ahhhhh. i swear i didnt have time to update! why? because band started again. -______- nabeys.

anyhows, monday was... i forgot. heh. oh! had band practice. i was so.. -___- i SO didnt want to go. practised marches. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! i swear i can play marches with one closed eye! then practised grease. i think i was a bit high that time that i played my solo so fucking well. WOOHOO! since we played so well, band ended early. oh yeah! of course, wenta meet bebeh.

OH! and in ss lesson, irene poh was generally asking who was involved in the speech day rehearsal the next day. so, i rested my arms on my table and continuously flip my index finger up and down. and it distracted poh and she went like, "are you trying to show me something SAEHRI?" BITCH. she thought i was pointing the middle finger at her. WTF. if i wanted to do something wrong, i would have AT LEAST done it right by pointing the actual middle finger. stupid fool. i hate her. so it left me, ili and anwar discussing what a bloody racist bitch she was. to adib, and especially to navin. w-t-f. but i cant care less. it comforts me to think that shes so much fatter than me. =x (ahh! i should stop cursing other ppl. i dont wanna turn out that way! *shivers*)

tuesday! WOOHOO! i was sent out of class in math. oks, not only me. plus samuel, nick, adib and joycelyn. we all sat at the atrium. and i tell you, ITS BLOODY FUN! if i have to continue not doing my homework just to sit at the strium during math lessons, I WOULD! or we could hire kelvin to teach us at the atrium while koh is teaching. WOOHOO! kelvin teaches WAAY better. smling 24/7. haha. and skipped the last period in geog for speech day rehearsal. YEAH!

i hate speech day. so darn stupid la. *rolls eyes*

i was bloody wishing that it would rain during the rehearsal. and guess what, IT DID! oh yeah! was all tralalalaaa~ heh. but i was rather pms-y all day. my mood was swinging like nobody's business. =/ then bebeh said the rehearsal was going to take too long. so he decided to go home. of course, being pms-y it outraged me. (ok, bad gf material. haha) haiyah. that day was a lousy day. i had tantrums and everyone was a bitch to me. i mean, i was a bitch to everyone. i hate to hide beneath a facade. what? if im quiet, ppl will go like, "yani / seri what's wrong? are you ok?" OH PLEASE! it sickens me at that time. all the unwanted attention. hallow! PMS! i had to pretend i was all happy until the end of the day where heather was treated very very badly.. haha. i think we can laugh abt it now, right gf? heh. she rocks my world la!

sygggg... im so sorry for that one pms-y day. you had shit from me. but you dont deserve it. haiya, LOVE U LA! =))

wednesday, had poa supp class. which i totally didnt get. bebeh sat beside me and he was being sucha smart ass. i mean, i was just dumb. my mind keep wandering off elsewhere. tsk. -.- and ok, i give up. so he's better than me in poa. hmphs. at least he has someone who can teach him! ME?! my older siblings all took amath. -.- tsk. to think that i got a distinction, GOOD ENOUGH OK! i just have to keep up. and yes, he beat me terribly for the surprise quiz. *smacks forehead*

zul was teaching heather amath. and fuck sials, i should have gone home with her. i was so damned tired when they jammed. =/ SORRY WE WERE LATE LA! okok? and sorry afist, you had to miss your tuition. *helps him smack forehead* then after that, walked around. late in the night.. around zul's housethe area. afistz, bebeh and i sent him home oks! how sweeeet... everyone now, AWWWW... heh. THEN! afistz and bebeh played with fucking cockroaches just to scare me. NABEY! afistz used the umbrella to play hockey with that darn roach. and who did he target at? of course me la! damn, is shouldnt have told him that i was scared of those black brown thingies.. tsk. and bebeh, BEST! he used his FEET, HIS SHOE! omfg! i ran away screaming like mad! omg, with a bf like that, i sure dont need enemies. wahahaa. then when he 'bravely' kicked the roach towards me, he ran away like a sissy. so kute sials! cos he himself got disgusted. -.- haha

afistz : EH! PAYONG MAHAL AKU!

padehal ikea peh payong. KIWEK FIZ.... so damn funny la. you and your high pitched voice. TAKYA helium! dah mcm bapok. nyahahahaa. *smacks your forehead*

oh, took photos for neon. it was supposedly their last jam before o's. awww. come to think of it, the three of them are smart ppl. i mean, they study well ah. by right, they should. was fun la. the four of them are crazy together. heh. i dont know whats with them and their fetish with umbrellas. heh. photos turned out fine right? RIGHT?!

thursday was boring. i cant remember much. too much happened in the week. oh, afistz and zul and bebeh went to parkour. OH YAH! we watched the high jumps. wahahaa! i was supposed to be serving detention for malay. but who cares! ITS TETEK! tsk. anyhows, had physics rem before that. i dont know why, but the whole of that day, people was beating me. like, joshua samuel and the worst, LENG JIAN XIONG. usually it wont hurt so much. but i ran my 2.4 on the day before and my body was aching all over. stupid sial! and joshua hit my back with the sibei thick chinese dictionary. ADOOOOII.. why? because jx asked him to. damn, that boy got a good whack from me. hah!

ok, then watched the high jumps. damn funny la. i mean, with zul commentating, it sure as hell is funny. heh. n WHOA, lihyuan was good.. damn professional and all. congrats to chew! (aaahh! influenced by bebeh la!) she was that darn good.

