Syaz: Sape Cigarettes.. tu?
Acap: Seri. Seri Dunman, kau kenal kan? Alar, Razif Ramli tu sume..
Syaz: Seri.... Oh! Yang matair Seth eh??


Me: *Awkward nak mampos* Errr.. Yaaah.. (quietly correcting that it's SES.)


Min randomly: Seth~ Seth~ (like OC dude pronunciation. Lol.)


Acap: Ohh, skarang dorang dah tak matair la!


Me: PEKKK ~~


Thanks ah eh. Haha. I still don't know how to face it when others ask. =S


Hon, we built quite a name for ourselves in Dunman. How epic, really. Haha. Another girl in Design from Dunman did that to me too. I was shocked that she knew my name (since I didn't know hers) during orientation. And her reply, "Aiya, you and your bf. Everyone knows."


MEH!?


Well it didn't help that we were all over each other. Hahahaha. Ok diam.


My sis is coming back in a bit today! I'd probably be asleep, or already at jam. O.o


Ciao-


(Sorry if you missed the last post. Mixed feelings.)

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And yes, I have to thank Seth for his company. Hah, when actually AKU accompany him that time his lousypok Acer cock up. I just realised something... WE BOTH WORE POLKADOTS LA SIA! Sungguh excited. -_-


You know what. Let's start this from scratch. I don't really care if it's right or wrong.. As long as I keep myself happy. GYEAH!


Ohwells. And just to irritate..


"BANG.. EH. BANG, BAANG, OHH BANG. BILL BAYAR DULU EHHH~" iPhone kebabai.


Ciao-

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Last night was conference call with Heather's mates. Lol. Omfg it was the most hilarious conference call of my life! I literally went to sleep STILL laughing at that guy's voice scolding CB at random people. Haha.


Thanks babe. (:


We had so much fun til 4 am. O.O And thus, I overslept!


Which turned out to be a good thing because I got started on my sketches AND the weather is perfect for a day in. Cloudy skies ahead. WOOOOH~


Wah, it's raining now. (: So nice..


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My little sis went to school for her Malay Listening Compre. LOL. I remember mine:


I didn't realise there were such things as morning traffic jams. Reached school so damn late, and the dumbest/sweetest thing was, Seth waited for me! LOLLLL. I don't know whether it was so nice of him or kuku. Haha. Ended up we were the only two late souls in school.


I remember he used to be the only reason I wake up in the morning. I would hate to miss even one day. Can you imagine, in Sec 3 I was a regular latecomer! Over five times per SEMESTER. But I wasn't late even once in Sec 4. (:


Even though I say I regretted Sec 4 like a vermin (yesyes, for neglecting you Heather babe =S) I can't deny that I was somehow very happy.


Oh wells, everything was a downward spiral after the one year mark. I'll choose to remember him as someone who actually loved me. Esplanade anni was the best, the only time I remember him hugging me like he don't ever wanna let go. (: Then everything else was a blur.


It wasn't me who died. It was you.


27ths. 271205. All that is gone now, and I accept it no matter how much it hurts.


Thanks for everything while it lasted..


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I have my whole life ahead of me. And Lenny Natasya, SO DO YOU. (: Ciao-


It's a closed book now. The End. Finito. Done. I had my closure.

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I think I'm beginning to like Creative Storytelling. At first I was so happy cos we were slacking and just watching movies. But thanks to the lecturer, I began to see the deeper meaning of movies. It's really.. refreshing? And the things he talks about are really thought provoking. Me likey!


I honestly thought Audrey Hepburn was just another pretty face, but man can she act!


This block has been really unstressful so far. =) Yays for that!


So today was Seth's birthday. Sorry your girlfriend wasn't there to do the whole big celebration thing she initially wanted to. You left too early. Haha.


It was kinda lame for birthday standards. VERY lame for my standard even.


After my lesson, we went to Far East to eat. Then just walk around like two homeless bozos. Haha. He started to talk about his band and stuff. And whatever emo screamo losers do la kan.


