hi blog. i missed u. start out wid yest. nth much. had band. n auditions. i gues kenneth forgot dey had auditions n dats y he stil went for his debate. oh, watever. it was terrible. sian pei was reali gd. n hui xin. omg. hardworkin. but cant produce much stufs dat i wanted. truthfully, im pretty sick of band. n yest i had a bloody headache. n evryone was reali noisy it pissed de shit outta me. i pity kari n jas for having to shhhhhhhhhhhhh evribody. for once, i agree wid dem for de band to shut up. i mean SHUT DE FUG UP LA. poor ms chong. ARGH. im sick SICK of craps.

den todae. i was late. it reali was de bus fault. it broke dwn. didn even manage to get out of de int. horrible. den i got on de nex 168 bus. WOW. i tot was so lucky to get a seat. cos it was a single deck bus n evribody else was standing up. den i sat dwn, n slept. den i realised whye no one wanted de seat. the bloody air-con was dripping wid water. KNN. but i was wearin a jacket. so i jus slept aniwae.. den blabliblu. reached sch late. duh- but bernard jus let me in. for once, i wasn worried dat i wld be late. cos i had a perfectly valid reason. so, i was jus let in. mebbe cos it was rainin heavily. reali heavy. mi shoes were soaked. mi feet was lyk soaked in water. blablabla. nth hapened. nas told me sumthin abt rohayah. n im lyk.. wth.. *pppffftttt. oh wells, watever.

den after sch went jamming. i tink i played quite ok. i mean, i did figured out notes for miself. its pretty easy. thx to band actuali. i can hear. if u noe wat i mean.. overall, reali ok. fine wid me. so i jus walked off wen dey -seth khai hafiz- saed dey wanted to pk.. took bus home la. duh. den i msg-ed bob. n he went on n on abt me being his wife. he alwaes makes me smile.. its reali amusing.

den i reached wdland int. so urgent to pee. a man saw mi exasperated need to pee. so paiseh. aniwaes, den khai msg me. i dun wana sae wad it is. i hev a right of privacy too ok. aniwaes. i want u to noe. u reali broke mi heart, man. if i wasn in public i wld hev been crying.. or sumthin. whoa. mi heart was nvr broken. since las year. so aniwaes. wen u are sad, ure bound to get angry. n pissified, i was. i started ranting at him. im stil unhappy now. well, dat explains de lack of smileys in dis post.. aniwaes. im not unhappy. im jus super upset. i duno wad im angry at. mi heart feel so black n fuggin i-dont-noe-howto-xplain yet revengeful. ALARH. i duno la. i wun bother explain feelings. dey r not meant to be understood aniwaes.. mi heart is thumping wid anger right dis second. i duno if its u im angry at. but i dun tink so.. cos bottomline, ure stil mi fren. im jus.. ARRGHHHH. FUCKING PISSED la. i duno at who or wad. but enuf to piss evryone off..

den i called home. gramma pick up. i ask her wad mama cook. n bloody hell she wun tell me. she sae got cook, got cook. den i ask her COOK WAD FOOD?! cos i dowan to eat fish or CRAPO food lyk i've been for de last two daes. so she bloody REFUSED TO TELL ME. n i was alreadi FUGGINGLY pissed abt khai thing -not at him. watever.. ARGHH. so i bought kfc aniwaes.. den wen i reach home i found out mi mum did cook nice food. FUCK LA. waste mi damn money onli. I ASK U QUES U JUS ANS ME LA. SO HARD ISIT. im so ()&*(%(&^#$%. wads rong wid dis world? has evryone gone nuts n jus want to piss de SHIT outta me? ARGH. frig. so i ate mi kfc in utter fuckenedupness. bloody hell. den stil got de nerve to ask me if i want to eat. KNN LA. POAEScb tgu.ke5uyb;hya nv506"IORy 8BW6JKL 6/. SHIT LA. so pissed. SCREW EVRYONE. ARGGHHH. n dese fugging pop-ups are SO GODDAMN IRRITATING. get de fug outta mi com la! knn. n mi dad scold me for pissing evryone off n for being irritating cos im screaming at evry popup dat comes up. HELLO? where do u tink i got those genes frm. ARHH! COCK LA! stupit crap. shit. F.O.D la. i duno hu. jus GO AWAEEEE! GET OUTTA MI LYF. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i hev to calm miself dwn. oh, forgettit. KNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHH. DIE LA. stupid shit. n i dun even noe whye im so fugging pissed. alarh! BYE LA.