oks. i take bac my words. its not depressin. its jus disheartenin. thats all k. heh.

DANG. my sis found mi blog. knn la. now i cant busted her or talk much abt band stuf. (not dmn band la bodo!) i still want privacy ok! oh crap.. irritating la.. to hev a sibling read ur blog. so kpo can?! heh. omg. imagine ur mum readin ur blog. DE HORROR! ahhaa. i thank mi lucky stars. =))

niwaes. yest went jb. DAMN DE JAM LA! knn. so squeezy n irritatin. IRRITATING! n i oh so stupidly forgot to bring my fone AND my mp3. stupid can?! arghh. den i realise i was halfwae msg-in daddiee. n i left him jus lyk dat. heh. sori! of cos i felt guilty la. he nvr leaves me hanging lyk I alwaes do. sori. den aniwaes.. FINALLY reached. i nvr understand jams. DARN LORRIES. dey were long n EVERYWHERE. aiya, watever la. i jus hope ur father is not a lorry driver. de life is damn sad lor. den reached tt city square place. den dis chinese man came up to mi dad. he askd for money cos his car broke dwn. bein a bitch, i was lyk.. waving NO NO NO to mi dad. haha. leks ar. den de man explained his situation.. his car broke dwn n he nids money to pay de towin. stupid can? he got some money, call some relatives in singapore la! its not tt late.. so mi dad, bein a AHEM, kind man, gave him lyk..50 ringgit ar? or was it twenty bucks. alar. he gave de man money la. i was so goddamn suspicious of de man. i told mi mum to take dwn all his particulars n stuf. MUS MAKE SURE. heh. so blablablaa. de man is a happy man. haha. he luff arh.. lyk.. ROAARRR! kewl can?! haha. okok. den went bowling. knn. de second ball i threw, mi fingers crackd n it nearly broke. PAIN CAN?! damn. den after tt, i play lyk crap. between de grrls, duno hu won la. (i wanna sae its me..) heh. den. i askd parents go swensens. I WANA GO SWENSENS DAMMIT! grr. alarh. by de time we finished bowling it was reali late, thx to de jam.. city square close redi. so we ate somewhere.. i duno wat to call it. i wun lie by saein i was de wee bit pissed. i was reali pissed. n no thx to de ugly mat mlysia-s. GET A LIFE! blaah. so i ate tomyum. i ate n ate n ate. den mi dad practically force me to stop drinkin de goddamn soup n HAVE SOME FISH. I DOWAN LA! i dowan! i dowan! i wanted to quarrel until my sis reached out n tried to pinch me. stupit crap. den, FINE. i oso dowan to quarrel, i was far too lazy n pooped out. n de chair was reali uncomfortable. n den mi dad askd me to finish de fried rice. I DOWAN LA! I DOWAN I DOWAN I DOWAN! arggh. since wen m i de dustbin?! (tts my bro's job. but he din follow us yest) arggh. so pissifyin. n still, i mus act lyk a good good grrl. usually i wun be bothered but my heart was feelin so hollow cos i missd him so much.. do u understan de feelin? de butterflies? hais. no.. of cos u dont.. ure not in love.. aniwaes. den reach home so late. ok, fine. it was onli half an hr past midnite. still.. den i made (in my opinion) a HUGE mistake of msgin daddiee to his hse fone. (WHOOPS!) damn, i was feelin so dumb n den i slept rite dere. so tiring..

den woke up todae. my eyeliner was buggin me. urh. god, im so bored. den i jus wrote songs. write n write n write. n den daddiee called. sweet can? jus wad i needed. den after tt, im here. in dis smoked out boring room. (its jus a green day lyric ass. not literally..) blablabla. i hev to study.. but ive got no motivation. WHERE IS MY MOTIVATION?! no time for motivation.. haha. oh wells. i duno whye i hate studyin so much. so suddenli. bleah. n yet, i expect to do well for mi tests. i clever can?! haha. i dun plan to study in my future. i'll jus live off mi parents' money. BWAHHAHAHAAA. no la. im not tt crazy. siao. i wana end poly. yes, poly.. den i duno where i'd go. i'll seize evry chance to make music. =)) oh man. where m i headin in life? OH CRAP! hu cares. i'll worry miself later. i'll keep procrastinating until i regret. LOL. stupid can?! wakaka. hmm. it feels lyk a sunday.. so? i duno. got difference meh.

OH! mi dad installed dis sensor at de front door. KNN! lyk 7-11 sia! so funi. n its gettin on mi nerves. evrytime someone open de door, it'll go TING TONG. TING TONG. lucky de sound nt tt loud n shrilly lyk 7-11. oh wells. ive gotta get used to it. n dammit! no more late nite sneakin in. grrrr. oks. im off to do some stufs. i duno wat la. aites. ciao-