I can't stand every single strand of DNA that fits into that little body of yours. Its irks me. I came across this strange topic of clubbing. People has regard it such as a bad place. A really bad social place. People who goes clubbing are bad people. Don't make me laugh.
I am pretty upset and angry in a way. Still. My anger is driven by that invisible shadow. I know how much my words are not making sense. Well, you don't have to know.

Seri's biggest day is approaching. This recalled me to my not-so-wonderful birthday. The group didn't celebrate with me. Thats a shame. Although all by their word of mouth is my mistake of pulling myself out from the day itself. Its wasn't my fault. I was held back by family matters. As i said, its a shame. Therefore, during all these months, i tried my best to ensure that all sweet 18 kiddos had their best of time. Although i did disappoint some. Last year, i got my girl a lil surprise. I am very proud to say that most were my efforts. For 18 i always knew she wanted to party. Not that she is wishing for a drunk dead night. No, she don't drink. So please don't regard me as bad influence or this whole idea is bullshit. So there, i had her a place in my fave place. One thing for sure, she wouldn't be disappointed. Disappointment in the part where she look forward for a present by this loved one for ages.Nope, not the greedy part. Sometimes a lil gift is all one can ask. Good to know she can skipped that part for now. Don't be afraid tomorrow bitch. You have my bitch love.

one word- NEVER!

ok love.byeeee

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