Boys come and go. With one ever so persistent on staying hahaha, I'm glad we did this though. My mistake was jumping into it before I was even ready to give my all.


I truly believe that you're only ready when you feel that life is complete even if all you have is that one person. And you know you will do absolutely anything for him no matter how much it might cost you. You will be willing to bear whatever consequence as long as you have that one person at every step of the way.


Somewhere along the past nineteen years, I had that. Too bad that fell apart and now all I want is to chill, heck I didn't give being single a chance. Kept dating and dating on end hahahha.


After the most meaningful relationship with Shahrul, I now understand where I stand in life. I have a clearer picture of what I want now. My present and my future. And it's because of him that I'm standing here the way I am. So I thank you smelly :)


I don't regret anything. I absolutely don't regret anything. Okay fine, maybe I should have avoided the breaking of several hearts, and disappointing the one boy I've ever truly loved... But hey, mine was broken too okay! So I feel what you feel baby.


Lost many precious things too.. Not too proud of it..


The worst part is, after losing them, I just know they are things I will never ever get back. No matter how I try to sugar coat it, they will forever be gone. But hey, I don't moon walk so straight ahead I go.


Ah what can I say, I'm happy as long as Johnny Depp is alive. Heh.


Happy New Year smelly people.. Cheers :)


P.S. Break ups don't have to be nasty.
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