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Heat.

AAAARRRGGGGGHHH!!!! i'm turning nuts okay. OKAY?! CAN?!!

assignments are driving me crazy. so crazy that in the end, all i do is curl up with my campbell soup in front of the tv and drown myself with lots and lots and lots of wasted hours. sigh.. the life of an ex-procrastinator..

should watch spell cast more. i feel so embaRRaSSed that sometimes, even with my own high expectations, i spell wrongly. okay, shan't be too anal about it seeing that my roomie here is soooo heather. hahaha.

anyways, I CAN'T GET MY SCANNER MOVING AND IT'S PISSING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME!!!!!!! and don't even talk about my collage. it's NOWHERE near "start".

arrghhh.. bloody scanner is making my brain turn to pudding. i need someone to play chess with me. GAH!!!

as you can (i hope) see, i'm super frustrated right now i will bite your head off if you dare say one wrong word. no really, i bite.

harry potter was a wee bit of a disappointment, really. sigh.. but i'm such a potter whore, i'll say i love it anyways! this new director don't do justice enough. then again, i didn't really like the book in the first place. and oh god, prisoner of azkaban is still my fav potter movie like, EVER?!

the whole of last week, i've been wondering if i actually deserved this place in VSC. my classmates have either scarily impressive artistic talents, speak really well, or have extensive knowledge in photography/design/latest in-thing in design, etc. me? well, i've yet to find my cup of tea.

it's not motivating at all to feel.. "i wish that my artwork, is at least not the worst.." you know? it's hard to stand out. or i'm not trying hard enough? or maybe seeing that i'm incomparable to others has a psychological effect on me such that i don't perform at my best. oh what the hell am i yakking away here for. obviously, i have issues. lol.

there, it's not always that yan here admits to having problems.

sigh.. i've got to get my butt cracking. ciao-

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