Breathe in. Breathe out.


Your hands will stop shaking soon enough.


Whew whew whew wheeeeze. In out. Whew whew whew.


MY MIND IS FUCKED. I FUCKED UP SCHOOL. For the moment. Heh.


The first cut is the deepest. Baby I know.


You have no idea how much of a relief your voice is sometimes. First time ah suare hottttt.... Yummms.


My dear sister bought me canned soup. Sweet. =)


My ulcers are clearing up pretty well thanks to the lube thingy. Haha. Nice.


Lalalalala~ I wish to be on holiday. Why can't I make money out of being a bum? Someone give me money, NOW!


Hmph. Wonder~ Ciao-

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Long day out today. =) And going to meet him tomorrow to "do our school work". Haha. Yah right, we'll see just how much things are gonna get done. As for me, I've still got piles of Taipunk's crap to do. Ughhhhh.. I don't look forward to Monday. Ciao-

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7 Things That Scares You
: Cockroaches.
: Ju-On.
: Trust.
: Home alone.
: Submission week.
: Supervillains in masks. (Green Goblin)
: Lifts with strangers. (Avoid at all costs.)


7 Things That You Like
: Hugs.
: French movies.
: Shawn Johnson (heh) of the US Gymnastics team.
: Kristen Bell of Veronica Mars.
: Pokka Peach Tea & Coke Zero.
: Seafood. No, all food.
: Snuggling on a cold night.


7 Important Things In My Room
: My bed, DUH~
: Laptop.
: Make-up and mirrors.
: My wonderful closet.
: The tiny basket where I throw all my accessories in.
: The fan & blanket.
:The kitties.


7 Random Facts About Me
: I'm going for jaw surgery cos my jaw literally, drops when I see a hot guy.
: I sing in joy when my constipated shit comes out. (Inside joke)
: I have ten ingrown toenails.
: I want to punch Miley Cyrus' face.
: I am the amazing bone cracker. I crack bones bitch.
: I want to be a firefighter.
: I reuse my panties inside out.


7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die
: Find an awesome guy to share my life with.
: 2 years honeymoon around the world! O.O =D (Hyperventilating in joy!!)
: Have my Aidan & Amelie.
: Save someone's life.
: Punch Miley Cyrus.
: Appear on Ellen. Hahahaha.
: Jumping off a plane and forget my parachute. BOTH!


7 Things I Can Do
: See Miley Cyrus get punched.
: Watch movies the whole day.
: Bend my legs backwards and look at my crotch. HOO HOO, discovered in Yoga.
: Read and write and speak fluent Indian. =D Beware.
: Do a split. ( Wait la, next year okay? )
: Kill a cockroach with a pair of chopsticks. Cheh cheh.
: Cook for someone I love.


7 Things I Can't Do
: Make Shawn Johnson notice meeee =(
: Punch Miley Cyrus. Hmph.
: Complete my projects on time.
: Fart silently.. ( Sigh... Those tumultuous years.. )
: Commit to one crush per week. Okay, per day.
: Kill those irritating fuckers sampah masyarakat.
: Shit without farting. YOU CAN MEH?


7 Things You Look For In The Opposite Sex
: MAKE ME LAUGH.
: Cute. Cute. Cute.
: Personality & style.
: A real batang (cock). Hahahah.
: Faithful to me. (Ultimately thats the make or break.)
: Give me endless hugs and kisses.
: Definitely not Miley Cyrus.


7 things I often say
: Hahahahaha, fuck off laaa..
: Tsk.
: BABI KAU! DIAM KAU! CB KAU!
: Pantatz.
: ~ ~ ~ (how to put it into words?)
: Diam ah Fiz.
: BEDEK?! BEDEKKK! Sumpah?!


And, CIAO-

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I love Studio Lighting. Best. Module. Ever. Have I told you that? Haha.


Tonight I'm going to go Yoga again! Nicenice. =)


Today will be the last day of takraw and Afiz is bummed out lol.


