den wen i hug him i gues he was kinda relieved den he hug me bac den i pulled him in my room LOLS den he cried too god i wish he hadnt but he cried jus as much as me.. sighh den mi mum 'KNOCK' de door again YES even in my dream spoiler so i laid him on de bed n ask him to keep quiet even as he was sobbing uncontrollably den i went out of de room closin de door behind me den i face mi mum she saed.. go pray den she walk away damn sia so i went inside my room again n close de door la tinkin tt i reali nid to tok to him.. den wen i walked in he was gone..de window was stil open sighh n den my mum 'KNOCK' on de door again dis tym is in real sighh wen i woke up, i was reali confused sigh so pathetic . . . it seems tt billie joe's vocals r cheerin me up i gues.. but nth can take away all de pains now im forced to do ipw its wuhkae.. mi heart n so tired h a i z woozy.. ciao- __________________________________________________________________________ |
