sigh. what a lonely sunday. oh how i yearn to be in his arms right now. or in the cool comfort of the library with him. to see him smile. to hear his sweet little nothings in my ear. to hold his hand and feel safe from pervs. to feel so secured when i hug him. to see him sleep so soundly on my lap on the ride home. to see him evidently happy at me stroking his hair and nuzzling his ear. its not the sexual things that makes me happy (EW!) its these little things that makes my love for him stronger with each passing day that im with him. its those little things that i grip on when im going through a rough patch. it keeps me grounded. it keeps me sane. it keeps me be the only girl he could ever want and have. for i know, im doing my best to make him happy. and he is. so am i. sigh.. miss you seth.

oh my. i get so self reflective when im lonely. *smacks forehead*

it was one fucked up night. it all happened when i accidentally clicked on khaii's archives and read about the sinful past. i suddenly feel ashamed of myself. at how im capable of such despicable behaviour. ironically, its that one mean thing that i did which resulted in my happiness today. still, no regrets. =)

ok, im talking rubbish.

'mungkin nanti' is stuck in my head. and it has the honour of being the first malay song which i know its lyrics word for word. blame the malay project. now i cant stop singing that song. lol. yay yay! we performing peterpunk on wednesday! =))

i dont know why. but my non-existent muscles are aching. from god knows what reason. i feel like watching tv ah.

GAH. i forgot what i wanted to say. eeeeks.

ok, its getting really irritating.

ok, now im really pissed.

oh bother, forget it. wont be updating much on the coming weekdays. i predict i have loads to do. what with the prelims drawing nearer. there goes another week axed. im finally studying for goodness sake. =)

i havent bathe.

my parents emailed my lil bro from dubai. coolness. they are treated like VIPs there. oh my.

oh now i remember what was it i wanted to say..

no, thats not it. there was something else. ARGH!

pardon me if im irritating you. kiss my ass. CIAO-