Yan
DAILIES.

KAMPEH!

The fifth and last.

Don't we all?

Spamming meds.

I picture the fool.

Shut up and put the money where your mouth is.

One babat roll. A big one.

Hey bebeh hey bebeh hey

Vulgar post ahead.

Yaaaawwwwns.


strangled

THEHOLYAWESOMENESS.

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Heat: TP LRM. 140390. Awesome bitch.



ALLMYWANNABES.

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Nassie / Nasuha / Nas:
Major bookworm.
Not Rihanna.

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Hafiz / Afistz / Afiz:
One and only fatty. ♥
Boobies so huge, I'm jealous.

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Razif Ramli / Azip / Wazif:
Lost in Republic.
Shawtaaaaaay! ♥

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Razif Kassim / Ajit:
Maplek paling hensem.

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Asyraf / Acap:
Chicks hunter dah taubat.
Resident jiwang singer.

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"Them Guys":
Best of its kind. (:





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Yan: You put a smile on my face now.
Tuesday, 29 April 2008

Cutest polka-dot top ever:
Red Blue Green Yellow! I love you dirty fellow! -___-


It's not the best I can do, but it's the least. =)


I saw him belaying just now. And that harness was just.... TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.


I became the giggly crushy Sec 2 Seri the Chairman who liked the lousiest secretary called Seth, eeeeeeeeee... I feel like I should pee on him to make a mark that he's mine. But then again I'm not a dog. Bahaaa...


Just hope other rascal women know that it's my territory!! Or I will shit in their face.


Seth said something nice on the 27th. He suggested we get another ring! WHOPPEEEE! Black and Gold, I think. Yeeehaw!


Thursday is hairdye day with Nassie, followed by work at 5, double pay! Though I terribly wish I didn't have to work so I can spend the rest of the day with Seth. =(


Heather's been MIA for very long and I miss her so. I saw her WHOLE gang of classmates but she was nowhere to be seen, HOW CAN!!


Ugly Betty is back in production after a long assed break due to the strike! Yays!!


Tomorrow lunch with Seth! I know I sound obsessed with him but, he just makes me too happy I can't help it.. You can puke on your computer for all I care! Hah. =)


Anyhoos, my dad is coming back on the 11th of May!!! More seafood please, and finally upgrade my line and get a new phone which won't make people go like, "WAH! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU USE THIS PHONE?!"




It's either too cool that they're speechless (0.086% of the time) or they find the keypad too confusing. I don't blame them.


It's two a.m. and I just found out that Min Da has the Kanye Stronger specs. =(


I should be happy that I have everything I can ever hope for in my life right now. Aside from actual creative talent and more time for assignments. Haha.


Off to rest now. Nights HOT GUYS. (Inside joke.) Heeeeeeee. Ciao-


Did you know, you are my inspiration and motivation.. =)

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Yan: With love. :)
Sunday, 27 April 2008

HAPPY 28th 27 BABE!
LOVE YOU STILL, AS ALWAYS! :)

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Yan: Another 27th.
Wednesday, 27 February 2008

HI SAYANG! HAPPY 26th 27 EH! IT SUCKS HELL THAT IT FALLS IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR EXAMS =( BUT WE'LL BELATE (if there's such a word..) IT AITE. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR MARKETING PAPER!


YAY! I'VE GOT SOMETHING NICE PLANNED FOR YOU TOMORROW MORNING. HEH HEH.


I LOVE YOU SAYANG! =)


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Yan: Havoc in the school.
Friday, 1 February 2008

Since I have a little bit of time in my hands.


Last Sunday was our 25th monthlyversary. Lol. Yeah. During the two years being together, Muhammad Seth has not once planned any outing or even suggested where to wat -.- BUT HE MADE IT HAPPEN LAST SUNDAY! Woohoo!!


I did not know what to expect, really. I got a tad irritated cos even after I came all the way from Woodlands, I still had to wait for him. But when he arrived, he gave me two shocks.


#1 - I noticed it first, his hair looked different. When he was right in front of him, I REALISE IT WAS A MOHAWK! GAAAHHH!! I think if he wasn't holding me, I would have collapse and go to heaven.


#2 - HE BOUGHT US POPEYE'S!!!!!!! GAHHH!! I had like, one large, one regular whipped potato!! So happy sial.