But he taught me this stupid screamo part. He sang, "Ride the wings of.." And I SCREAMED / GORE / SATAN VOICE IN THE MIDDLE OF TOWN, "PESTI~" Then he shut my mouth cos it was a tad too loud.


Hahahahahaha. Heeeelarious! (If you're wondering, the word was actually 'pestilence'.)


Had some ice cream and went home. Oh, bought him Paddle Pop but that was between us. Haha.


Seriously, I've really gotten lame at these sweet stuffs O.O


I'll make it up for ittttttttttttt =( You'll see..


The guys are being so lazy for not celebrating! BAHHHH! Nevermind, it's still early. Haha. Saturday gig yays! Sceneboys pon jadi lah. Hahahah wtf. But Seth has speed trials on Sat. -__-


Ok, change plans. Let's all go Climb Asia and throw eggs and flour and cake and icing and cherries and chocolate (I'm gettin hungry...) and mango glazing and sugared strawberries at his opponents so he can get in the fucking stupid speed team already. So leceh man trial here there.


Or maybe let a radioactive spider bite him. Hmmm... Please?


Thank you Bangkok trip and awesome sisters. I have good clothes now. Haha =)


I'll give my daughter a sister for sure.


Heather will go beaching with me yay! And shall drag those girls tooooo! Lalalala picnic!


Okays my baked hot sandwich is waiting! Ciao-


I sincerely wish the first thing the new President will do is to bring those soldiers home.

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Happy Birthday Seth.


You're 18 sia. 18 you know. So old. Sial ah. 18. Wth man so old. 18. 18. 18!?


...


Poor Seth, he thinks 18 is so damn old -_- and he's so obsessed over it, lol.


Yeah okay anyways Happy Birthday babe! Mwahhs! =)


And hugs and kisses then more hugs and a cake in yo face GYEAH! HAHAHAHA.

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I hate falling sick.


Yuck yuck yuck.


I blame the fucked up weather. One moment hot, the next cold.


And the stupid air-con. I hate air-con. Curse you germ spreading hair raising piece of stupid metal.


Woke up with a lousy sore throat. And now it's grown to a full fledged throat-oesophagus-stomach-back pain menses attack. THANKS MAN THANKS.


For everything that's fucked up for the past week, I blame PMS. Muahaha.


But things are gonna be okay.


Because for all bad things, there's always Seth. =)





Hottest. Guitarist. Ever.


He recorded a song he was playing and sent me. *melts* Okay, I know the song is not for me, and the lyrics weren't meant for me or anything. But he intended to "cheer me up" what, OKAY?!


I want to slick you up with chocolate peanut buttercup ice cream and some whipped cream. Teehee.


And you don't know how much I love you.


Good night all. Ciao-

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There will always be the moments where we feel we're neglected and unloved.


But I love those other moments when I realise just how much we still love and will always love each other. The moment you give me a tight, reassuring hug, I know you still love me. You don't have to say it. (Though I prefer it if you do.. Heh.)


All the cold and hardness and dreading anger just melts away when I get to lie down on your lap and you kiss me head and stroke my hair.


I don't want you to see those tears of relief to feel loved by you.


And I can't imagine another time when I need him more than I do now.


I got fired from Borders. 'Nuff said.


Thanks for being there for me baby. I know I still love you. It's clearer than ever now.


P/s: Fucking shit fuck man Heather, you're making me worried like chicken fuck!!!

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"Because I know that what I'll miss most is your hugs.. And your voice.."


I seriously immediately teared up over the phone. ='( Pangs of guilt bulldozed my poor heart flat.


I'm seriously sorry for that night. How can you ever doubt if I love you!


I've been doing some thinking right, and I figured that if I ever feel worthless and too tired of living, might as well I try to do some good.


It fucking pisses me off that stupid CELEBRITIES are earning more than FIRE FIGHTERS are. Where's the justice in this world! Those retards don't put their lives on the line EVERY single day, to save others, to make sure this world is safe from harm.


So I was thinking, if anything depressing were to happen, I would seriously train to be a part of Civil Defence. At least if I die, it won't be a total waste and it will hopefully help save another's life.


