mmm. good to be bac. i duno whye ive not been comin online. im not reali studyin much. actuali, i realise i cant study at all. realli. de nex thing i noe, i'd be slpin. i cant do anythin but math. whee! emaths- circles n stufs - is so kewl! i luv it. angles n stuf. =)) so fun. ok, lame.

hmm. ive been fasting for de last three daes. pay bac la. tudae last dae. WHEE! so more relieved. heh. n its gettin on mi nerves tt ppl wud tend to forget dat im fasting, even one minute after i told dem or ive told dem COUNTLESS times. onli one person can seem to remember. daddiee. whye? becus he sincerely actuali care. hmph. wadever. so aniwaes, yest? i askd hyde to help me do nametag. name? 'TRE COOL'. LOLS. so he askd de help frm dis sec5 indian guy. his fren, i gues.. whups. i duno his name uh. aniwaes, his xplaination of choosin an indian guy, is becus dey can hev many many 'weird' (no offence) names. its true noe.. mi classmate.. check dis out, his name is.. JOSHUA AARON JUDE XAVIER. woohoo! of course, he indian but not hindu la. i tink? =S de whole class noes his full name. i tink.. heh. aniwaes. den de stupit kuku nehneh bkshop blardee auntie dun let. sae..wad..where can hev dis kind of name. GAH! sheesh. aniwaes.. so i seekd help frm joshua. i decided to be clever dis time n to use tre's real name; frank wright. so aniwaes. DE BLOODY BKSHOP AUNTIE STIL DUN LET! sae wad... mus go show ic or identity card. KNN LA! *swears* arrrgghh. oh wells, im crazy enuf to paste a new name over josh's ezlink card. heh. i dun care. AHH! no fair. like eminem saes.. 'if im sick enuf to tink abt it, im sick enuf to do it.' WOOHOO. marshall damn rawks! aniwaes.. before i forget, i wanna thank josh, hyde kor n his dark (literally) fren aniwaes.. appreciate ur help. aniwaes.. we did dis english passage on eminem. MARSHALL CAN?! kewl rite! haha. but i got damn pissd off wid de article la. btw, i was more into hiphop/rnb/rap in my past life but i stil luv it. aniwaes, it was published somewhere wen em was new to de scene. n wen all de critics were sayin how explicit his lyrics were. how young kids listens to his album n get all badboy-ish n stuf.. how disgusting n vulgar he is. my defence for him is dat.. whye r parents/adults stupit enuf to buy de kids his album wen it IS true dat his album came out wid 18-yrs-or-above warning in de US? dumb arent dey? blame urself dummies. his lyrics is who he is. for example, U BLOODY CANT BLAME TRE FOR WANTING TO WRITE SONGS ON WANKING N SEX RITE??!!! its hu he is! dirty, so wad? nobody askd u to listen to his (em) album rite. stupit wanks (critics). but dats ur job isn it. well, ur too dumb for it. or maybe.. OUCH. truth hurts? it doesn. it nvr does to me.. he is disgusting n vulgar n dats a crime? ISN NEW YORK DE CITY DAT IS CREEPING WID CHEEKOPEKs? sheesh! *wake up! hello?! so wad if he's vulgar. i tink if ur dun use badwords ur whole lyf, now dats a crime. ur tellin me u dun use vulgarities.. come onnnn... unless ur cursed to grow a longer wooden nose wen u scold a vulgarity, i wun believe u. oooh. wads ur name? novulgarnocchio? sheesh.