His planning is okay but it's evident that he didn't put thought into the rest of the day except the Popeye's part. That was a major flaw but I don't wanna turn him off from trying again cos I've been planning every single outing and uhh.. I am getting slightly bored by his "I anything" line.


GUYS SHOULD BE THE ONE PLANNING! NO MEH?!


Yesterday was awesome though. Seth waxed up his mohawk! He botak the sides abit more which I didn't particularly like because I hate botak guys. I think it's fugly and don't understand why they want to choose that hairstyle when they can look so much better with hair on their head.


So I was sitting with his classmates, and I was PRETENDING to do my work when really, I was staring at this boyfriend in awe. Really, nothing like a major change. So paiseh okay if you get caught staring. What more your own bf..


I waited for him to finish climb. I did my Illustration work but it's so impossible already.


I was in a good mood so I didn't mind that he still haven't contact me even at 9.30 p.m. So I waited and waited. At 10pm I felt something was not right. My calls were left unanswered, and i was starting to get worried like chicken fuck. I really didn't know where he was and the thought of something happened to him, totally killed me. I started walking around the sports complex, sobbing like a maniac. So retarded but I don't care cos I just want to hear his voice and know that he was safe. ARGHHHH!


FINALLY at 11.15 pm he answered. Oh my God, I could have died on the spot okay. Fucking hell I hugged him like mad when I finally met him. Fuck fuck fuck, I could have seriously gotten a heart attack.


Then I got slightly irritated that he was on the phone with someone and didn't even let me hug him. Kanasai. Cannot see ah people is feeling disturbed here har?!


(My sudden bad language is on purpose) LOL.


So all was fair and well in the world again. And for once I'm glad Seth is just alive.. I hate crying cos my heart is made of stone and because it causes my eyes to swell up like nobody's business.


Baaah, I'm here because nobody woke me up for school. I have a mother, a sister who stays in the same room, a grandmother and a maid but none of them woke me up until 8 fucking am. My class starts at 9am everyday. You think we live at Bedok isit?


Not gonna bother going school since I didn't finish my illustration anyway. Look at me, DO I GIVE A DAMN HUH TAIPUNK!?


Will go for History later cos I really pity Keejan! Haha.


I love my classmates. As in, those old classmates. They are the only people I can glue with. I miss having class with them soooo much. Should have cherished it when I could have. =(


By now, I'm talking really randomly.


LJ is freaking addictive and you can find me if you want. Haha.


Okay that's all. Ciao


P/s: Hey babe, thanks for waking me up at 3am in the morning. But as you can see, it's just not my style. I'd rather stay up all night to do my work. Heh. But I'm terribly sorry that I kept going back to sleep. AND I DID just went back to sleep after restarting my com. It wasn't on purpose, I swear. Haha. See you later. You owe it to me for last night's havoc.


OH, AND PLEASE GIMME THOSE PHOTOS YOU TOOK WITH YOUR MOHAWK! =)

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Yan: Me love surprises.
Sunday, 27 January 2008

HERE ONLY TO SAY.


HAPPY 25TH 27 SAYANG!


TODAY WAS A WONDERFUL SURPRISE!!


I LOVED IT, THANK YOU! =)


ALL THIS RUSH IS BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW TOMORROW IS THE START OF THE NEW BLOCK.


AND I THOUGHT I HAD THE WHOLE WEEK TO DO MY SUBMISSION (from the last block) WHICH I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON. DIE DIE DIE.


DESIGN LIFE IS A MAD RUSH. I LOVE IT.


THANK YOU THAILAND FOR REDBULL. AND SPURS FOR LOSING.


OH OH OH OH OH !!


SETH HAS A FUCKING FUCKING MOHAWK!!!!!!!!!!


(If you don't know I've had a thing for guys with nice mohawks since... since puberty..?)


Seth is absolutely delicious now. He took a lot of risk with this new hairstyle. But it was all worth it! I LOVE IT!!! I couldn't stop touching it. Heh.


You know I sure as hell can go on and on about it, BUT I HAVE A SUBMISSION TO DO!


TATA!


P/S: You can never spear me la babe. Heh. HAPPY 27th! Mwahs!


EVEN MORE AWESOME NEWS!!! SETH HAS PUT THOSE CRAPPY SCREAMO SONGS IN THE SHIT BIN WHERE THEY BELONG! AWESOME! I LOVE YOU MORE SIA!

