In April 2007, I discovered that I was allergic to Amoxicillin, a type of anitibiotic. I broke out in red measles-like spots all over my body. But it didn't itch. So it wasn't too bad.


And today, January 2009, I discovered that I am allergic to Ciprofloxacin, another antibiotic. And not only did I break out in disgusting lumpy rashes, IT ITCHES LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH.


Now I'm taking Erythromycin...

Adverse effects:

*blablabla medical crap blablabla*

It can also affect the central nervous system, causing psychotic reactions and nightmares and night sweats.

Wtf, WON'T HELP ME AT ALL.

And don't forget that I still have an ear infection which is drying up my skin like fried potato skins. Fuck. I'm at my lowest right now, seriously. I want to just die.

Just fucking die. Ciao-

When do you know that enough is enough?

Stop pretending to care in front of everyone when truthfully you look at me like I'm a walking piece of irritating shit. You're so bloody fake. Today I realised that you'd only want me when you need something only I can give you (no prizes for guessing tsk). But when I (desperately) need emotional support, you'll push me away like a plague.

I made it through April 2007 alone and definitely worse off than I am now.. So I can make it through this without you. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. Shoo. Fuck off from my life. I'm trying to be happy here.

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