today was okay. teng hong was really sweet about my ideation consultation. although i know im waaaay lacking behind, he was sooo nice about it. still encouraging me to develop more. hes so nice okay! not too much of a generation gap at least. unlike richard! yaya, go live on your dream mountains la. haha.

today i dressed up cos i just felt like it. well, it makes me feel happy what. confident with how you look totally affects your mood. =)

after school, slacked at library. i'm getting used to being alone. i'm just happy to be alive. okay, no link!

then met jx. oh my god, got super bullied can. and the itas canteen sirloin steak SUCKS BIG TIME! it's been a while since a guy held a door open for me, spend money to buy food for me, even offer to walk to BUY the food for me summore, walk back to take the chilli sauce for me, cleared my plate for me and then a walk through bedok reservoir.

well, these are the things that guys take for granted. yet these are the kind of memories that can make a girl cry when she misses him. me? i'm doing well. =)

i can't believe i let jx give me a smoke or two. yelch. i still say cigarettes taste like shit. yuck.

then he wanted to send me home, but no la! had a nice talk man. thanks for everything bro. =) wheeee. i miss josh too. marlboro black ah he. HAHAHA.

then i totally knocked out in the bus.

i realised it was only 8 plus. so i walked around the neighbourhood. taking pictures. it doesn't hurt being alone after all. but it sure is quiet. but yes, the pictures turned out nice. I JUST CANT FIND THE FREAKIN SD CARD READER!!! ARGHH!!

but as every single one of my friend (heather, khai, afiz, nas, jx, my sis) says, hes in the wrong and i should just ignore him till he's got enough guts to talk. it's time i give up being the man. haha. that, i'm finding hard to cope with. if i wake up with a dick one day, i'll declare myself to be the best boyfriend a girl can have. cept for looks la.. HAHA! ooh, i have yet to tell wazif though. but i get the feeling the first thing he'll do is reprimand me...

rindu tu rindu ah. but klau dah serik, tetap serik.

oh wells. that's all i guess. i've always wondered if we would be a happy ending. enough of it all. i don't know what else there is to talk about. haha. ciao-