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Yan: Anti-Spoilers.
Saturday, 29 December 2007

The only flower I took a photo of! Obviously Seth is more interesting..


Picnic at Swan Lake.


I got freaked out when they got too near!


You may not see it, but that's Donatello Ninja Turtle. I know, he told me.

Seth proudly took that. Hahaha..


The Swan Song: An Orgy. =)



Friday was spent at home.

Seth and I wanted to watch Ayam Legend together. We made a promise. But I thought that it was a waste of money. So we load the movie together, on our own laptops. Heh.


We pressed play together but then his had some cock-ness. So we decided to continue another time instead. So today, he watched first before I did.

And then he had to do the stupidest thing ever.

HE SPOILT THE ENDING FOR ME.

Fucking hell I got so fucking pissed. Spoilers are second to Cheaters on my most hated list, if you didn't know already.


But it was an honest mistake, so I forgave him.

I think the movie was fine what! Aside from fake ass botak zombies, I think Will Smith is a great actor. He does the Castaway role really well.


SPOILER: (at least i fucking warn...)

So what if the hero dies? There's no bad-storyline there?? And it may seem like "divine intervention" when something told him to give Ana the cure. But it may very well be his instincts telling him what to do right?


My brothers are dumb. People say it's bad, they immediately want to say that too. Tsk.

Still, nothing can beat Milla and her zombies! She can kick my ass anytime! Woohoo!


And just now, while watching a recorded PCD: Search for the Next Doll, my younger sister FUCKING SPOILT THE ENDING. CB. SHE EXCLAIMED LOUDLY WHO THE WINNER WAS. FUCKING HELL.


I'M. SO. FUCKING. PISSED.


I hate spoilers!!!!


Have some consideration for people who actually care about the journey more than the ending please!


Okay, pissed off, Ciao-


My feet.... They are breaking apart toe by toe.

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Yan: Anniversary! =)
Friday, 28 December 2007

I love the gate! Seth the jakon. Ahem.


=)


Cheh, act cute. Or hungry.


WOOOOOH, I love Pasta!

And obviously he does too! He better...

Yummy honey roasted chicken! To get big boobs, have chicken thigh!

Short-less / Meditating / Pigging out? Pick your choice.

Just a normal shot. =)

Heel 1 (on the right) : Just a few more hours....
Heel 2 (left) : Piang eh.. Fucking bitch so heavy.. *collapse*

Heels need rests too.



Mwahs!

Seth trying so so so hard to roll the ball off the water.

And when he decided he's not strong enought to push it, he thinks kicking will do.

Yah, we're so heavy the bench gave way...

And he still looks like the Sec 2 Seth I had a crush on. =)

Don't know what happened to this shot. Suddenly turned black..

HAHAHAHA. Seth was like, AHCHOOOO! HAHAHA. Seriously!

Damn! Can't think of anything funny to say! Hmm.. My chin looks fat?

When dessert is not that nice, and you have leftover longans.

His side profile cacat siol. Daaaaah tak handsome..

Nicest average sized Christmas tree I've seen so far!


Wooden tree bark carvings or something la:
Seth is terrified of Giant Squids!! You should be too. They are 18m long. SERIOUS!


Because Steve Irwin is dead, Seth is here.


Yeah, he's stupid sometimes. He thinks komodo dragons are kittens. =)


Ye lah, tah sape peh anniversary kan. Haha.


Some statue that I'm amazed didn't fall apart, carrying my weight.



Is that a trishaw? I really don't know, I don't care, cos it swings!


Tired.. Had a long rest on the swing!


Me is Zeus! Or whatever God/dess it is la.


Barefoot, those toes were crying by the end of the night!


Seth: Eh, take me take me! I will PRETEND to talk on the phone like a Bangla.

Me: WTF HAHAHAA


Seth waves goodbye! Heh


And so we leave Botanic Gardens. Best day of 2007! =)


I love Seth la!

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Yan: The best day of the year.
Thursday, 27 December 2007

Simply by looking at the date 27th Dec, it brings me so much happiness. And there's a certain excitement when I see the number. And for the both of us, 27th Dec in itself, is already so special in a magical kind of way.


Fairytale bullshit aside, Haha.


