argh. fought wid mi mum. awesome? not. one lesson for me, its NVR a good idea to hit ur mum. urgh. i was jus defendin miself! its sorta like.. out of reflex. ya noe.. lols. n lyk khai said, it doesn pay to be punk. wahahaaa. talkin abt khai, i found out somethin uber uber uber interesting abt him. HEHEE. im so proud of him. i duno y. its lyk.. im reli happy fer him. i'll jus sae, GO FOR IT!!

yest had malay clas. was late. again. but was wid nas. who was still strolling wid nasrul. hahaaa. de teacher din bother i gues.. nyahaa. den in clas, khai go take mi shoe. HA-HA. bleahh. n i mus keep in mind dat seth wil alwaes side him.. no fair.

den wenta jam. thank u seth, for holdin evrione up. at almost ONE, we haven even go inside de jammin room. wad an idiot of a boy.. lols. met amad at tamp. amad gohhhh. hahaa. den we jam jam jam. its been quite a while since i last bassed so i was abit karat. n if not for amad, de bass wud hev been out of tune de whole time. n being IN TUNE is veri important. but i love de room one bass. AAHHHH. its awesome. fender lehh..

jam lotsa crap. crap lotsa more. no offence to anione hu jam wid us, but i sometimes prefer jus de three of us. i learn more actuali. but its ok. amad is fine. ok, hes good. but he n seth gotta work tugeder. so dats not mi problem. n nvr ever interrupt seth singing. NONO. not a good idea. keep dat in mind. but de session wasn reali productive. so i wasn all too happy wid miself actually. hmms..

haiyah. den wenta meet earl. saw firi in 38. i call n call her name. she nvr hear. i duno how loud or soft i was la. cos mi ears were plugged in. n i totally cant hear miself. lols. but she was walkin on de aisle, rite beside me! LOL. aniwaes. she was so jambu. nas agrees. haha. LOVES her hair! ppl can learn a thing or two frm tt grrl. reali.

waited for earl below his blk. waiiiiiiited. den tadaa. he fell frm de sky. bleahh. hahaaa. no la..

den went his hse. (omg, im shakin..) parents werent in. nor his sisters. den watched tv. watch tv. watch tv. n do alot of um.. other things. make it sound until so toot. LOLS. aniwaes, its jus nice to lie in someone's arms. in earl's arm to be exact. for a first time in mi life, i feel secured. =))

den suddenli. we heard de door. FUCK. it was his dad.

i ran to his room. n closed de door. man, he was good. i duno how he managed to take mi bag. den hide mi shoes. n jus kill mi existence, all fast enuf to open de door for his dad. talk abt being a runner... lols. screw it man! i was effing scared la.. den his dad went into de kitchen. n i was still in his room. den he came to me n while keepin an eye on his dad, he asked me to run out. DAMMIT, IM SCARED! so i refused. den he was lyk.. 'den wad u want to DO??' or sumfink lyk dat. DAMN, he looked so kute tryin to whisper yet raise his voice at de same time. HAHAA. den i realised dat he was right. so i jus raaaaan to de open door. n if his dad turned one degrees, he could hev seen me. WHYEE WHYEE WHYEEE din he go his room?! haiya. den i go stupidly look for mi shoe.. i finally found it outside de hse. how he managed to do dat? i hev no idea. he's goood. ahhaa. den went dwnstairs n waited for him. den wen he found me dwnstairs, he STARTED SMILIN N LUFFIN. wtf?!!! we were so close to death n he can LAUGH. kwang3!! i realised den, dat i was shaking. OMG, wad wud hev happened if his dad actuali caught me. things could hev been worse. i mean, im SO SO LUCKY dat i wasnt caught ya noe.. i can tink of worse things tt could hev happend. lyk.. wen i was runnin out, his mum could hev been walkin dwn de corridor. or i could hev knocked over sumthin, which amazingly i didnt, ironically to de clumsy grrl dat i am. lols. i got tink of more things tt could hev happened instead. but i choose not to. cos its scarin me! aniwaes, went to buy food for his dad. n darling danial can stil LAUGH moree. alamak. *PIAK PIAK! so not funny! but to tink abt it now, it was funny. veri drama. tsk. nvr tot it wud hev happened to me. (lyk as if i got an xtreme makeover..) but for one thing, i disagree wid earl wen he said it was FUN. *piak piak! NAH UH! wad u felt was adrenaline. u can get it frm doin other things. AND NOT frm runnin awae frm ur bf's dad. in his hse.. uber scary. but turns out, his dad nvr found out. whoopee! he walkd me to de busstop. n i still cant get over it. sheesh. bloggin it out makes it real. but at de end of de dae, i still love earl. nyahaa.

den i gave him mi blog particulars to help me blog. cos i cant blog. becus of de fite i had wid mi mum de dae before. n now im here becus someone stupidly left de com so open to me. n i cant resist de urge. plus, no one is in. hiahiaa. wen i gave him mi blog stufx, i forgot dat i had dat private thing in mi blog. DUH! dammit. my heart startin running again. AHHHH. adrenaline. too much adrenaline for one dae la!! THANK YOU TO CHARMAINE!! i cant thank her enuf. THX ALOT ALOT. I LOVE U!!

den went home. all de wae home, i was on de fone wid char. hahaa. den wenta de supermarket. bought stufx. den finally went home. n im not talkin to mi mum. typical. IM NOT SAYIN SORI. thou i noe dat is all that it takes to clear dis up. but u noe wad, mebbe i DUN wanna clear it up. HMPHS. i dun care la.

den last nite, earl called. he couldnt sleep. actualli, i couldnt at all either. n he was talkin in whispers. it reminded me of wad happened before. n i cant help but squeeeling cos i find it uber kuteness. HAHA. mr n mrs smith eh? WAHAHAAA. we were good i gues. but its gonna keep me far far awae frm ur hse. for quite some time. tok until god noes wad time. den hung up. cos he doesn wana be caught dead by his parents talkin on de fone. i tink it wasn worth it either. lols. n den lyk magic, i slept. haha.

den tudae, spose to go jln rayer. uber lazy. n no thank u to a certain someone. whose all out to make mi life miserable aniwaes. thank u thank u. OMG, its noon alredi. n i haven bathe. HEHEE. if dey r comin mi hse, wad m i spose to do? dere is no one home sehh..

im tired redi. n dear earl, thank u for understandin n not signing into mi blog wen i told u not to. it means alot alot to me. I SO SO LOVE U. thank u. u can go in all u like now. n blog ur side of de story. i dun mind. in fact, i'd love it. since i can onli blog wen mi parents go out. haha. okies. dats all for two daes. includin today. so, CIAO-