mmm. i nvr felt dis way sooo long. do u noe wad it feels lyk to hev a crush. wow. it feels great. to be near someone n secretly liking him. yet he doesn noe it. almost lyk u hev a million bucks n yet u act poor. so fun! i dun even care if he likes me. haha!

oks. enuf. hhmms. thurs went jammin. it was so fun! jus dat i more like crap ard listen to khai n seth singin. n zul n khai drums. n hafiz on guitar. n me? tryin to figure out ways dat jus maybe, i can get out of de room n steal de bass. HAHA. jk. but it was SO LOUD! i cud feel mi eardrums banging. no joke! haha. i gues it nids a lil more gettin used to. heh.

tudae spose to go melaka. den in de morn, i was scared tt mebbe i wun get to finish mi hw on time. ARRHH!! can u believe it?! i passed up shoppin for doin HW?!! omg. i cant believe it miself.. to tink abt it. i tink im goin crazy. but now dat im at home. im gonna hev to start on mi hw soon. haha. oh god. wat is happenin to me.. im turnin into sucha NERD. u noe whye? i noe whye. i tell u whye. SO. if by any chance mi parents find out dat ive been spendin mi time on de bass. i can sae.. IT DIDN AFFECT MI STUDIES! haha. see. ok. lets jus hope dat it wun even hapen. lyk how mi sis can manage to keep her secret of dancing frm mi parents. =)) so anyways. i gues its a long term dream dat im reali desperate to make it hapen. oh god. pls let it..

so apparently. me khai seth is a band. haha. weird. but i luv dem to bits. n i mean it kays. jus dat i show it by knockin deir heads, esp seth, n scolding dem n call dem assholes, esp khai. hah! wad a fren i am, huh?

okays. cont' later. got viva la bam! =)) reminds me wen khai tried to tok lyk don vito. LOL. oks. later.

oks. bac. aniwaes life seems so much better n fun wid a bass. haha. i jus gotta buck up huh. lyk..alot better! but i nid help. =x sadly, its true. c'mon la. im jus a rookie after all! n u guys probably hev plaed for god noes how mani years. or months? or watever. but stil much better den me rite. n i wasnt jus staring at de amp! lols. i was readin de tabs. n somehow got stuck in de position. haha. hope we hev more fun. i wanna hear khai's rendition of helena again. haha. n deir holiday. OMG. hahahaha! niwaes. i dun mean to sae dat im good or watever. dun get me rong. but jesus of suburbia sounds much much easier den holiday. =(( hmmms..

ok. i got nth else to sae. gonna hit mi hw soon. im kinda addicted to mcr. but i HATE to listen to deir singles onli. n khai wun lend me his cd. BOO. im ur darling bassist. so take care of me kays. =)))) haha. tak tau malu. hehh. love u guys. =))

ciao-