Tomorrow I get free ice-cream. Nyeh heh. And I've a session at 8pm. Bestbest! =)


I love packed weeks. But this means I can't go the photography exhibition. And why doesn't anyone wanna got the Garden Fest with me huh! It's damn cool okay bitches.


Today I look like karang guni. Seth asked me a favour to bring a stack of newspapers for him. And then I had to return 6 huge board Art books. My arm is made of steel I tell you.


This is what I'm gonna be doing for the rest of my life. Photography. Best.


While you suckers break your back over a calculator, serving customers, burning your eyes on the computer, here I am lala-ing my life away. Hahaha. Yay!


Girls get the best cos men are dogs. Hahaha. Most.


Okay la. Just wanted to kill time. Off to meet the guys whom I haven't seen in donkey years! Speaking of which. So long never see that Zul. Hahahaa. Goodbye lovers. Ciao-

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I am seriously losing track of time.


I woke up this morning and realised the sun was already up. I looked at the clock, it was 7.15 am. And my first instinct was, "OH SHIT SHIT SHIT WHAT TIME ALREADY!!!!"


Thought I was late for school. Cheh, it's a freakin Saturday.


Then I K.O. til afternoon cos I wasn't feeling well. And then I dreamt that my house caught fire. But I went back in to.......... SAVE MY LAPTOP! -_______- Omg, the life of a design student.


Okay, random updates!


-Next Saturday is Sentosa with the guys! (:


-They played Truth or Dare yesterday. I will die die die die die die choose Dare over them knowing any truths. For real. Our secrets will be guarded with my life, I tell you.


-Can someone please bring me out to shoot. My DSLR is rotting, waiting for her first virgin experience of the outside world. Hahaha. Ok lah, it came from a shop so technically... AH WHATEVER x_x


- "You love me but you like her." Haha, story of my life. Sigh. Worse still, it came from that Hannah Montana girl's song. -_____________-


-I wanted to type PerezHilton.com but I typed Penis..... WTF.


-The first cut is the deepest. Yeah, but I can actually feel it healing!! (:


-Web Design is no joke. Dreamweaver is so awesome.


-It's Week 2 for Design School. The weeks are slowly building up to Week: Hectic & Chaos.


-Leadership ended too fast. Wish I'd gotten to know you better. ):


I'm sick, may I be excused.. ): Ciao-

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I bumped into Zhafir today. He was like, my besterestestestest friend in primary school la!! I think? I can't bloody remember cos it was like, freaking YEARS AGO!! I'm terrible I know. My memory is not something to be proud of =x


He migrated to Aussie for a long while and we lost touch. And I blame me cos I went to FREAKIN Dunman instead of TK or TKGS (purposely NOT one of my choices, eee no boys sia) or Victoria (ok la, not possible) or where most of them went. But nvm. Go that area got PSYCHO also (inside joke) hahaha.


K, that's not the point.


The point is, it's been TEN THOUSAND YEARS since I saw him and he's like DAMN tall (heck, he always was) and so I hyperventilated and then I was like, "ZHAF UR VOICE NOW HOT!"


Cos last time he bapok like hell. Hahaha.


Then he said, "Yah lah you! Now you also ladylike already!"


(To which I smacked him)


AHHHHH BABI AHHHHHHHH!!! Was I really that damn butchy last time, LOL. -____-


I'd just die if anyone knew how different I was between ages 11-13. CONFUSED. Lol.


Ah, good times. (:


Ciao-


Make your move pleaseeeee... I'm going crazy already.....

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You know, thinking of you is the only thing I can do to keep my heartbeat normal. When thinking of him with anyone else hurts too much, (more than it should, damn you stupid girl! Control yourself!) I think of you and I'm alright again.


Because you represent the future. Okay, maybe not a future with me. But you remind me I'm moving forward. =)


Okay, I should just relax. Chill. Go with the flow ~~~


AAAAAAARGH. Supposed to be in class right now. My lecturer told me yesterday that today is my last chance. If I were not to come today, I'm gonna get my ass an Ungraded Pass. THEN SKALI I REALLY OVERSLEPT! Fuck siaaaaaaaaaaa..


