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WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH. i too... im sick. urgh. noooo.. dwn wid fever n cough n now... GREENDAY WILL RROCK U!muahahaa. im back to givin... wow. too much has happened. on de nite of mi last ... ytd went jamming! WHOOOOOO! great great fun! for o... yesterdae nite was pretty weird. heh. i jus.. foun... HUAARRGH. missing mi blog..aniwaes. ive been out t... arrrrgghhh. stomach ache...... pain pain pain. uuu... OMFG. i jus wrote A WHOLE LOAD of a post n den acc... YESSAAAAA. u see, god is fair. jus wen u tink u lo... |
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Saturday, 31 December 2005 waaaaah. i actuali forgot that today is the last day of the year. pretty cool? not. -.- haiya. i'll take this time to remember what i did the whole year. hmm.. january hmmm. start of school. nabey. i remember being so fucked up that i had to travel all the way from woodlands. but then, i saw danial. no no, not earl. lols. and it became the biggest shock of my life. lol lol. i was late alot of times that month. -.- tsk. crazy. i need time to get used to it right.. ooh. first day, i realised i was in the same class as ili. WHEEE! =)) hearts her so goddamn much! ooh, earl n me went out. then i backed out or something like that. oh fuck, lets not reminisce. -.- ahh. my bad. february i seriously cant remember much. ooh ooh ooh! i remember class times with jasmine! oh maaaan! loved her soooo much! i cant forget how much of a sweet tooth she turned me into. hehe. and khaii. definitely got closer. cause at that time, i couldnt stand wazif. -.- so i asked khaii to sit beside me. muahahaa. and kelvin tay! on word. SMILEY! =)) march umm. lots n lots n lots of practices cos of syf. oooh. i remember being depressed at certain times cause i had no confidence in making it. =( but i didnt get to show cause im a senior dammit. if i break down, what will happen to them?! reali.. they rocked. reali. li ting n neni. they are great. im piling all my hopes on lt. =/ april OF COS. syf. WAAAAH. it was one of the most happiest moment in my life when the host said, 'GOLD.' aahhh! i was crying my eyes out. just fuckin happy. =)) i tell you, any bandit who thinks back about that day, will start to have shivers. haha. ooh. i love heather so much. then i remember jann telling us,'wahlaoo.. we get gold you cry.. dont get gold, also cry ah?' LOL LOL LOL. that made me stopped crying. until i saw ms. chong crying. AWWW. okok, enough sob stories. may was totally slacking in my studies. and my hatred for sharifark was overwhelming. i seized every single chance i had to escape her chemistry lessons. i hate science. but then again, i couldnt stand that khaii was doing better than me. i gave up anyways.. (i admit ok, u shithead. tsk!) i flunked my mid years. =( my baad. eeehhhh! wait! *takes out dusty report book* err.. it was okay la.. (*puipui) oh, then got my hand phone bloody confiscated. all that fiasco with khaii. i cried cause of him... awwww *slaps* back to reality. june ummm. i remember i kept thinking to myself, am i getting serious with bass. or am i doing it for the sake of hangin out with the guys. but of cos, WAD RUBBISH. i fucking fell in love with bass. i started jamming some time in the past months. i cant remember when. and then, all the times which i got myself frustrated cause i DIDNT HAVE A HANDPHONE. nabey! frustrating ok?! argh. ooooh! then, there was school of rock. heee. went with khaii. and then heather came along for the finales. hee. i so clearly remembered how i got myself so pissed that i wanted to jump into the train tracks of bishan train station. thus.. picture credits to heather. lol. and her stickman drawing too. lols. hearts her. =)) then holiday in putrajaya cause my granduncle&aunt live there. god, they have the bloody authority in msia. -.- that's the bloody backyard dammit. ooh! the closest maternal cousins. with the exception of the two guys. my two brothers. haha. n god dammit! we all look sooo different now okay.. though im so not afraid to show this fat pic of me. haha. then the cousins living there. whom ive grown to looooove sooo much. kama muharris n kama mirzadanee. n their baby sis, kamelia marissa. nice name! ARGH. i bet they're all grown up now. that's why im pretty pissed that i didnt get to see them when i went kl TWICE this month. -.- argh. i want to hug harris.. july i have no fucking idea..... i check my phone for dates that are bolded. then i remembered how i didnt have my fucking phone at that time. -.- hmmm. i think we had band performance or somethin. oh, when did the balloon hat fest happened?! see see. i totally dont bother remembering. -.- august hmm. things turned. got more and more serious with bass. -.- spent more time with the boys. and loved every single outing we had. lols. ooh. had a bitch fight with khaii for his prez. lols. u have to admit, i was nice. =xx muahahaa! oooh! then khaii came up with TheBlackDiaries. (yes.. him.) i loved it. seth loved it. we loved it. we were happy la. lols. whee. and at that time, i liked earl. but i thought he didnt like me back. =( *gong* im dumb. then somewhere in august was drama night. cant remember much on what actually happened that day. we were the bunch that went together. heather, ili, aisyah, me, ika n khaii. aww. =)) september i think there was a class chalet somewhere?? LOL. i seriously cant remember! oh. i got my sim card back from bernard. -.- not my phone. just the sim card. ahh. screw him. i was getting into alot of trouble with him anyways.. -.