I HATE MI SIBLINGS. u losers can bloody rot in hell. goddamn MOFOs. mi sis freakin pissed me off cos she watchin a goddamn tennis match. but watever la. of cos, i wanna watch manhunt. de oni place left is mi bro room. den he use excuse dat mi lil bro nid his slp. wen he NVR cared wad tym mi lil bro sleeps actuali. i wanna watch manhunt rite. den dey saed abt jon jonsson. jus so u all other fucking others hev to noe. i dun ever lyk anione, i dun care hu u r, to ever criticise jon or alan. wads wid dem bein gay. wad? so now all hot guys r gays? all models r gays? FOR GDNESS SAKE. dey hev gerlfrens! n jon is NOT FUCKIN GAY. so shut ur trap u stupit bitch. arggh. ASSHOLES. n mi sis cant tok properly rite. i hope she NVR can tok properli ever again. ARRGHH. dis is so freaakkin pissifying. n DIS is de reason whye i jus HATE to spend tym at home. wid all dese mofos ard. JUS SHUT UP LA. i wish i was livin alone. oh man. paradise. widout all u assholes buggin me. dis is so fuckin irritatin. im so messed up. anybody up for adopting a young rascal of a girl in lov wid tre? haiis. this sucks

aniwaes. tudae we had poem-writing thing. i wrote mine all based on green day lyrics. its not dat i cudn write a poem. i jus wanted to honour mi first official poem to green day. =)) to lit students. SHHHH. pls. so here goes.

out of body and out of mind. kiss the demons out of her dreams.

she gets the funny feeling. that nothin is quite as it seems.

drain the pressure from the swelling. this sensation's overwhelming.

give her a long kiss good nite. and everything will be alright.

[above is frm - give me novacaine. edited thou]

she's all alone again. wiping the tears from her eyes.

some days he feels lyk dying. she gets so sick of crying.

[extraordinary girl]

his heart is beating for her. but shes standing all alone.

please call her. but if only u're comin home

there's a glow of lite. his love is the spark in de nite

bearing her gifts n trust. the fixture in the city of lust

[parts of homecoming]

de title? LoveLostInTheCityOfLust - In Loving Memory Of Billie Joe.

haha. i reali wrote dat. n no, billie isn dead. i mean..i had to honour him rite. i cant jus rip off his lyrics. i thank god dat lit students r losers dat dun listen to greendae. heh. den rihana [de teacher] wanted to read mi 'poem' to de clas. i was lyk.. NONONO! its not dat im shy or wat. i jus didn wanna risk it! u noe..wad if by chance one of dem knew any of de songs. haha. well i gues no one did. haha. it was kinda fun la. jasmine wrote a reali nice one. some r plain crap. n de guys were WOW. aniwaes. ili's had parts of 'dearly beloved'. but hers was more original. writing poems is chicken feet. so far. haha.

im thinkin. wat can make ppl change deir mind dat neither jon nor alan is gay. for gdness sake, its so offensive. dey r real human beings too u noe, models or not. so i can call u a freakin lesbian huh? jus bcos u act gayly wid ur gerlfrens? trust me. mi elder sis does. wen takin fotos deir hands r all over each other. i dun mind sisterly love among gerlfrens. but wen u cross de line, its jus so lesbionic. its so gross. me n heather wun ever do dat. its jus so... OH LOOK AT ME! IM A FREAKIN LESBIAN. GETTIN IT HOT WID MI BEST FREN.. lyk..dats practically wad de pictures r screamin. so gross. so bottomline. JON IS NOT GAY. hes not NOT gay! NO. oks? not. period. dis is so frustrating. ok. shut up.

i hev nt completed poa hw. de new timetable sux. sch sux. havin siblingSsS sux. i wud hev killed miself if not for bass. oh wells. i hev to mit jon n alan before i die rite. i shall jus hev to bear wid de pain dat comes wid it. at least no one can sae tre is gay. NO WAES. ahha. if he is, wadever. he is de hottest gay, den. u noe wat. den alan n jon r de hottest gays in de werl. dat is if onli u wana kol dem gay. which dey reali r not.. okss. watever.

OMG. boy broke up wid girl. why? cos girl bad to boy. boy heart girl. but girl played wid boy heart. girl use boy money. girl USED boy. boy not sad. boy tot girl was bad to boy. so boy broke up wid girl. boy doesn seem sad. but deep inside. i gues boy felt hurt. cheer up boy. rot in hell girl. im stil in shock.

de drums part in de first transition in JesusOfSuburbia...is GODDAMN NICE. n khai claims her can plae it. HA! if u sae so..n TRE SANG! in homecoming! haha! no wonder it sounded diff. im so dumb. haha. mike sang too. lols. oks. i hev to go now..

one last word. JON ISN GAY. gd nite. ciao-