AHHH! my sincere apologies for the lack of, or zero for that matter, entries. the tragedy that happened just a day before ny 4th anni did much trauma to me that even my blog seemed so.. i dont know.. yeah, it was that bad. feels weird blogging again, after A MONTH of disappearance. much has happened, believe me. i dont think i would be able to remember much of it though.


and damn, i havent blog for so long it took me around say, 10 tries? of the password before i finally got it right. sheesh. let me just spill what i can remember.


first up, the police case and blablabla i refuse to indulge in - on 26 april. tsk. ahh. the moment i told seth abt it, he went completely ballistic. not at me, of course. at the fucker who tried to hurt me. well, what can i say. woodlands suck big time. and i mean BIG TIME.


then on the fourth 27th, the day was pretty -______- for me. so.. ARGHS. and a happy birthday to danial. eh, or a belated one for that matter. anyways, i was shaken that whole day. and i just had to confess to ili n khaii what happened cause i was 'weirdly quiet' the whole day, as according to ili. haha. then seth sent me home. yes, all the way home. to my doorstep. after all, both my older siblings asked him to. =))


then, the man u chelsea match. errr.. yeah. haha. lets just say it was.. HORRENDOUS. =))


more importantly, all the mugging (yeah right) that i went through for the mid year exams. ARRRGH. its frustrating how my mind keep wandering back to that fateful night and i end up being so frustrated in regret. regret to what i could and SHOULD have done to that fucker. im not blaming that case for my laziness in studying. but really, i swear my results would have been better if it did not happen in the first place. you dont understand just how much i hate woodlands. the distance, the people, the BOREDOM. omfg! someone save me!


arrrrgghhs. mid years were so.... blahhh.. my results have been atrocious so far. and heather, its so obvious that ive lost the bet. so yes, you be a meanie and make me your slave for one week and yes, i owe you a cd. *rolls eyes* haha. but seth, the competition is still on ok! =)) so what if you're leading. im still going on strong. hah.

fucketty fuck. i erased my whole entry and it saved only to the above. how fucking frustrating is that?! anyways.....

OH! i got myself a guitar! acoustic la. and i managed to hide it from my parents for about a week? they did the im-disappointed-in-you thing when they found out. i must say, i wouldnt have ever imagined in my wildest dreams that they would allow me to buy a guitar if i asked. so fine, i will ask for their permission when i buy the bass guitar. heh heh. anyways, bebeh accompanied me to go penin to buy. and he sent me home with it. and OH, i cant forget the incident of my lil bro being so gay with him. EEE. funny sial. heh.

the guitar is beautiful. its black. and more shiny than yours, bebeh. =))

yeah. muhd seth got himself an electric guitar. a black one too. and its lip smacking beautiful. the only thing thats better than the guitar itself is the music its producing.. =)) nyahaaa. so cheesy. and khaii's bro got a similar guitar too. just days before. haha. with the infamous marshall amp. and seth claims that his guitar is the 3rd best looking guitar in... THE WHOLE WORLD. i swear they are words from his own mouth! first is billie's. second is the guitar which billie gave away to an idiot club member. and third is... well, no prizes for guessing.

and ive developed an addiction to long john. and its CHEESE. omfg! i just cant get enough of it. so im a frequent at the long john outside cs. eee. i dont like the tm one. mats galore. *hair stands* anyways, ive been dragging my poor bebeh who just looks at me stuffing my face with fries and cheese. poor thing. haha. hey, i feed him too alrite!

umm... i miss jamming! i miss going out with khaii and bebeh. but its tough now that we're all attached eh? haha. anyways, i asked bebeh when we can next go jamming. and he said that most probably after the malay o's. EEEEEEE. i got so frustrated. then i complained, 'whats with all the hype on the mt o levels?!' and heather said, 'girl ah.. its only next week.' O.O i was like.. W-T-F! whoa! really?!

im worried for my dear results. im hanging on to my dear life for it. what ive got back so far was so... sad man, sad.

anyways, im a rather positive girl with a crazy mood. and my bebeh has to deal with it. not only does he send me home every single day, he has to bear with my little tantrums. eeeks. im so mean sometimes. geez. so sorry.. *hugs*

i cant ask for a better bf. =)) i swear.

hmm... err. chris was kicked out of american idol. GAH! katherine even managed to go all the way to the finals! ARGH! as pretty as she might be, i dont wanna support her! *fumes* im disappointed in you americans. haha.

oh wells. my life has been pretty much around tv lately. explains my absence in the internet. haha. i dont know how long i havnt sat on this chair in front of the com. haha. i survived! anyhow, with the mid years over, im back.

ohyeah, have i said that i have improved remarkably on my bass? =)) whee! im happy! and my bebeh sends me home everyday after school. poor thing the rest dont understand the real reason why. im not that demanding ok.. i know its ridiculous since i live in woodlands. but he insists too for security reasons. god, i love him for all he's done for me. =)) im the luckiest bitch alive. woohoo!

aite, ive ran outta substance. some other time.. and ili's birthday is drawing nearer. heh heh heh. *mischievous smile* ciao!-