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hello blog. its been a long time..

too much has had happened this week. the el o level oral was.... unexplainable. i even bored myself reading the passage. so of course! im getting all panicky now. the one thing that can pull my eng grades up.. haiyah..

lessons were normal as usual. and ive been sleeping about 1-2 hrs worth of lessons in school everyday. O.O errr... im such a lousy student. but when i do wake up and listen, i'll make so much noise only. haha.

just got over a rough patch with bebeh just now. i love him so much moreeeeee.. funny how we feel stronger for each other even though we just quarrelled. wait, he didnt pick a fight. i did. ok, my bad. im so sorry. im forgiven kan? =)

was up all night doing nothing and didnt get enough sleep to wake up so early to go to school. what more. the headaches came back. along with the choked tears and pierces of pain in heart. im so incapable of functioning. impairs your ability to operate properly ya know..

gotta have to get studying or at least do homework. this is the last lap before the finale and i can still be so slacked like this. im so desperate to go poly OK! OMFG! moment of self realisation!! IM SUPPOSED TO USE MY PRELIM RESULTS IF I WANNA GO TO THE INTERVIEW. wah fuckalicious fuck! I FORGOTTO!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! die. *smacks bloody forehead*

it was so unnecessary to update now. dila's birthday is around the corner, yeah! =))

our 8th 27 too. =)) ok, im so lousy. yet again, i find myself trapped with no time to buy that boy something he deserves. sundays for anniversaries is so not fun. theres always a chance that either of us cant go out eh syg? and what with the prelims the very next day. haha. i think i called it the uncelebrateable anni. ok, that sounds stupid.

CUT DOWN ON FAST FOOD LA YOU FAT PIG! note to self la.

aite. gotta blast! CIAO-

seth syg.. dont be sad tau. this heart is still adamant on loving you.. =) *hugggggggs*

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