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Labels: heather

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Today was such an awesome day with my HOTHOTHEAT! Hahaha. Totally damn high due to my lack of sleep. Hahaha. My head goes lalala crazzzzzy! Hehehehehe.


Took gazillion crazy funny assed videos! TEEHEE! Loved it!


She did her hair with Kean and it looks and feels like REAL HAIR now, instead of a overused torn rag! Hahahah. Seri baskeeet. NO, TODAY SERI HOMIE!


Haha pui. I see my sis and her bf laughing. *throws fishballs in their faces* (Don't ask....)


After short lived fun with Heather at Simei Starbucks, (Cutehead wasn't working) I had to proceed to a session with Nad & Is. It was THE most productive one ever in sucha short span of time.


And Nad's dad had a FREAKIN SELMER SAXOPHONE. *curses incoherently*


Is picked me up with his supercute scooter! Meh, he lives in Simei. -_- FYI: If not me, he'll always be the one who's late for jam. We jam at Simei. Go figure. Haha.


His Vespa.. Omg.. I LOVE IT! Hehehehe. I mean, LOOK AT IT! Haha, how can you not gush in adoration! (Please tell me that was a proper sentence... Hahah.) Lol, kirekan HOTSTUFF la tu Is. Haha.


And yes, that IS his helmet. Mengucap la, mengucap... Haha. If anything happens to him, God knows where to find another guitarist. Hahaha. I'm totally in love with the red leather seat.. O-M-G. Gorgeous. Supercutest Vespa I've seen so far.


Everything I say also rough. Even calling him pantat. MEH?!


Bet he's never read this blog, that's why. Hahaha.


After we all buke together, he sent me to town. Awwww, the nice kid. Haha. (Naseb tak kene ERP, mangkok aku.) From Bedok Reservoir to town you know. The bumps and humps along the way nearly cracked my back in half. O.O Every once in a while, he'll go, are you okay are you okay?!


It was a supercool ride laaa.. I liked it much. Can't wait til I have my own =D


Then met HOTHOTHEAT again! Lol. That name's starting to stick! Haha. When I saw her, she was almost half dead crying in boredom cos the haircut's about into 2 hours plus already. Hahaha.


Today was a great night babe. Lol. GYEAH GYEAH! Ended it with a superhigh note. =) Super happy! LOVE YOU HEATHER! Ciao-


P.S. Pics will be up thanks to THE SUPER EFFICIENT PICTURES BLOGGER! (Heather btw..)

Labels: happy lalala, heather

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Fuhyoooo, sabar je Yan. Lag sungguh tak maintain. Sial betol. I wanna buy Mac already.


So anyhows, yesterday was the best buke ever sia. The guys and I went to Woodies Pasar Malam. Suffice to day, the one and only good thing about Woodlands is the pasar malam. Wooooh, best food there.


Seth with the lighter. Step "Are You Afraid of the Dark". Hoo hoo, cue music. The bloody lighter which gives you headaches, and most probably, FITS.


Muke..... Fuhyo. Haha. Like you want to smack with your slipper right. Hahaha.


So anyhows, today I met my HOTHOTHEAT~ Went towning and shopping. Haha. She bought shoes. O.O Bah, wish I can shop more. Haha. This month, IS THE MONTH TO EAT!


Ohya, we went to watch 4Bia. HEATHER ACTION SIA. Now she 18 redi right, she won't shout in horror movies. I still do. -___- (Underage mah...) It's a reaction la. Like, someone creep up behind me me, I'll scream. If a male stranger suddenly enters the lift with me, I'll SCREAM MY FUCKING LUNGS OUT. Hahaha.


BTW, I KNOW YOU SCREAMED LIKE A PUSSY WHEN THE GHOST MADE HER FALL OUT THE WINDOW. HAHAHAHAHA LOSER LAAA~ HAHAHA.


(Actually she didn't scream cos all her friends told her the storylines already. Haha.)


The movie was surprisingly good! =) The third storyline was hilarious, dunno whether to laugh or cry! Haha. And agreed, they kept the best for last. Haha. I still think the schoolgirl is prettiest! I'm gonna find her photo.... Hehhhh..