- class chalet at changi. YAH. right opposite old changi hospital. -________- had a scary but super fun time. lols. a bit paiseh too. all the truth or dare. helluva fun though. =)) and got with earl. hmm. i was having the time of my life. i swear. =) october muahahaa. started math tuition and i amazingly passed my end-of-yrs math oks. *bows* thank you thank you. oooh. dunman idol. november hmmm. all i can remember now is my birthday. haha. 24 nov was wonderful. was a very much perfect day for me. i laughed my ass off. and sent zaa off at the airport. (shes finally back! hee) i remember i had band on that day. tired the shit outta me. but i really cant explain how someone can bring so much happiness to me. truthfully, i dont know if i'd ever be treated like how he did to me. =xxx ahhh. shut up. im suppose to be happy. hmmm. then all the rubbish about earl-khaii-indecisive-tbd and me stuck in the whole whirl of problems. at times i was so stressed out. other times, he made me so oh happy. oh wait, that was last month. -.- haha. whatevers. eh, it dragged over these two months. heh. see. it was hell for me.. ohh.. hari raye. lols. no comments. -____- december currently the month that every single thing that i truly love was put at stake. be it anyone or a band or WHATEVER la.. it all came tumbling down. but remember, suicide puts you straight to hell. so hang in there. =)) umm. i shant say much about this month. cause its pretty fucked. and ive been pretty much detailed in the past posts. lols. no summary. so there. my fucked 2005. how much it made me happy, i got heartbroken by several people too. lols. and to those i knew and got close this year. i swear i cherish every single moment i had with you guys. those who fall in this category.. hmm. definitely ili. =)) rafika adilah. heh heh. for all those crazy lit experience. hee. NUR NASUHA. my no-shes-not-anorexic-fren. hahahaa. and of cos, more than just a classmate aite! mwahhs! okok.. i have a grave secret to confess. i always morph to look like an old cheekopek uncle when i sleep. but nassie still loves me! mwahs! =)) [sorry darl.. i really couldnt find a better pic. HEH.] and to those whom ive alredi known and mainly just got closer this year. GOD, i'll do anything for the three of you. namely, heather, seth, khaii. but its probably not wise to say that just in case i am taken advantage of. (esp heather! tsk. hee. love!) and my current 'love situation'? dont ask. thank you. i miss our spot in class. CHEYYBAHH. haha. =)) i would kiss you if i could.. but i didnt want to die of hand foot and mouth disease. muahahaa. =xx and no matter what, i love her the most. =)) i dont know what's life without them. its been one helluva ride. hang in dere bebehs! you know how much seri loves youu! heh. to those i kinda ignored (sori sori.. so sorii..) in this year. my sincerest apologies. esp to char. who was there for me. and to her kari. hehee. damn, they are funny oks! thank you thank you thank you for all the prez. =)) OH! my single most fave prez and still one that i couldnt quite believe i got it, was the tre cool sticks from earl. THANK YOU. =)) i dont even know who i drifted away from this year. -.- so sorry. my mum is right. i am fucking ignorant. sorry. heh. i 'hate' to say this.. but she's about the only person im taller than. heh. charrr! hee. and to earl.. im so so so so tempted to put up 'the handsome girl' pic! muahahaa. =)) heh heh heh.. *** you actually read the whole crap above! im laughin in your face! HAHA! =xx heh. and thank you to my readers. heh. CHEYYBAH. i won an award! tsk. really. thx. mwahhhs! *** yesterday my engaged cousin came over. we helped him with his wedding invitations and he ordered 2for1 pizza for us. nice eh? i could barely taste de pizza n chicken. -.- argh. den watched kungfu hustle. damn. can never get enough of it. my sleeping pattern has totally gone haywire. n wow, how perfect. school is going to reopen in what? three days?! ARGH. n im still rather pissed that 4f is not beside 4e. arghhh... god. holidays gone just like that. the past two months was the most beautiful yet ugliest of my whole life. wonderful things and utmost horrible things happened. i'd rather not go into details though. -.- im still sick okays.. so my brain is pretty numbed right now. still. urgh. i took another panadol today! whee! i can do it now! i can swallow pills dammit! hahahaa! i think putting on lenses took a longer time. lol. i dont know if im prepared for school. HECK, IM NOT! ah ah ah! runny nose. i have booger on my key board. =)) being sick is just sick. tonight is new year's. dude.. do i look like i give a shit? its just a new year dammit. more shit to come. ah ah ah!! o' levels...... i can feel my brain going numb already.. i really have nothin to say. i blog for the sake of blogging. seriously nothing interesting. its boring the shit outta me. n the UK version of pimp my ride is totally.... nothin-to-sae... *cough wannabe cough* heh. brain dead. and im missin tbd so so much. khaii was talking god-knows-what crap about cars just now. i was half asleep cause i was so pooped out from being awake. heh. im tireed. dont mind me. my head was spinning spinning on its own axis ok! tsktsk.. i miss seth uh.. argh. suppose to go out with heather today. but oh thank you to me being sick, we had to cancel it. argh. she's complaining about the rain. -.- my older bro is sick too. and he just took out a packet of marlboro red n shook it in front of me. the last thing i need to smell when im so fucking sick, is fucking tobacco. stinks like hell ok.. i got so dizzy with just a whiff of it. and he had the cheek to say,'marlboro merah (red) beb.. mesti la bau powerr. (of cause the smell powerr) ' TSK. argh. to hell with smokers. thank god earl wasnt one. and so isnt seth. n so isnt khaii. I HOPE. oh noooooooooo!!!! madness. crazy. tonite got man u match. muahaha. yays. hello alan. i'll be waiting for you.. and fabregas has a game tonight! lalalalaa. ok, ciao- __________________________________________________________________________ |