Its no wonder . I just can't study for nuts.


Well, i may just be having the worst birthday ever this year. Nothing new but yes. The worst.
I am spending it with the stack of bottles of alcohol at dfs. Cheers, maybe i shall bomb the place or steal gazillion bottles and ciggs out? Any way, who loves 19? A friend of mine was guessing the date, from 11 to 20 she just have to leave my number out. I was depressed.


The celebration lastyear was left out to rot anyway.
bygones be bygones. F.


Airport hi, i am coming. Let me seek out pay day and take my pain of stoning away.
I feel my brain bleeding seriously. work eat work eat, hi fat heat, welcome to hell.


I miss primary school .In fact i have a sudden urge to meet all those old mates. You know, i bet out of the handful only one likes me. Pity huh. Yes, i was that bad. My reputation in primary is like shit. I can't alter their minds overnight, can i? So, last night Nadiah inform me of a upcoming gathering. I am super excited. But shit, i am so much fatter and uglier and shorter. God please kill me.One thing for sure, i am still as crazy.


Jamie is thinner, eunice always thinks shes fat but apparently shes not, chanel is stick as ever, and peishi has just the right amount of stuffs to balance it off, zixuan loves her figure but she just wouldnt admit and yes, i am the worst. How now.I am better off with the obese.


love heat.
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