omg. OMG. OMG. aniwaes. i had nothin to do rite.. so i read mi archives. de first few posts i wrote dis year. AND OH MY GOD. a bitch, i am. me n earl/dan/daddie/danial alredi had somethin goin on at de startin of dis year. N OMG. ive saed some pretty bitchy things abt yak n him. OMFG. im so so so so sori yak mi dear! especially! dis particular post - SATURDAY, JANUARY 29 2005. omfg! I AM SO SHOCKED. earl darling, PLS PLS PLS go read it. de words tt r in italics n lavendar in colour r alwaes abt earl. n daddie/father (lol) is of cos, you darlin.. OMG. i jus cant believe de kind of person i was to yak. im so so so so so sori! omigoodness. wad de hell hev i done! ohya. but i onli indirectly bitched abt her. n omg. i was a bigger bitch wen writing abt danial. OMG. im so so sori. but esp to yak la. i tink tt was before we resolved our differences. i regret wadeva shit things tt i did to her. no wonder.. no wonder.. whoa. wad de hell hev i done! omg. i bloody regret all de childish things i did. im so sori grrl. omg. omg. how many omg-s hev i saed. AAHH. im so so sorii.. no amt of sori is worth de remorse im feelin rite now.. now, i hev a I-WAS-A-BITCH plastered on mi forehead. eeeeks. i swear, im much more matured now. i dare sae so miself. EUNICE YAK, im so so sori. omg, BITCH! (me la!)

n finally, earl. before u read those posts frm mi archive, i wanna let u noe. NOW, everything's changed. whoa. BIIIG time. i so love u back. reali reali. i jus wanna show u tt i feel secured enuf to show u how i felt abt u last time. key word - LAST TIME. i love u more den anithin now. keep tt in mind.

err.. it feels kinda weird talkin abt de past. wad with..dan n yak. whoa. tables hev turned. oh god. dis is gettin weird. reali. but i hope it kinda xplains to ppl wad happened. esp to ppl hu happens to hev a prob wid earl. bitch suckers. n i totally hev no idea wad separated dem. i was onli a fren to him till recently. tt was how i feel abt him. aniwaes, dis reali feels weird. yak n earl, forgive me for bringin up de past. okok. before i change mi mind abt publishing dis post.. go read de january 2oo5 archives. keep in mind tt things hev changed n im more matured now ok. reali. no kiddin. n i absolutely love dan now. not last time. eeks. dis is so weird!