I worked too damn fucking hard to get such a shit grade sial. I guess I have to take MC. I hope hope it can bloody save my ass =(


Seth is super damn jealous la! He keeps saying that my Foxboro Hot Tubs CD is fake. Babi! Haha, TOLD YOU HE WAS JEALOUS!


The guys played FKIN WELL at takraw yesterday. SEEEEEERIOUSLY. So proud la!


Let's go shopping for a bikini!


DAMN YOU GUYS!! CAN WE GO SENTOSA PLEASE?! TANNING! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! Can't believe you don't want to go Sentosa at this hottest time of the year! Where there are real hot babes around!!


Someone go tanning with me... Please?


Holy crap. Tanorexic! O.O Hahaahha.


Did you know that "baked" is an American slang for high? "I'm baked" can mean, "I'm high on weed." Haha. Baek ah Heather.


Will stop yap-a-babbling. Heh. CIAO!

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I was doing some stuffs that had me looking through my sec 4 books and stuff.


In this particular book, I wrote:


"And they said he would NVR love me back! =)"


STUPID GIRL, YOU SHOULD HAVE BELIEVED THEM! Bah, it was too good to be true from the start.


I'd rather didn't have us in the first place. At least I'd be the fucking happy single girl now. Nyeh!


The thought of it makes me delirious! @.@ *googly eyes* Haha.


Okay, back to work. Ciao-


I'm craving for some great punkrock covers instead of trash local baaaanddsss...

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Am really packed up to my nose with work! BAAH!


Just now the guys playing takraw was hilarious!! Ajit wasn't there though =(


Seriously speaking eh, Zul is the fucking funniest boy I've met.


[Homer] In your life so farrrr~ Nyeh. Haha.


Zul & Vish is a very lethal duo and they make me laugh like FUCKING CRAZY! Hahaha.


Hey, I want to be THAT happy! =)


I'm not gonna hang around anymore. I'm much better than anyone's booty call.


Cheaters are BENEATH ME. BELOW me. Everyone should look down on cheaters because you can never trust them. NEVER. Whatever that comes out of their shit-filled mouth are just fucking LIES. They don't deserve anyone. For real.


ENOUGH.


Tadi Raiz was like, "What's with you and polkadottts!" And I'm like O.O SHOCKED! Cos a few days back, I said to Nas the very same thing! Haha. Lalala, I'm so shallow.


That pepek (literally) dangdut song is stuck in my head. Bloody hilarious.


Proceed to friendster for fucking funny shiz. And no offence, but I'm not into ITE boys. At all. Huge huge huge huge huge turn off for me. Sorry to anyone.


Tomorrow shoppinggg! But actually, I'm dead broke. =( Bah. Haha. Ciao-

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Kay I know it's super lame to post animal photos, but you don't see them everyday what!!

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I think I'm beginning to like Creative Storytelling. At first I was so happy cos we were slacking and just watching movies. But thanks to the lecturer, I began to see the deeper meaning of movies. It's really.. refreshing? And the things he talks about are really thought provoking. Me likey!


I honestly thought Audrey Hepburn was just another pretty face, but man can she act!


This block has been really unstressful so far. =) Yays for that!


So today was Seth's birthday. Sorry your girlfriend wasn't there to do the whole big celebration thing she initially wanted to. You left too early. Haha.


It was kinda lame for birthday standards. VERY lame for my standard even.


After my lesson, we went to Far East to eat. Then just walk around like two homeless bozos. Haha. He started to talk about his band and stuff. And whatever emo screamo losers do la kan.


But he taught me this stupid screamo part. He sang, "Ride the wings of.." And I SCREAMED / GORE / SATAN VOICE IN THE MIDDLE OF TOWN, "PESTI~" Then he shut my mouth cos it was a tad too loud.


Hahahahahaha. Heeeelarious! (If you're wondering, the word was actually 'pestilence'.)


Had some ice cream and went home. Oh, bought him Paddle Pop but that was between us. Haha.


