haiyerr. no mood for raye laa.. i jus wana stay home. yest went out de whole dae. bo-ring! wenta yana's hse n she wasn home. BLEAHH. cos of her ASS of a bf. hes sucha meanie. hmrf. haiya. im not in de mood for anithin laa. i jus wana watch soccer. bola bola bola. dats all i want. i dun even hev appetite to eat.. (which is good) n u noe how hard it is to smile? n pretend n luff along. n de hardest thing, is to pose for fotos. knnb. n suddenli mi dis one uncle startin commentin mi sis n i cos we nvr wear tudong. lyk.. SHUT DA FUCK UP LA MISTER. im alredi not happy de whole dae, u wana touch on such sensitive subject. u make me wanna kick ur balls u noe! its our fuckin prob laa. KNNBBTCCB. AAAAAAAARRGHHHH. u tink funny isit? WAD. funfair ar? HUH HUH HUH! i noe i noe im de bloody rebel n black sheep of de family. so, dun get me started. i'll screw ur ass upside dwn. kanina. u make mi blood boil. n i LOVE mi mother, cos i realise she NVR force us to do anithin we dun wan. (besides chores..) thank u thank u. mi mum even doesn pressure me to study n study n go college or sumthin. HAH! g-o-o-d! im so goin poly.. aniwaes.. so mister uncle, hu do u tink u r to ask us to wear a tudong. HUH! idiot idiot idiot. make mi blood boooiiiillllllllllll..

argh. mus go out again. i dowaaaaaaaan. lucky i'll get kacheeng for it. hrmf. yaya. i money face. eh, free money hu dowan rite. sheesh. i wonder wad he's doin. i wonder how he is. i wonder if he's alrite. i wonder if im in his mind. =(( take care dear.. ciao-