Seriously, today was just a great day la. It's the one day that we can never fight no matter how hard we try. =)


There's no better feeling than reaching your anniversary. What more the second one! =)


I cooked spaghetti with bolo sauce, he bought the whole chicken (honey, YUM!) and I baked him some brownies last night! =)


I don't have the pictures but I bought Seth the best present I can think of. Haha. The Marshall portable amps, and some good quality cables that won't fuck up on him again! Haha.


Go on, live your Jack Black dream. LOL!


The best thing about giving someone presents is of course, THEIR REACTION! Heh.


I painted my *sob* Birkenstocks shoe box to put in the two things. I didn't wanna give it away by just wrapping the two things individually. Haha. And surprise, I did! =)


Today was a great day for a picnic cos it isn't unbearably hot.


And December is simply the best month to celebrate anything. =)


Pictures weren't that wow (unlike the Escape one where I had a GREAT hair day heh) but it was fun! And Seth still cracks me up even after so long. We had fun! At least I did! =)


Maybe take a look at his blog for a picture of his presents? Haha.


I love you babe, thanks for today! And for the last time, Happy Anniversary! =)))) Ciao-

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Yan: Simple, 2 years, Yay!

Last night was great! Seth suddenly wanted to talk on the phone with me. Hee. Had a great sleep after that.


I find myself calmer as we're reaching the finish line of forgetting the whole past.


The 2nd anniversary.. Hmmm..


Anyways, it was technically the worst time of my life at around this time 2 years ago. Faced with the worst dilemma anyone in love can ever have. Last night, I told Seth what really happened and after I told him exactly what I told the ex, he said, "Now I feel bad.."


Haha. But no worries, everything turned out for the better. Thank goodness.


Sayang, I swear you are the best (and hottest) boyfriend I can ever have. There is no doubt to that.


I have never loved someone so much. Care so much. Bother so much. And put in so much effort for.


I will buy you anything, make you anything and do anything just so I can keep my favourite boy happy. =)


More than anything else, I hope you learn from your mistakes for I understand now, that I cannot change you. I've tried and failed. I really hope after all that we've been through, history doesn't repeat itself again.


I know this wasn't the best year we've had.. But it's the year that we quarrel so much, swear a lot and even more unsleep-able nights (for me). Even so, I've never regret leaving him for you. (Though it wasn't the nicest thing I've done either.. Shut up Heather.)


Please don't take me for granted okay.. I just can't stand being ignored by my own boyfriend. Haha.


I hope this 27th will turn out great though nothing can beat last year's! Haha.


I LOVE YOU MUHD SETH!
HAPPY 24th 27!

MWAAAAAAAAHHSS!


You're the best!


p/s: I've got some surprises for you tomorrow! =)))))) Love you.


ciao-

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Yan: Sigh.
Tuesday, 27 November 2007

"she just lost someone that was really important to her. and i understand how exactly she feels. i've been through there. pity her alot. this feeling will go slowly."


Gee, that hit a really raw nerve.


I'm having second thoughts now, but is it already too late?


Anyways,


HAPPY 27th SAYANG!


Times are getting tougher. Buckle up for the ride baby.

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yan: oh my salmon.
Saturday, 27 October 2007

i've been really tired lately. and today was the first day i overslept on the bus and overshot one stop after safra. yeah, never happened before, and it did.


so anyways, just now, i was fast asleep, still haven't change, by about 11pm. tired.


happily sleeping then my phone rang.. conversation went something like:


person: blub blub bloob poop
me: mmmm blub bloob blee bop
person: ohh. blop beep.
me: mmmm...
person:
HAPPY
27th
SAYANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and then i woke up. haha. had a great time today doing nothing but orgasming from salmon sushi (grrr..) and just well, spend time. haha. love you! and happy 27th dear. good luck tomorrow!


and i'm happy to say that lately, you've been a great boyfriend. aside from all those psp chatter, which i *ahem* don't mind listening to, you've been just wonderful. rarely being late, waiting for me at design entrance, it's those little things that matters most sometimes. haha. but sadly still, you bathe like a girl. my god, i can't stand it. if you become my husband, i'll just brush u with beros jamban and hog the tub.


and anyways, now you'll bathe longer cos right, YOU BOUGHT A STRAWBERRY FLAVOURED KODOMO TOOTHPASTE! -_______________- omg sayang.. sayang..


pictures up another time. and need to get new phone. like desperately. this LG is killing me.


oops, my train of farts just woke Boy up. heh. ciao-

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Heather:pissified
Wednesday, 27 June 2007

Please ignore this post.

