came home frm visitin hses jus now. which was sucha bore. tsk. effing hate it sumtimes. n i was oh so pissed cos mi dad cancelled mi idd caller. fuck ah. i was so damn pissed. but i had to keep mi cool cos i cant piss mi dad off jus cos mi sis wanted to drive. inside, i was so effing heating up wid anger.. argh. im goin crazy. i reali reali reali wanted to jus 'talk' to mi dad. wad i mean is, another row wid him. but den mi sis wun let. jus so she can drive. tsk. eff. can u believe dat i actuali tahan one whole dae.. whoa. den mi sis asked me whye i wud wan to piss mi dad off. n to mi surprise, i had no exact ans. i jus wanted to piss him off cos he made me pissed. den mi sis sae.. 'wah, so stupid. rebel widout a cause..' assholic..

i jus love to piss ppl off. tsk..

im so so effing pissed cos i dun hev idd caller. fuck ah. damn damn pissed okays. now i duno hu calls me n i wun noe hu calls wen i miss one call. dammit. dats freakin irritating. n for dat, i shall now DUN giv a fuck wen i exceed mi smses. tsk. i dun care. n im gettin a prepaid card for miself. wid de help of mi sis. shut up la. mi dad gave me a choice of keepin mi line or keepin de idd. wtf is de use of de idd widout de line, dammit. im so gettin a prepaid card. screw all dese shit.

den played fifa on xbox. shit man. gotta admit, its more fun. n ive been usin arsenal all de wae. =xx dun ask me whye! mebbe cos de animation of alan smith was too ugly. haha! fabregas is de new YUM. wakakaa. oh rite, now mi younger sis noe earl. cos i created a player in fifa named earl. hu is incredibly good. n has replaced thierry henry as no. oneefourr. NYAHAA. den she sorta linked dat oneefourr to de oneefourr in mi hp wallpaper n all de EarlDear-s in mi inbox. tsk. talk abt lack of privacy.....

de last time i saw him was lyk.. wad.. last wed? ='((

im goin crazy redi. tmr im goin out wid heather n yunz. catch harry potter. tsk. soo lambat loading. but mi younger bro will be taggin along n i hev to take care of him while yunz go to skl. for wad oso i duno. knn la. wad a bother.. free tix peh pasal..

i missssssssssssssssssssss heatherrr!

i asked mi dad for a guitar jus now.. n guess wad he saed? NOTHIN. fuck. mi cleopatra cous also asked her dad for a guitar. (her dad is of cos, mi uncle) but her dad din let her either. still, her mum talked her dad into it n now her dad is all quiet. TSK. wads wid dads n not lettin deir daughters be inclined in music?! pissifying sia. AND DE FACT DAT MI OLDER BRO IS A MUMMY'S BOY, TOTALLY SICKENS ME MORE. screw it la. its not lyk as if im askin him for de money. but guess wad, back in pri skl wen mi older bro was in de band, mi parents bought him a keyboard. an awesome one tt is. n he wasn even in band for lyk.. 2 years? plus, he was in a choir too. so he was very much musically inclined. back den.. WHILE ME.. IVE BEEN IN BAND FOR THREE EFFING YEARS, N IVE GOTTEN NOTHIN RELATED TO MUSIC. not even appreciation or attending any concerts. fuck it. m i being self centred here? truthfully, i reali duno. but fuck it la. im usin mi own money for goodness sake. EARL, UR ONE LUCKY BOY U NOE DAT..

okoks. i agree. pms is drivin me mad n incredibly vulgar.. yet im tryin mi best to change mi vocab.. reali. wads a nicer word to replace eff?

i will stop saying fuck. ARRGHH.

i want BASS. i wana jam for two hours. NOOOOO. i wan earl. he doesn noe dat, does he? ='((