hmmms. been one helluva week. loads of downs. reali alot. for one, stix is gone. he is of no good animore. he jus dun mean anithin to me. n onli one living soul noe hu he is. i shall not sae hu. but de onli reason i told de person was becus i hated stix to his guts. he dare tink im fine. but im not alright. its never gonna be, is it. i hate his guts. n den i realise *he [not stix] was dere all de time. wow. ive missed him alot. n i nvr treasured him much, did i. sigh. im sori. argh. all dese crazy whirl of crap is messin wid me..

aniwaes. dis week has been one crap-o week. ive tried so hard to pass mi tests. n i tot i did it. onli to be returned wid failed papers. mi gawd. wad a failure. i swear i tot i wud at least pass. n idiots hu dun deserve to pass got high marks. NABEY. u bloody disrupt de clas n den u go home to ur stinking mummy n ask her for tuition. KNN la. bloody fooker. total selfishness at its highest most honourable form. SCREW U LA. knnbtcb. so pissed. but, ive been pissed dis whole week n nothin makes a difference now, does it.

aniwaes. mattletn me hp fifth book. n sirius died. ok, fine. im abit slow here in readin. but he died! =''''''''''(((((((((((((( i dun like it.. boo. but as usual, its nice. i cant wait to see sirius again. de movie. wheee. hee.. he's funni. okies. now to read de latest book. harhars.

im sori to evrione whom ive royally pissed off. khai reminded me [thank u] dat it mus be mi pms. n its abt time. i reali tink it is. once again, im reali reali sori. it reali is jus me. haiis. sori kays.

amazing. i wanted to blog so much. n now i duno wat to sae. im jus..reali confused. oh well. lets tok abt yest. hmms. was a reaaali loooong dae. in de morn. took mi own sweet time. n stil i wasn late. gees. lol. but lucky i wasn late. de concillor dummies were stil on duty for booking latecomers. den had assembly. our class r spoilers for wearin class tee. lol. wad do i care.. den de assembly was takin waaay too long. lyk dey said, it doesn mean much to us. wads de diff aniwaes? dey're stil gonna pick on us rite. dey r all de same. sori to stereotype u 5. but ur not spose to favour another person becus u noe him\her personally. rite. so, once ure one, u'll alwaes be one. n u will be sterotyped. tts too bad isn it. so aniwaes. after dat went dwn to clas. set up de 'booth'. sori i din help much. but im not de type to give out flyers. hee. den spent de rest of de whole dae in de 3f's disco. wid heather, yak, dila, aisyah n ili. had loads of fun. yeh. fites broke out.but din affect me one bit aniwaes. heh. mi onli regret was not askin him to dance wid me. sigh. fawis looked hot, but im not tokin abt him. *he was jus sittin dere. i believe he was tryin hard to luff along wid his frens. but he jus stoned dere. n believe me, he's nt de kind hu does dat.. oh my..he looked so yummy wen he was jus starin at de floor. haiis. sad, so sad. oh wells. no use to ponder n regret rite. sigh. n i nvr tot dat dere wil be ppl dancin even in tight n hot ETHNIC costumes. wow. talk abt passion, huh. lol. yehh. jus jiggy wid it. den it kinda got reali stupit n boring wen de 'dj' kept playin techno n DUMB songs. no offence. but it wasn as succesful or as good as other discos i got in before. total number of hiphop songs: abt 3-5. how pathe is dat. but i respect deir attempt. =)) den aft dat. ppl ppl told me dat rehearsal wil start at 1. im like..WTF SIA. its bad enuf dat we're havin rehearsal on a FRIDAY. n now, it starts less den half an hour wen de whole bazaar ended. urgh. crap. CRAP. was deadbeat tired.. i felt lyk sleeping sia. reali. i mean, hu didn't rite. n to tink dat i cud hev gotten 2hrs of rest at first. bleah. den mi spirits lifted wen we were told not to play. cos got oral. =)) at least i can rest. or so i thot. my crappy juniors decided to disturb me. so i ended up sleepin onli wen jas raised de baton. BOO. i duno y, i jus kept dem luffin n i was wide awake. den i got tired. den had to play. i reali mus say, if yesterday's rehearsal was better de before, i cant imagine which level of hell dey were on las wk. ncc peeps r complainin de bass drum is too soft. n dey nid a stronger one. oh man. poor girl, jas. [perc la] wah. guys complain alot ar. sheesh. but i tot she gave her best. so lets jus leave it at dat. period. den after dat went home. ahh. finally. nothin much hapen aft dat. onli i was cooped up in mi rm finished hp's 5th buk. haha. i was stuckd on it k. so dat was yest for u..ohya. i kinda fot wid khai again. sheesh. we'll nvr stop. ok. he jus din realise i was pissed wid him, i gues. or was he. oh, we were talkin abt stix n 'de girl he likes'. n so, i din understan y i was so worked up. so dis morn. he came wid de conclusion dat im mad. im scary. n i hev pms. woof woof. hear me roar, boy.

oh, de 'goblet of fire' movie is due out in nov. woohoooo. tom n daniel [draco - harry] r lookin sooo HOT. whoo! argh! dammit. its lyk waitin for mi birthdae to come.. erggghhh.. so long..

nth much left in mi life. michelle, sian pei's great fren hev offered somethin REALI attractive to heather. n i benefit too. =)) but i wun even talk abt it.

for now, im waitin for a bass to *pom down on mi head. heh.

okies. im gettin lame. tmr is de sch of rock finals. god, im so lazy n no mood to go. eeyerrr. arrgghh. i wanna read more harry potter. hes hot. whee. ok. or more tre. i certainly missed him. alot. haiis. im missin alot on gd. i hear holiday on de radio n it makes me so happy.

OMG. WTF. ok. for dose hu watch wrestling. u wld noe muhd. hassan. de man hu claims he's islam. BURN IN HELL ASS! he go thrash undertaker den de azan came on. on de tv. as de backgrd music. for goodness sake! he wil be damned in hell! mtfka. who does he tink he is? n if he reali was a true muslim, he wun be parading around in his teeny red tights bearing tattoos on his arms n beatin ppl up as entertainment, cos evryone noes all wwe is, is a bunch of bullshit wid lame-o crap-o ppl trynna look good n lookin for money. wid de exception of cena. heh . BURN IN HELL SUCKER. oh, i forgot. all us wants is to tarnish de name of islam.

ove got nothin to sae. im waitin for mtv vma. approx one month. sheesh. i wanna watch gd live! eeeks. ok. im of later. ciao-