okok, fine. i nid to rant in me blog otays.. sheesh. gimme a break.

i sorta talkd wid khai. n HONEY, (not khai la!) KHAI IS NO MORE DEN A FREN TO ME. u cant change de fact tt im close to him. n seth. n wazif or any og de guys sewaktu dgn nye. shit. i wana sae more.. bt im afraid its too much. so i gues im openin a private blog for miself. n onli close frens hev de link. ka-cheeng! =))

im just feelin so down. FINE, dont acknowledge me in dere. FINE, be embarassed of me. i duno if i care. WAD AM I DOIN? khai is scarin me. dila is scarin me. evry other teacher in dunman secondary school is scaring me. i dont dont dont dont wanna stay back. wow. yet, im sayin it lyk as if it wont come true. lyk as if it will happen. ive leart first hand tt miracles dont happen. n wen dey do, DEY SUCK. dats whye, dunch u ever wish for a miracle to hapen. it'll suck, i tell u. BECOS IF ITS NOT MEANT TO BE, LEAVE IT AS IT IS. sigh.

im DOWN. DOWN. DOWN. my happiness? BAHH. jus a facade. oh god, im so pretentious. i cant take dis animore. OH GOD.

good luck. good luck. good luck. or go down de drain. EXAMS PPL. sigh.

will somebody love me? =((

GAH! TRAVIS BARKER! GAH GAH GAH!! nono. im not spose to watch mtv. EEKS!

in de meantime, i shall vandalise my hse. hiahia. urgh. i dun even feel lyk luffin. nitex ppl. sigh. ciao..