im really dead bored..

you know, sometimes, it really is great to be single! to go out partying or gigging. as heather said, we are waaaay better off on the dancefloor than in the moshpit. anyhows, i dont know where my bitch's at. lol. suddenly, i dont feel like going for the hol.

selfishly for the reason that on tues and wed, seth painstakingly took them offdays for me. and then i suddenly have to go off. furthermore, its our one year and i wont be with him?! and afiz asked to jam.. haiyo.. i want to so much.. its been over a month with only my rusty guitar and i look forward to a freaking bass with AMPS god dammit. haiyo.. how ah.. and anyways, they will do fine without me. its not like my dad's here or anything.. and if i still go to the upcoming hol in msia, that would be the third one for me this year okay... THREE.

seth was a darling to give me his prepaid card in case i decided to go. so we could still keep in contact. haha.

when i told him i might not be in singapore for our anniversary, he laughed. its just an exterior. oh how i WISH i can know whats going on in his head. i mean, if your partner will not be with you for your anniversary, you surely wont be laughing right? you see, even after one year, there is still heaps to learn and crack him open. its amazing that there is still a part of me which is yet untouched by seth. (not literally asshole..) amazing.

so should i stay.. or should i go.. hmmm.. i'll talk to my mum about it..

in the meantime, anyone, please contact me at mizz_seri@hotmail.com and entertain me PLEASE. my ass is rotting on this chair hokay.. ciao-