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newaes. todae i kinda nearly got de whole of 3f into trouble. aniwaes.. u noe, some class will paste envelopes on deir notice boards wid de names of de classmates rite. de purpose of dis is so dat de ppl can pass messages or wadever - i tink - or words of encouragements? or wadever la. niwaes. lyk, 3f has dis thing oso la. if u dun understan wad im talkin abt, go to 3f classrm n look at deir notice board on their right. =) niwaes. deres dis guy in three eff named ALAN. so, itchily. i put an um... 'SMITH' rite beside his name. heh. sori la! omg. if my name was alan n someone did tt to me, NO WAE wld i feel offended. in fact, i'd be happy tt im even reminded as alan (smith). heh. aniwaes. den MR. jain. got all fuckd up abt it. according to she-nas. jain told de class tt if no one wld admit hu wrote tt smith beside de alan, de whole clas was to stay bac aft sch for a 3hr detention. but of cos, no one can admit cos its an outside job. btw, dere was two other envelopes dat was also um.. vandalised. one is sean (becum sean paul - FUNNY CAN?! =x) de other one is acap. nobody wans to tell me wad was written on it. fine ppl. i'll go see for miself. dun ask me hu did it ok. I SWEAR ITS NOT ME. dats all. and, im sorri if i cause jain to screw all de 3f peeps. sori guys. =/ BTW, i talkd to jain abt it. n he reali was being a sweetie abt it. =)) hee. thx cher. ur not tt bad after all eh? thank u, thank u. but before i went to talk to jain, i was shakin. TREMBLING! ok fine, i was practically havin a seizure! but i had to keep a face upfront. oh, i was told tt jain was fuckd up wid de thing one period before recess which is malay, which is rohayah, which is de co-form of 3f. aniwaes. i had to keep still rite. but deep inside. i was dying to talk to someone. n mi heart was settled on it. i wanted to talk to daddiee! i jus had to. he'll calm me dwn fer sure. he'll persuade me n help me thru dis. most definately. i jus needed him aite? so aniwaes, wen malay ended, which is recess, i went to look for daddiee frantically. i duno whye la, of all ppl, i mus go find someone dat was so hard to find. so i saw marissa n she duno. i askd za (thx aniwaes grrl) but she duno too. arhh.. las resort wenta fourth floor. mi heart was so troubld n desperate i lyk..lost mi mind. den, wid my last hopes, HE found me. haha. funny can? aniwaes. den i talkd evrithin out. tried mi best to xplain evrythin to him. while i was tryin nt to shake so badly n tryin to catch a breath. (n i cant drink too! - im fasting ass) my gawd. i felt SO much better after saein it to someone. anyone! but of cos, it wasn enuf. he told me tt its reali a small prob n probably nth will hapen n dat he will do detention wid me if i wil get some hours. sweet can?! haha. well, his class was startin n i cant get him into trouble rite.. so i jus went bac to de staff rm, feelin slightly better.. whups. will update later. i need to break mi fast. heh. =))

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lame. aniwaes.. where was i? oh yea. den i wenta tok to jain n he was lyk.. whye i did it n stuf. u noe, cher.. i duno whye leh. mebbe i luv alan (smith) too much? sheesh. i ask u ar, whye u go fuck ur grrl? can ans not? canort riite. heh. aniwaes. he was being reali nice abt it. but i did told him tt i din write on de other two envelopes. REALI. n MY GAWD! MR. JAIN HAS VERI PRETTY BROWN EYES! GAHH! heh. reali nice.. no fair. niwaes. he let me go after onli lyk 2 mins of talkin. hmm. mebbe its cos it realli was nth big as daddiee said. or mebbe cos it wasn his name dat i um...renamed. so aniwaes... thank u MR. jain. =)) n more thanks to daddiee. mwahs!

aniwaex. de class chalet on de mon-fri of sept hols, i REALI hope evrione can go. we're not payin ok. so pls be supportive. C'MON LA! even crispy tong wants to help noe! dats once in a blue moon okae. he's main purpose is to go OCH at nite la. tt nehneh. (u are a nehneh crispy tong..dun deny) heh. he's reali supportive of it. hev i saed it? haha. yea.. aniwaes. he commented somethin abt me. sheesh. im nt gonna sae wat it is. i stil hev privacy. but its damn farni la. HAHA. okoks. u wanna noe hu's crispy tong? shame shame. u shud noe urself.

okies. off to go green day stufs. heh. =))))) niites ppl. oh, daddiee.. thx for evry single thing tt u've done for me. <3>