I just got home from the hospital about an hour ago. I haven't been feeling good, both mentally and physically.

Let me outburst my sorrows about my mummy first.
Today's the first day i met her since the day of her surgery. Just yesterday, i saw her being pushed into the operation room. I can't help but let out my first drop of tear. Morning when i stepped into the room, she was soundly asleep on her bed. She looked so pale. The little needle thing on her hand caught my attention. How i wish i could replaced her in the situation. Every now and then she frown. And i know that its pain that made her felt that way, yet she just smiled and replied,'' i am ok.''I sat at the corridor sofa, crying my heart out,ensuring that my eyes aint blood shot, before i reenter the room. i love you mum, get well soon.='(

I am just too exhausted to bother with any issues apart from my current one-My mummy. I didn't know about the updates on our blog till a while ago. Well, she's my best friend. She has all the rights to say or feel which ever way she want.
Such an impact to me. Such great one even i myself didn't realize till now. Forgive and forget. I can't forgive nor can i forget. Be bless with the lady you have had now. You are just a simple past tense. At least, i am proud to say. I was never the one at fault.

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