I am currently sitting on my butthole at a pathetic lab in TP.With a half suck push pop in my hand. The time now is 10.40am. Just 20 minutes away, my stupid boring lesson is starting soon. And seriously, Do i want to be here. NO. I am sweating my lungs out in this particular enclosed aircon room. All thanks to the panadol Fever and cold relief i took just now. I was having high fever. So what am i doing here?
I am playing my part as a goood group member and getting the job done. Them? Probably stuck their ass somewhere which i least bother. So i got the job done. Perfect.

I am seriously sick. But later i have to rush to Sentosa to get my pictures taken for my project due on friday. Today just not the day. Thursday? Oh right, they dying to catch transformers. Ok. So probably, i will contain my frustration and not have a bitch fit. Oh shit. Just when is my M coming. The long due PMS is killing my brain. Maybe a shooting star landed in my tummy and i m pregnant. BAA! what nonsense. Oh god. I feel ridiculous.

As much as they don't prefer me. I Don't much Like them neither. I need eunice yak.
The second bitch brain of Ng lee teng.

Seri totally get the picture but is just too busy with the man.
Anyway, Happy dunno how many months anniversary to you and your man.!=)

I don't wish to shop . I just hope my complexion gets better. I hate my face. I hate raging hormones.

After five days. I get to spend some time with Gum gum at last. So yeah. Happy like a Smiley Emoticon. Though he stills irritate the shit out of me.


The smell of hair dye in still in my hair. How gross is that. My hair rocks my sock. i Look like the new era VMEN. With a long whitish grey strand at the side. BAA! no link.

Ok. bottomline. i NEED chocolates.

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yan: of life and men
Sunday, 27 May 2007

wheeee! today i'm very super duper ecstatic and high. =)


yesterday went fine. THANK YOU NAS! mwahs mwahs!


spent the day with bf at airport. i slept at BK. then we went Mc. i slept at Mc. then we took 27 back to tamp and i slept. then we waited for 168, and i slept. then we took 168 together, I DIDN'T SLEEP! muahaha.


see la, design girl so tired okay. FIRST DAY OF COMPLETE LIBERATION! (friday!) so of course my first instinct is to sleep. hahaha. poor guy. we both slept i think. i don't know. how would i know? i was SLEEPING. HAVEN'T YOU BEEN LISTENING?! oh my god. *fists ur nose*


lalala.. last thursday, heather brought me to eat... wait, let me get the word right.. it's yaki tori? or tori yaki? yaka tori? yakotori? I DON'T KNOW LA! IT'S THAT CREAMY BALL BALL THING OK?


yeah, it was so orgasmic (according to heather. trust me, when that girl eats good food, she looks and sounds like she's being fucked. and weirdly, only in front of me. omg.) that soon after, guess what, I SLEPT! hahaha. man.. from around 7pm all the way to 9pm OKAYS! slept at the pathetic bench at sports complex. i woke up to seth nuzzling my ear. haha. okay, i know you didn't need to know that.


so friday was fun. =) and today is saturday night/sunday morning. early just now, around 9am, i had to go ATM to transfer seth some money just so he can go his rock climb course. man, i do impossible things for him. then i went home, and SLEEP AGAIN! till late, 5pm? woohoo. design girl is tired. oh dear, i realise this is becoming my sleep pattern. bleah. this is bad news people!


am in a dilemma. to work or not to work. my bigass ego and pride tells me NOT to work at pizza hut cos i just TOTALLY cold shouldered the manager and not returning her calls or msgs. haha. but i need the money. then again, the pay is like... peas. but you can steal food. which is AWESOME. then again, it's no good for my weight. haha. anyone needs help? i accept work that has pay of at least 5 per hour thankyou very much. or i'm much better off living off MY own allowance. haha.


so anyways, i banked in some money. and i was SHAKING IN FEAR when i went home. cos i realise there's like 300 bucks missing. i must have spent all of it.... =( considering the fact that i'm loansharking someone who owes me... hmm... 250 bucks by now. bleah. will not say who or i'll be such a hypocrite. haha.


GIRLS SHOULD STOP COMPLAINING TOO MUCH! i can learn that myself.


wah, actually i promised heather photos. but NOPE! still not here. haha. see, it's 4 am and i'm still busy uploading okay? what do you take me for!! hahahaahhahaha. lame.


i miss school already. will be going on monday to see if i can already collect my ezlink and sew up the hole that adult fare has been charging me. bleeding hell.