had a bit of thinking after what heather told me in the morning. it brings me back during that night i was on the phone with that guy and was crying my eyes out. and i made him that promise. now i dont know whats wrong. it has to be my fault. having an awesome bf sometimes make me forget those who used to be there for me. and i will regret it only in the moment of realisation. tsk. then, i do it all over again. it sickens me. im really becoming someone i would hate. tsk. i need more self control. haiyah.. you know how long it has been since i went out with heather? =/ HELL LONG. tsk..

anyways, that was why i was like.. half quiet when the guys were jumping around. especially with the presence of that someone at the high jumps. its not that i still have feelings for him, (NO!) its just that.. i dont make promises and break them. (thats y it posed as a problem when bebeh used to do it all the time. now nop more la. haha) after all, he did show me how to love someone. and frankly bebeh, it is partly where i learnt to love you soo much. i told bebeh about it, but sadly, he didnt say or do anything. so i decided to keep it in myself. it was bugging me the whole day, but i didnt want to tell bebeh or anyone else what was actually troubling me. yes, i was disappointed that he didnt show much interest. but i cant blame him la. after all, we decided to move on from the past.

wah. i went overboard. haha.

so they pk-ed. and bebeh was the only one who didnt manage to climb the wall. AWWW. afistz and zul did it at least twice. and bebeh was jumping and jumping like mad, trying to climb. but oh wells, you cant compare his height with the two guys! hes just under 17o and the guys are waaay over 170. lol. so kute la. =))

anyhows. friday had speech day rehearsal while the rest of the school had assembly in the hall. what a bore. heather and i was just laughing our asses off since we sat next to each other. we made fun of that esther ng. COS SHE WORE HORRIBLY TIGHT UNDERWEAR. uber disgusting can?! ewwww. yuk yuk!

oh! and i was late that day too. it kinda caused bebeh upset. (when later in the day, he lamely said that it was cos he was sick...) haiyohh. how many times must i say? ive known you for over two years. of all ppl, YOU CANT LIE TO ME! haha. anyways, we realised that since it was a new term, we were both 'first time late' so only half an hr. yays!

poa lesson was irritating. joycelyn and i were being crazy. cos only the both of us, out of all our friends, can do the high pitched whistle. woohoo! she said mine sounded like the dog whistle. -.- lame sia she. we were laughing our butts out. but it constantly bugged me that bebeh was so quiet. shit sial. why i nvr sit near him anymore.. NABEY. k, i dont wanna get pissed by it anymore. =/ then in lit, i asked dila how was bebeh in class. and she said he was quiet. at that point, THEN she realise how weird it was. it got me all panicky but he said he was alright. and PPL, if muhd seth bin ramlan is quiet, there HAS to be something wrong. cos that boy sometimes have trouble shutting his traphole. nyahaa. thats why i always say, "syg, you talk too much.." and then... HAHAA. =))

WEI, WHERE WAS I?!

speech day. WOOOHOOOO! fast forward ok? I DID FUCKING WELL FOR MY SOLO! though i should have sustained more of my long notes. heather's face was priceless when i sat down after the almost perfect solo ive ever played. and yeah, shes right. its unfair that i dont practise at all and can still not throw face. HAHAA. i love tt girl! whee! im proud of myself. (HEY, GIMME SOME FACE LA! heh) its about the only thing that im constantly good at. i mean, can tahan la. heh. woohoo! im sure i'll miss the sax. and tell you what, that solo was waaaay better than the vch one. WOOHOO! awesome. phew. lucky i didnt throw face. nyahaaaas.

so he gave me 'a hug full of lotsa love!' to congratulate the wonderful solo. AWWWW. heh. =)) thank you!

k, then lazy to continue la. heh. went home and totally ko-ed. lols. sorry bebeh.

saturday was yesterday. waaaah. i was soo tired. i woke up sometime before noon and bebeh told me that the guys were jamming at 1130. guess what, they jammed THREE hours later! lols. i took my own sweet time because i didn want to torture my ears for yet another hour. but sadly, i had to. my mum pissed me at hime because she havent cook yet since the night before AND she didnt want to give me money to buy sch shoe. before i left to go out, she gave in and gave me 30 bucks anyways. she thought that THAT was expensive. when actually the shoe cost me 50 bucks. lols.

after jam, went straight to tm to buy the jack purcell shoe. and and, bebeh bought a pair too! whee! haha. =)) co incidental that we both needed school shoes la. heh. so buy same one la. why, cannot ah? heh.

then lepak. wooohoooo! and i went home while he imran and zul wenta afistz's house. woohoo! spent the whole night tying and retying the laces cos i cant stand the normal ones. damn, i gave up after two hours. heh. whee! i love my shoes!

bebeh : wah, with that purcell, you can rembat any guy's buah, confirm nangis..

WAHAHAA!! why the hell would i kick come guy's dick! wahahaa. so kute sials. =))

and so today, i woke up while the rest of my family went to johor. i just felt bitchy and lazy to bathe and all. -.- they went to eat. and as much as i want to eat some quality food, im too lazy. wah. first time. heh.

bebeh went to maulud. i woke up at around noon and when he told me, i was half laughing. =x HEH! so kuuuuute! (how many times have i said that?! heh)

ahhh! i miss him already la. heh. once again, i cant wait to see him tmr! =))

i have to bathe, eat, and complete my hw. oh yeah! love all you tooots! ciao-

*hugs&kisses* to my one and only.. =))