Seriously, I've really gotten lame at these sweet stuffs O.O


I'll make it up for ittttttttttttt =( You'll see..


The guys are being so lazy for not celebrating! BAHHHH! Nevermind, it's still early. Haha. Saturday gig yays! Sceneboys pon jadi lah. Hahahah wtf. But Seth has speed trials on Sat. -__-


Ok, change plans. Let's all go Climb Asia and throw eggs and flour and cake and icing and cherries and chocolate (I'm gettin hungry...) and mango glazing and sugared strawberries at his opponents so he can get in the fucking stupid speed team already. So leceh man trial here there.


Or maybe let a radioactive spider bite him. Hmmm... Please?


Thank you Bangkok trip and awesome sisters. I have good clothes now. Haha =)


I'll give my daughter a sister for sure.


Heather will go beaching with me yay! And shall drag those girls tooooo! Lalalala picnic!


Okays my baked hot sandwich is waiting! Ciao-


I sincerely wish the first thing the new President will do is to bring those soldiers home.

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It's a fight till the end, I LOVE IT! But I'm almost too scared to watch!!!! Argh, it's killing me that this is it. ANYTHING can happen.


Good luck to us. Play well people.


School work procrastinated again. Heh. I don't get it, every single time I see Photoshop, it's like an alarm in my head which goes off to tell me to sleep.


I had a 6 hour nap just now, and I'm sleepy already, AGAIN!


I'm happy right now cos Seth is still nice to me.


And better yet, MY DAD IS HOMEEEEE!!!!


YAY YAY YAY!!!!!


Having a Mother's Day celebration too. With laksa and BBQ chickens which are a total yum! Happy sia. And not one but TWO chocolate cakes WOOOOO~


I've been craving for chocolate since I had this sore throat. Haha.


Pictures up in a bit! Everyone please wish that Man U will get that cup. Please. PLEASE!


Spread the love and peace and happiness and nice boyfriends. =) Ciao-

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Heather's been MIA for very long and I miss her so. I saw her WHOLE gang of classmates but she was nowhere to be seen, HOW CAN!!


Ugly Betty is back in production after a long assed break due to the strike! Yays!!


Tomorrow lunch with Seth! I know I sound obsessed with him but, he just makes me too happy I can't help it.. You can puke on your computer for all I care! Hah. =)


Anyhoos, my dad is coming back on the 11th of May!!! More seafood please, and finally upgrade my line and get a new phone which won't make people go like, "WAH! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU USE THIS PHONE?!"




It's either too cool that they're speechless (0.086% of the time) or they find the keypad too confusing. I don't blame them.


It's two a.m. and I just found out that Min Da has the Kanye Stronger specs. =(


I should be happy that I have everything I can ever hope for in my life right now. Aside from actual creative talent and more time for assignments. Haha.


Off to rest now. Nights HOT GUYS. (Inside joke.) Heeeeeeee. Ciao-


Did you know, you are my inspiration and motivation.. =)

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GET ON WITH TAI PANG'S WORK DUMB ASS!!


p/s: I went for Add/Drop today, and so for Block 2, no 6-9pm lesson.. But a 3-6pm lesson. Still a 3 hour gap, ah fucks.


another p/s: I'm gonna make sure I work just below $500 so my pay doesn't go to CPF. I'm gonna go shopping and buy soooo many fab shoes, and shop my ass off at Bangkok too. I'm gonna be happy. =)


yet another p/s: Isn't retail therapy the best money can buy?!!?! =)


even yet another p/s: Aku sayang Seth manyak manyak.

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Updates:


- Archives are back up.
- They draw. Thank God thank God they draaaaawwww..
- Haven't seen Heather in donkey years!
- We should install cameras in the house.
- My GPA doesn't fail to disappoint and depress me.... But only for a few seconds! :)
- My sis gave me her Ipod earphones! Ok, on loan.
- I'm so badly, disgustingly addicted to Queen!
- I've ran out of online tv shows to watch!