OKAYS, GOOD NITE. MY MUM ALREADY WARNED ME NUMEROUS TIMES THAT I HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW. DIE. CIAO-

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yan: so much happened
Wednesday, 28 February 2007

wow... its been long. i'm horribly sorry..


in short, i nearly left seth. now that i think about it, WHAT WAS I THINKING! its like you've went on a scuba expedition for a pearl. and you get so exhausted by the fruitless journey, that when you finally find the pearl, you go nuts and angry that it took so long and in that moment of rage, you feel like throwing away the pearl. but by sheer luck or fate, at the last second, you realise, its plain stupid to throw away something so beautiful. of course you'll benefit from that decision.

you know what i mean? haha. well, i don't really.

anyways, let's put that aside. yesterday was our 14th monthly-versary. my favourite.

on valentine's day, he promised, i will get the prez on our 14th instead.

but guess guess. nope, i get no nothing. cos he was broke. we spent the whole day with my money. wait wait, not only that! but he spent the whole day getting so worked up his PSP, he's supposed to get today. he was more worried that his parents' were only giving him half of what they promised. so now he's left with $300 to buy a pink PSP.

and who comes to save the day?


me, of course. so i funded him another $100.

and just now, he got his PSP. pink. god, i hope he's happy.

i also told him that i'm giving him the money just so he will shut up about it already. hahaha. so i just gave what he wanted. if not, he'll pester me on about it. talk about all kinds of games. while i nod and nod. and nod. and nod. and of course, smile. haha.

the other day, when he first found out that his mum is willing to give only $300, i made him do a dare. i gave him a shake of pepper on a piece of paper. and told him, "if you snort all of these pepper up your nose, i'll cover the rest of your psp fees." and he actually did it.


HE DID IT FOR GOD'S SAKES! HE SNORTED PEPPER JUS BECAUSE HE WAS DESPERATE FOR A PSP. goodness..

been swimming alot. and cos of that, i'm tanned and dark. and shiny. WOOHOO!

then i fell sick. fever, cough, stuffed nose, the works! i've never got so sick that i couldn't taste or smell. GOD. so horrible can.

i ate cili padi like it was tomato ketchup man..

anyways, seth went to the clinic with me. okay, i know i keep ranting on his horrible ways. but he's a nice guy okay. he spoils me no end. he took me to the clinic. did everything for me. and all i had to do was to see the doctor. at the end of the day, i still love him like madness.

i just complain too much.

i've got 2 days MC. haha. woohooo!

i'm betting that tonight i won't be hearing from seth. he'll be much too busy with his PSP. haha. oh wells. guys and gadgets. they are like glue gajah, i tell you.

i'm off for more download frenzy. thank you nassie for the website. I LOVE YOU!

lalalaalalaaa... i'm far too tired to bother about anything else. for now, just let me think of myself. fuck off. GOODBYE! ciao-

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yan: surprise! happy anniversary baby! lalalalalaa..
Thursday, 28 December 2006

my family is back from the holiday.

well, im supposed to go too right? but noo.. i didnt go. however, i told seth that i really did go. so he thought that i was not in singapore. awww, `soBbSoBbxx.

give me a second here. i just woke up and im super cranky.

okay. well, yesterday was a complete blast! first and foremost, a lil shoutout to him, SETH SYG! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! and one day. well, abit delayed hor. haha.

so with help from AFISTZ! and KHAII! i managed to make seth "meet them". hurhur. (bo liao face) come to think of it, i planned it all out very well and it wasn't hectic as i thought it would be. the night before the surprise meeting, i was a nervous wreck. i don't exactly know why. i planned what time to wake up. where to go. my finance. and everything right down to the make up and clothes i will be wearing. WOW. that's the most organized outing i have ever did... myself!

woke up early in the morning after having trouble sleeping. well, its no mean feat having to sleep in a dark house alone. eventually i did fell asleep after mentally going through my day plans for the day. and after some false alarms that the flapping curtains (it was raining!!) in the opposite room isn't a momok or anything sewaktu dengannye.

im not mental. just paranoid.

so i woke up in time. thank you alarm clock. got dressed, make up was beautifully done, i dare say so myself. spent a good one hour on that! hahahaha. went to the bakery to get two slices of mango cake! and went to khatib station to get NYpizza. all the while, i was messaging khaii and afistz.