Okay, the show is more than just a few screams and nervous laughters. I think the concept of 4 storylines is great. Real smart. You won't get tired of the movie. Aside from typical storylines, they had great improvisations and nice art direction. Me likey. But please eh, the computerised graphics, sumpah cannot make it. Stick to make-up rather than CGI la please. Or learn a thing or two from Harry Potter movies. Hoohoo.


I like it much. Pardon the ah lians who will confirm scream at every opportunity, you feel like throwing your chunky heels in their face.





So that was our night out. Hoohoo. Haven't seen her for quite a bit!


When I talk to old friends (those from Dunman), I find it quite odd when they ask me this one question, "So you and Heather still close?" And I'll go, HUH? DUH?


What a seriously idiotic question right? I still find it quite bizarre why they ask.



After endless fat jokes, and how huge Afiz's tits are, we finally ended the conference. Hahahaha. That skinny pok (not Afiz) should eat himself, really.


Fully packed week next week too! Starting with jam on Sunday. WOOOH!


$$$$ MONEY MONEY MONEY $$$$


Rain money please. Hehe. Great night. Ciao-

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Today Heather and I went to True Spa. When the woman saw that we were just kids, she looked down on us. Bitch. Screw you bitch. But it's okay, seeing that the free back massage we got was actually $100+ heh.


Then we went to have a "light" dessert at NYDC. Lol. After dessert, we ate pasta. -____- Pictures below.


Then walking at Heeren, this dude from Toni&Guy approached us. What they did to our haie: BELOW.





It's called the French Roll. =) So much spray whoooo~ So high up huhhh. Kean is my hairdresser. What a total random day. Okay, time to sleep. Ciao bella-

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Last night was conference call with Heather's mates. Lol. Omfg it was the most hilarious conference call of my life! I literally went to sleep STILL laughing at that guy's voice scolding CB at random people. Haha.


Thanks babe. (:


We had so much fun til 4 am. O.O And thus, I overslept!


Which turned out to be a good thing because I got started on my sketches AND the weather is perfect for a day in. Cloudy skies ahead. WOOOOH~


Wah, it's raining now. (: So nice..


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My little sis went to school for her Malay Listening Compre. LOL. I remember mine:


I didn't realise there were such things as morning traffic jams. Reached school so damn late, and the dumbest/sweetest thing was, Seth waited for me! LOLLLL. I don't know whether it was so nice of him or kuku. Haha. Ended up we were the only two late souls in school.


I remember he used to be the only reason I wake up in the morning. I would hate to miss even one day. Can you imagine, in Sec 3 I was a regular latecomer! Over five times per SEMESTER. But I wasn't late even once in Sec 4. (:


Even though I say I regretted Sec 4 like a vermin (yesyes, for neglecting you Heather babe =S) I can't deny that I was somehow very happy.


Oh wells, everything was a downward spiral after the one year mark. I'll choose to remember him as someone who actually loved me. Esplanade anni was the best, the only time I remember him hugging me like he don't ever wanna let go. (: Then everything else was a blur.


It wasn't me who died. It was you.


27ths. 271205. All that is gone now, and I accept it no matter how much it hurts.


Thanks for everything while it lasted..


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I have my whole life ahead of me. And Lenny Natasya, SO DO YOU. (: Ciao-


It's a closed book now. The End. Finito. Done. I had my closure.

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WORDY POST, YOU WERE WARNED.



I fully understand Heather's situation.


But I'm so sorry babe. I am trying damn damn hard but the pain is too raw.


All those feelings I buried.. I didn't know it would still affect me that badly.


I know it's hard, to see someone you love, loving someone else. And the fact that his heart belongs to someone else too... Sigh..


I know how frustrating it is, that your happiness was short-lived. (2 years to me is still damn short okay nabey.)


You feel that everything that made you so happy was robbed away from you, I know.


I know so well how you feel confused. You don't know where you went wrong because all you've offered from the start was love.


And hell yeah I know how fucking painful it is to choose to put a smile and tell him, "It's okay babe, (: sort yourself out first." When inside, you're burning in pain, wishing for him to choose you over her..


I know huns.


That's why I'm so sorry that I feel so useless, I don't know what I can do for you babe. Because whenever I think about how unfair it is, I break down. How do I help you when I can't even help myself..


