1. I shouldn't waste my money on you anymore because I sincerely care about you and it's obviously not mutual. I want you to eat well and take care of yourself but you clearly can't be arsed about it.


2. I shouldn't have asked for your help because now there's ZERO slots for practical lessons until 23rd fucking FEBRUARY. Wtf. Now I'd have to rely on someone to cancel and most likely, pay a bomb for it. It ain't a happy picture. Stupid school tsk.


3. I shouldn't have listened to you. I should have gone home and brought a change of clothes. Then I wouldn't have had to sleep in the SAME clothes I was in and go to my lesson with the SAME clothes. And most importantly, I would have worn proper shoes and not fucked up the pathetic crank course this morning.


4. In the first place, I should have listened to my MUM and enrolled at BBDC.


Because you're selfish. You don't think what's actually best for me and you've never been, and never will be there for me when I'm at my lowest, even if I care for you dearly. Wtf. You're a user, you step on my pride and your attitude is utter shit.


I'm not mad at you actually. Not even hurt. (Woooo stoned heart.) I just feel so stupid that I listened to you and still let you be a huge part of my life. Was so pissed off going to practical this morning. My feet hurts and God knows how many times I mounted the kerb.


S Course was a BITCH. Crazy bugger. Singapore where got people nothing better to do than to make such a tiny winding road only to have awesome people like me roll over the kerb. Zzzz. I hate cars. I hate vehicles. I wanna take a cab for the rest of my life.


I know I'm awesome cos I punctured the tyres. Best.


If not for cute instructors..... Ciao-


Wow I'm clearly awesome because even though I'm pissed, I didn't go fuck. (:
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