eh, bro. i hope you're feeling better. online experience without you is like.. fucking with no orgasms. you know.. bearable, but just not satisfying enough. wth? now dont go asking whats the relation between him and sex. LOL CAN?!


finally, managed to reach esplanade rooftop before seth. not a surprise there since he's umm.. forever late. haha! well, i constructed my schedule hoping that he WILL be late. if not, i would arrive later than him. so anyways, i waited and waited. and suddenly it rained! booo... its ok. just moved to the sheltered place.


and waited and waited. finally, he makes his grande entrance LIKE A FREAKING MATREP. songs blasting out of his handphone. lucky not hiphop or some reggae fuck. no offence to the genre, but its just matrep-ish. he KNOWS i hate it when he does that and this is what he do when im not around?! lol. i was standing right there in front of him in broad day light. but he didn't even as much as give me a glance.

i tried my best to do the sexy slut come-hither pose and whistled him over. LOL. and then he turned to look at me. omfg, beb, your face was PRICELESS. super adorable yet stupid looking and confused and kute. lol. man, i live for these moments. haha.

all the while he was walking nearer to me, iw as smiling like one retarded freak while he still had the wtf? look. hahahaha. and then, he hugged me soooo tight like he never did before! aww.. its somewhat like a question of, "are you real?" and then he said that, "i thought khai and afiz managed to find a girl who looks like you. a clone..?" to which i went LOL! and WTF! haha.

we had pizza and dessert and drinks and all the while he called me "jahat". (bad girl. naughty is too kinky. ) hahaha. a huge thank you to khaii and afistz. =))

then we proceeded to go window shopping at far east and i was getting a littlecranky that my shoes were absolutely KILLING ME. well, there's a reason why i dont wear heels when i go out with him. its not because im lazy to. but he just walks around too much!

moving on, he showed me his shopping list. OMG. most of the stuffs cost like.. hundreds. except for one that is in four figures. how much does a guitar gadget cost, btw?

went home, not really that late. cos i dont want to scare myself in the dark. -.-

and i went to sleep a happy bitch. then this morning.. GUESS WHAT! seth came over, let himself in and woke me up. i cant describe to you the beautiful moment when the first thing you see is the face of a loved one. the very moment you wake up. i stared at him mumbled a hi and hugged him (still while lying down) and amazingly fell asleep again. that is, for a few secs where he proceeded to whack my butt like my mum does and shouting "wake up!! wake up!!" im like, "its 9 am for goodness sakes! who wakes up at 9?!" but anyways, i did. finally got bathed and he bought me breakfast. aww.. but then he had to leave very soon since he was working a full day. haiyah.. hugged and off he went. LATE FOR WORK! hahahahaha.

khaii messaged about our outing but i was so fucking tired.. it was raining so i just fell asleep again. what with waking up at such an unearthly hour. lol.

this boy really makes my life whole. for everything that you gave me the past year, THANK YOU. your patience is the glue to us being together for so long. and i absolutely love the fact that there is more of you i have yet to discover. i cant start on just how much i love you. god, you're simply amazing you know. but more of him in the routine end-of-year-reflections-post. =)


when i woke up, my family came home. haha. im fungry. (effing hungry)

imma dig something up to eat. i wish to have seafood. a GREAT seafood dinner with my family. the 3-rase fish. the black pepper crab. the buttered prawns. the kang kong belacan. the heavenly nasi goreng. that is the few moments of my life where i'll gladly not eat chicken. haha.

see, my mouth is shamelessly watering already. im hungry.. =((

ooh. he said something adorable yesterday..

seth: happy one year syg!
me: =) happy one year..
seth: umm, will you be my girlfriend for another year?
me: wth?! do you think that this is somekind of contract?! well, yes anyway.. =)

syg syg.. you say the weirdest yet the kutest things.. =))

and he kept saying that i looked hot/pretty/beautiful yesterday! YAYS! so the effort really paid off. or maybe the effort was so obvious that he had to acknowledge it. hahaha. whatever! im happier with the former. so there. =)

to end it all off.. I LOVE YOU SETH SYG!! more than ever! =) and its not always that i call you syg in this blog. hehe.

okays, have a good day everyone! spread da loveee.. LOL.


happy anniversary!
shmwahs! you know i love him har, har... =)) ciao-

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