I'm sorry I haven't been around.


Not the best time ever.


I will tell you what's up just before I go off on Wed. Aite?


Because I want Heather to be the first to know, and not to read it off from here.


This is so devastating. We've been through so much that it's hard to live without a best friend like him. I'm building up all these courage so I can get through those moments.


Moments when something reminds me of him. Moments when I just wake up from a dream that tells a tale of happier times. Moments when the loneliness and yearning of a hug hits me. Moments when I try so hard to understand why everything suddenly changed.


I don't know what to expect anymore.


Ciao-

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