stupit. no bass. wad crap. stupid. knn. fuck la. hate it. wadeva. no one's fault. ccb. go n die la. im not blamin mich okay. shes nice, unlike u pathetic no-lifers.

aniwaes. i wanna sae somethin good abt mi grrlfren, heather. n how much of a bitch i can be wen im havin pms. we were sms-ing. n talkin abt norm stufs den de topic turn to de two guys in my life - at dat time. dey were jus my frens ok! i was rather dwn i tink.. aniwaes, here goes..

heather - saed smthin abt me. i tink she was concerned? n den wen talkd abt sassey n stix? yea..

me: no. *sassey did do dat for me weneva im dwn. (somethin nice la) i reali miss him. ='( stupid stix! Hmph.

heather - saed somethin abt *sassey.

me: if only he (*sassey) wld stop all his rubbish abt me n khai. haix. i wana tel u hu stix is. cos im so convinced i dun lyk him anymore.

heather - was reali excited.

me: [insert name] la. duh. i came SO close to tellin him dat he's stix until he told me he lyk my fren. wen i finally got to noe de girl, i knew stix is over. lucky i haven say..

heather - was so happy/excited? cos she suspected dat stix was [insert name] oredi.

me: shut up. its not funni. cos im not all too happy wid it lyk u apparently are.

heather - she tot *sassey was causin mi sadness..

me: its nt abt *sassey. in fact, he's de onli one dat makes me happy. its abt de girl stix told me he lyk. its rubbish.

heather - made an obvious guess becos [insert name] was famous for likin dat obvious guess. [but her guess is rong]

me: no. you.

heather - was in apparent disbelief, i gues..

me: ducha understan eng? u, dummy.

heather - tried to be nice n saed dat mebbe stix dun lyk her oredi la.

me: he told me jus yest. so much time to change huh..

heather - was silenced. somehow. i tink she askd if i was sad?

me: not at all. im jus venting my anger. i jus love it wen evryone lyks u. yea, woohoo. congrats.

heather - i tink she saed i sound sarcastic..?

me: duh. yea. im reali overjoyed. im so happy i wana go smash my head to pieces. sori if i onli SOUN sarcastic, cos i reali am.

heather - i tink she askd if i was pissed at her.

me: im pissed but its not ur fault. [althou im sure i felt otherwise, dat time] ur onli pissin me cos im tryin to read n u kp msgin me. [i was readin harry potter kaes! -valid reason. heh]

heather - askd somethin abt our plans dat sunday.

me: np.ya.i duno.ha

heather - said somethin......

me: do u wana keep on talkin abt sumthin pointless or can i resume my reading?

# de above was communicated thru sms. n heather's replies was based on MY replies to her #

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GAWD! im sucha bitch! n also, i kept her waitin for my replies for veri long. whups. i was havin pms kays. n stix was not helpin wid de situation. totally. i wld like to take dis moment to thank heather for saluting her for being able to take all mi shit. n dis so SO LIL part of my pms. in fact, i doubt if she ever remember our conversation above. haha. oh wells, shes thick skinned enuf to take all mi rubbish. HAHA. n i mean it in a good wae okays.... =)) thx grrl.

aniwaes. jus now. went mich hse. LOVES IT. spose to jam dere. den de fuckin neighbour was bein sucha dick head. even i can see dat mich herself is tryin her best to refrain frm talkin to him. he's so EWW~ [rudy! haha] realii. gross. keep ur comments to urself man. thank u veri much. sheesh. but i dun blame mich la. shes nice enuf to loan de func. rm. thx grrl. n shes a great grrl ok. onli dat its sad she's rich n ppl tend to stereotype her. jus becus of de rich bitch herself, hu is de one dats sucha brat. too bad. so sad. no-lifers.

on a bright side, rudy din get to fuck de drums either. thank u rash. WHEEE. haha. im not alone. kah kah. ouh. met rudy jus now. if i cld, i wld hev slept standin up rite outside de damned control station. haha. sori, im feelin sarcastic. aft tt went home aniwae. he's nothin outta de werld la. no airs n stuf. he's not as tall as i expected, bt stil tall. haha. n yea, im underaged. im not even fifteen! YET. (now, dats not a hint for all dose ppl wid ic-s alredi to start braggin n tellin me dey hev an ic. cos i dun reali tink its a big deal. ure jus as immatured) aniwaes, rudy is goin to drama nite. GAH! how de hell is he spose to stand it sia! haha. hope he wun fall asleep n embarass me. HAHA. n now, like ili n dila, im burdened wid my outfit for saturdae. damn. alarh. anithin laaaa. see, it pays to snicker at ur fren wid clothes prob. my bad.

aniwaes. im pissed wid ppl havin prob wid mi grrl, heather. jus cos she is straightforward, u dun hev to be all pussy abt her commenting on stufs dat are REALI astonishing rite. i agree wid her miself. n i onli agree to her on lil stuf. not lyk YOU. jus agree cos she's ur fren. heather is rite. dose hu onli sae nice things abt deir fren n not bein truthful to her jus cos dey wanna pls tt fren, is NO BEST FREN. if ure a real fren, u'll sae dat her fringe is ugly. her clothes is all rong. she has a big nose / ears / feet / watever. n be truthful. BUT, wad i see is dat, ure lettin her go ard wid dat fugly fringe n ugly clothes n stil doin nothin to hide dat HUGE pimple or watever. dese r jus examples. ON DE OTHER HAND, i 'do not hev a say to judge de way ur frenship is'. as xiaxue says. but im tellin u, by sayin nice things, ure jus a fren. not a true fren. n dila got slapped by esah cos she bein a true fren? bes frens r spose to be cruel. truthfully bitchy. its for ur own damn good! no doubt u'll get hurt or offended. but its to improve ur life aniwae. unless u strongly disagree. den, dats a diff story.. havin ur own opinion n not bein able to accept de truth is two diff things. TRUTH HURTS! so move on!

GAH. sickos wid no bes frens. i seriously pity u. n hu is ur closest? ur lao gong/lau po. wad crap. it'll be over one day. n hu wil be dere for u, den? de many frens dat cant reali be botherd wid ur small problems.. gee. gimme a break, will ya.

talkin abt frens.. my fren, if u cant forgive me, den dats too bad. i will strongly sae thou, dat NTH was mi fault. n YES. i was tryin to be a true fren. n lyk dila, i got *indirectly* slapped on de face. i saed its a promise. its still is. i'll bring it to my grave ok. sheesh. wad a stupid thing to be so fuckd up abt. realli. its not worth our frenship, boy. n im tired of bein nice. im not pretentious ok. =/

btw, to dose hu duno howto spell his name, de winner of manhunt is JON JONSSON! dun spell it any other way oks! argh. its not john or jhon or johnson or johnsson or watever else but not de real one. n he is, america's most gorgeous male model. whether u like it or not. =))

eh, tmr got band arh? huh. im suddenli informed abt dis study thing. wad de hell isit sia..

i wanna watch soccer.. epl.. weekends! aaarrhh! n i hev to miss de man u - villa match cos of drama nite. BLEAHH! i hope its on at midnite or somethin. PLS! okays. off to watch tre. he makes me so happy la. okays. nite. ciao-