on the other hand, i realise why he was so nice to me yesterday. its because he OWES ME ONE. what with after what he did with the guys. i dont have the heart to say it to save his so called friends the humiliation of being labelled, "STUPID OF THE MOST EXTREME KIND".

i dont give a flying f*** what you say about me. but i care when you say stuffs about seth. talk about things behind his backs. for GOD'S SAKES! you're supposed to have balls! why cant guys just be straight forward and tell it as it is. guys make worst hypocrites and gossipers than girls. really. and to think they call themselves friends. you dont deserve an honourable title as such.

i was mad at seth when i found out about it that day. only to force myself to swallow all the ego i had and forgive him. darn, that was hard! and so i thought the anger was gone.

when nas came back today and asked me what happened, i couldnt help it. she was the spark and fuel to my burning rage. DOGS! IMMATURED FREAKS! LOSERS! STUPID F**KERS! it all came out. and im not sorry i said it. perhaps in the distant future when i look back on this particular post, i might regret saying it. but to hell with the future. right now, im more pissed that someone i loved so much betrayed the trust i had in him. to at least not give in with the guys' "simple pleasures in life" aka physical pain.

on a lighter not, NAS IS BACK FROM BANGKOK! wheeee! im so happy i have her back to bitch about -what else- but immatured losers. no prizes for guessing who. and for the first time, its not khaii that im not mad at. at least not the most.

and anyhows, today i went to the national library with my baby bro and seth. to get more spidey comics. sorry, addiction kickin it. probably the worst time to do so since i didnt write a shit on my lit essay. well, ive absolutely no mood to talk about it now. though i thought it was a fun day.

right now, i just wish i can stab that somebody. or give him a good kick in the butt. or give him a good jaw breaking nose punch. ARGGGHH!!

lets hope peter parker helps.

so long suckers. ive got MALAY tomorrow. pointless rubbish. CIAO-