I know it's twisted, but that's how I roll! Haha.


I'm so fucked in the ass cos I haven't done Ferdi's assignment and that man is a total analistic bastard about deadlines.


My motivation is asleep! LITERALLY!!


Good night all, Ciao-


I love you always pprkr.. <3

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Heather's been MIA for very long and I miss her so. I saw her WHOLE gang of classmates but she was nowhere to be seen, HOW CAN!!


Ugly Betty is back in production after a long assed break due to the strike! Yays!!


Tomorrow lunch with Seth! I know I sound obsessed with him but, he just makes me too happy I can't help it.. You can puke on your computer for all I care! Hah. =)


Anyhoos, my dad is coming back on the 11th of May!!! More seafood please, and finally upgrade my line and get a new phone which won't make people go like, "WAH! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU USE THIS PHONE?!"




It's either too cool that they're speechless (0.086% of the time) or they find the keypad too confusing. I don't blame them.


It's two a.m. and I just found out that Min Da has the Kanye Stronger specs. =(


I should be happy that I have everything I can ever hope for in my life right now. Aside from actual creative talent and more time for assignments. Haha.


Off to rest now. Nights HOT GUYS. (Inside joke.) Heeeeeeee. Ciao-


Did you know, you are my inspiration and motivation.. =)

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(Sorry if you missed it.)



Because you're my sunshine. My only sunshine.
You make me happy when skies are grey. And you don't know, how much I love you.


Please don't take my sunshine away?


I love you so much Muhd. Seth..

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I miss Seth terribly. Even when I'm with him. I want alone time. It's been weeks! =(


Work is such a fucking blast but now's too late to talk!


See you at Wheelock Borders!


Ciao-

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SETH PASSED SETH SETH PASSED SETH PASSSSEDDD! WOOHOOHOO! THIS MEANS HE DOESN'T HAVE TO REPEAT STATS NOR BE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL!!! WOOOHOO!!! I'M SERIOUSLY SO DAMN CRAZY HAPPY!!!!


Oh thank God, Alhamdulillah. I don't know what I'd do if he's gone.


Okay, I've got a musical to catch, LATERS!


Eh, Ciao.

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HAPPY 27th 27 SAYANG!


Heh. I can't stop saying it. 27th 27 hahahaha.


Had an awesome time yesterday bloating ourselves at Seoul Garden again. No pictures, just stuffing ourselves.


Thanks for the great time! =)


I'm broke now, but, WHAT THE HELL!


Marathon-ing the 9oclock drama. So I'm actually quite distracted.


OMG I LOVE THE SHOW LAAA!!! COS FIONA XIE ALWAYS COMES TO THE RESCUEEEE! TEEHEE!


Seth said he'll spend more time with me next week! Woohoo. He's been working and doing.. stuff which I can't remember.


I'm trying to stay positive myself. It's making me stressed just as well too. And for what? I don't know either. So argggghhh-ing.


Eh hey! Nas' chalet is on the 11th. 8.. 9.. 10.... 11!! Hahahaha. Okay, whatever.


Uh, nothing's been going on though I wish I had a job. Just wasting my life away but I don't really give a shit. Haha.


I have a right to be happy.


Thanks for everything Seth. Really. =)


He was jaw dropping that time after training. Omg, I would have ogled at any guy who was that small and nice built, AND HAD A MOHAWK! So much more awesome that he's mine. Hahah.


Gtg, Ciao!

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Tonight was so damn blissful.


Went to Chee Yong's exhibition. Got lost. But was a great deal of fun!


Seth was *melts* hot sial. Haha.


Band prac was okay~ bazaar was lame since we left.


Seth surprised me when he said he was gonna go with me to the exhibition. I was already prepared to go alone! So.. YAY!


Oh MY GOD, the shophouses at Duxton Hill. The pretty galleries and pubs. OHMYGOD. I immediate want to live in a shophouse. The area is beautiful sia...