Am currently done with How I Met Your Mother, Heroes, Ugly Betty (can't wait for the new episodes!), Veronica Mars and recently, Death Note.


Someone PLEASE recommend me something! I've resorted to watching YOUTUBE videos!!


I despise Gossip Girl/The OC/One Tree Hill or anything along those lines. Living the normal life of teenagers with attitude problems or love issues or sad family backgrounds, DOES NOT make a good story line. Ugh. I hate it so much.


Ok, anymore updates?


- This is my third post for today. My first post started out as "I don't know what to blog about!!". Haha, we know how that turned out.


Wish I can watch the musical again.. To be that close to a mind blowing awesome singer like MiG is so worth it.


IT'S ONLY 11 PM?! Time is purposely passing so slowly cos I'm looking forward to Tuesday... ARGHH!!


Ok, done. Ciao! :)

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HUARRGHH!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT!!


CAN'T WAIT FOR TUESDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY!


K CIAO!


P.S. HAPPY belated BDAY AJIT!

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I hate you stupid Kheng Li. I spent a bomb on this module. I love Photography to bits and you will be the first person I fire when I become the President's wife.


And btw, I will just print at the fucking school printshop, you can kiss my fucking hot ass if you have a problem with that you fat bastard.


Now I will have to claim hundreds of bucks from my mum. Do you really think I'd have the heart to do that?!


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Seth made up his mind on a pocket bike. This thing:






A Scrambler one or something like that. I STILL THINK IT'S A KID'S TOY BIKE. (5occ or not.)


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I haven't went for a single Photography consultation and it pisses me off thinking about it.


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The other day I missed my last bus home. So I took a cab. Which cost me a bomb but that's not the point. Since I don't usually take a cab home, Seth messaged me:


"Ok, gimme his plate number. Anything if he bring you somewhere else, I will rape his wife and daughter"


Bahahahah! He's so sweet in all the twisted ways. Adorable.


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I can't stand my playlist being in a random-songs shuffled mode. It irritates me to have a nice R&B or slow song, then suddenly a Sweeney Todd, then some screamo shit (I don't know how it got there either), then a rock song. ARRRGHH, pisses me. I always play by artist now.


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Happy belated birthday to my handsome daddy! Wish he was here. :(


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Seth didn't know Grease songs until my Grease band-solo. :)


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I'm addicted to LJ Secrets.


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I love Peterpan and it's as Malay as I can get.


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Seth failed his POM again. It's already his second time taking it. If he fails this supp paper, he'll be out of TP for fucks. I don't mean to pressure him, but I do wish he knows how ridiculously important this is for his whole future. I don't know what I'd do if he gets kicked out.. :(


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I still can't believe he wants to buy that pocket bike thingy which will cost a bomb.


I've never spent hundreds of dollars on myself on one item! Fuck, he's never bought ME anything that's 1/4 of the price even!


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I dreamt I was chased by Samuel L. fucking Jackson. He's the most irritating villain, I tell you. Must be all the Jumper (which I don't like because of it's terrible storyline btw) and Mas Selamat. Haiyo.


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So depressing, tomorrow shooting again. And gotta finish my work soon. Haiya. :(


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I hope my sis buys me at least one nice dress that can fit me, so I will be less depressed. Especially if I don't have holiday next month. YAH, LIKE, NEXT MONTH SIA! Can bloody confirm with us if we got holiday or not?! Grrr... Not even next month! This week will be the last week of school, as far as we know! Grr.. Moses ah Moses..


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I miss Tre Cool.


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This is gettin too long. Ciao!

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Bah, I typed so long only to delete it.


Watched Death Note(s). Started to wish Light will die when he started to get so evil and brutal.


And am I the only one who finds L so endearing? His OCD-like behaviour is so adorable la! So Monk-ish. Haha.


Sigh, I hope band prac will clear my mind.


And to eat at Mr. Prata instead of that SHITFILLED PLACE called Prata Paradise, my grimy foot.


I love it when Ms. Chong conducts. She's always the best!


There's a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.


Good night, and ciao bellas.

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