I've buried those feelings, and I came a long way doing so. I don't want to suddenly dig it all up again and start crying. I've had enough of drowning myself with sad songs.


But I understand you need to go at your pace. :)


I'm so sorry if what I say don't make much sense, cos I zone out when I get emotional. I just feel so useless that I fucking can't do anything to help.. ARGH! I'm so sorry babe, but I hope you know I love you and I'll always be here.


P.S. Today was so emotional, that when I saw the poor emaciated stray cat eating GRASS, I started crying. Fuck la, so sad okay... Shit man, I can't get the image out of my head. :'( I'm gonna buy him cat food tomorrow, I swear.


Another P.S. I'm so sorry sayang. When I look back the past 2 and a half years, I really want to feel happy about it. But I swear, all I feel is intense heart pain when I reminisce. Every single time! It's not that I hate you or anything.. It's just that it still hurts me so bad that you took away from me, everything that used to make me feel like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world. (I can swear on my life that I'm not exaggerating. I knew I'd love you even if you didn't.)


But all good things must come to an end, and that was exactly what happened. :(


Ciao-


Didn't see you again today.. =/ Do you know you put a smile on this face?

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YESSA! I got the last CD to come in stock. THANKS MEENIE! OWE YOU A BIG ONE! In case you didn't know, Foxboro Hot Tubs is actually Green Day playing '60s retro-ish music. Everyone loves a good retro groove ~~~ Haha. The album is of course AWESOME!


AND I BET YOU DON'T HAVE ONE! HEHEHE. I saw Seth's face turn GREEEEN! Hahaha.


Happy shits sial. Welcome to the family baby! You may be cardboard, but meet you plastic brothers!


Whew. After two nights of craziness. Work is finally done! Presentation tomorrow!


Shit balls, I'm falling for you. And I'm so embarrassed cos I don't know why! Am I, really? I get so paiseh just to ask something straight forward. Ahhhh! I feel so stupid and girly. Like hehheehe *blush* eeeeeee...


He's just too damn cool la. Respect.


Met Heather today and met Nad in person. SHOCKED! Hahahaha, shall not explain further or you'll pee in yer panties. But he's a real nice guy (for once) and quite funny too. We're on the same page. (:


Feel so guilty. Haven't been reading Perez cos I've been so caught up with school. Thank God this dreadful CDS is over! Will miss the group mates though! =x


Okays, that's about all. Haha. I think. CIAO-

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There will always be the moments where we feel we're neglected and unloved.


But I love those other moments when I realise just how much we still love and will always love each other. The moment you give me a tight, reassuring hug, I know you still love me. You don't have to say it. (Though I prefer it if you do.. Heh.)


All the cold and hardness and dreading anger just melts away when I get to lie down on your lap and you kiss me head and stroke my hair.


I don't want you to see those tears of relief to feel loved by you.


And I can't imagine another time when I need him more than I do now.


I got fired from Borders. 'Nuff said.


Thanks for being there for me baby. I know I still love you. It's clearer than ever now.


P/s: Fucking shit fuck man Heather, you're making me worried like chicken fuck!!!

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Her "super-high" heels.

Drama hair.

Balancing on heels!

Kheng Li quite liked a previous butt shot of Heather also, that pervert.

Emo shot.

Emo shot 2.

Heather Green.

=P

Candid shot, she's so gorgeous!

Pose 1.

Pose 2.

She still can't balance for nuts.

Moments before she fell. Lol.

POSE BITCH POSE!

Open bigger for nicer look.

Fierce.

She's always dancing to tunes in her own head!

See what I mean?

"ARGHHH I DON'T KNOW HOW TO POSE!?!?"

Jump SHOT!

KICK DROP! OPEN BIGGER, NICER!

Shuffle on the rocks.

She looks damn cute here.

Throwing rocks at poor me..

It was beautiful there.

Still shuffling!

You can say what you want, but I'll always stand by her.

Heather: OMG MAS SELAMAT SURRENDER.

Leaving..

Ugh, dirt roads.

This is the photographer, YOURS TRULY.

I looked disgustingly like an Ah-ma. Haha. IT WAS HOT OKAY!?

That's all, CIAO-

(tell me which you liked, heh.)

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