Then Seth and I decided to walk around the unknown area. Had coconut drink then walked arounf Chinatown. And we found the beautiful fountain. AND IT HAD SWINGS!!


My shophouse home will have a swing. We sat there talking for like, FOREVER. And it wasn't too noisy either.


Quality time, that's what's been missing in my life. :)


Then we walked around town while eating icecream. Yeah, we walked from Chinatown to Esplanade. Lol, he's a freakin genius, that Seth. He can know where to walk anywhere!


Then it started to drizzle, but not enough to drench us or what.. Ahhhh....


Bus ride. Getting lost. Chee Yong's fabulous photographs. Shophouses. Chinatown. Swings! Walking around town. Drizzle. Ice-cream. AHHHHHHH!!!


I LOVE YOU LA SETH!


The night was so beautiful that I didn't even get mad when he told about him wanting to buy the $400 pocket bike. Haha. I'll let it sink it when I'm more sane tomorrow.


Can't wait for Afiz's bday. See how it goes! CAN'T WAIT FOR PERFORMANCE.


I feel so high I wanna dance! Hahah. Ok, ciao-

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I miss the boy who loves me regardless of how unglam I look, how fat i grow, how short I am, how mood swinging I am, how bitchy I behave, how violent I get, how childish I act and how disgusting I am (in so many ways).


It's been so long since I've spent quality time with him, so I do miss him quite so much. Especially with school, and climb & work for him.








Heh, I found your Burger moment, you fat Michelin. Heh heh.

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OH WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT SETH..


Every single time I'm at Sentosa, I'd rely on him to keep me afloat. I just can't bother to stay afloat myself lah okay. And because I'm scared since I can't see where I'm standing on.


He sends me home. (From one end of Singapore to the other and back to the other end okay.)


He makes sure I'm safely home all the time.


He carries my things. (Heh)


He's the most useful and accessible navigator. He's amazingly smart in town areas.


And most importantly, he tells me that I'm beautiful. =)


God, I rely on him so much it scares me sometimes.


But it's because I know he'll always be true to to me.


And since I'm the only one who gets his jokes...


WHAT!! THEY ARE CUTE OKAY?! YOU ALL ARE STUPID!


Sigh.. More Photog nitty-gritty to do.


AND, Seth is helping me pick out photos. =) See, need I say more?


Ciao-

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HI SAYANG! HAPPY 26th 27 EH! IT SUCKS HELL THAT IT FALLS IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR EXAMS =( BUT WE'LL BELATE (if there's such a word..) IT AITE. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MARKETING PAPER!


YAY! I'VE GOT SOMETHING NICE PLANNED FOR YOU TOMORROW MORNING. HEH HEH.


I LOVE YOU SAYANG! =)

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Not too big on the Vday actually. Lol. I prefer 27s. =)



And guess what Seth got for me on Vday. HE'S GONNA BLANJA ME LUNCH AT ITAS!!!! YESSAH!!



lol. Canteen pon something. As long as not from my own pocket.



I think Josh was the only guy who gave me a flower for Vday. Haha. He's not even a bf! Been dying for one flower since.... NVM.




Anyways, bigger news.



MY DAD MADE A SURPRISE VISIT HOME!!!!!!!!



AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! FREAK OUT WHEN I SAW HIM! SO HAPPY!!



Best Vday present ever. But then again, I don't care about Vday somehow. Hahah.



So just now, last minute, I ask the family to go eat Seafood. YAYYYY!!



Best way to bond; Round table with food.



Just came home, full! Fuhyoh best.



My dad said if my baby bro does well for his PSLE at the end of this year, we'll get to go for a family vacation. When he said London, my eyes popped out. WOOOOOOOOO!!



But he shouldn't say that and get my hopes up for nothing.



BUTTTT going bangkok for June hols. (or end of May actually, thank you Block system) LALALA SHOPPING AND PICTURES. The thought of all those wonderful things make me stop thinking of stupid lousy assignments.....



Speaking of which, off to go now. CIAO-



And before I go..

Credits: Heather.

Thanks ar girl. Lol. The closest to sweet public message I can ever get from "Seth".

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