First time ever that I pulled a post. It's for my own good I guess. Haha.


So I'm gonna put on braces quite soon. Confirmed within this year.


Let me tell you something about myself.


Since young, I already knew that I wanted to have kids. And I hear absolutely terrifying stories about giving birth etc. The pain, the process, watching Friends (Phoebe and Rachel), everything. But my Mama told me that there's no better happiness than when you slaved your ass for it. And since then, I was mentally prepared for the pain to come with child birth.


But I was still scared of giving birth! But for another reason..


As a kid, I knew that being pregnant is a long long long time (9 months). So I thought you had to stay in the hospital the whole time! And what scared me most was that I was afraid of the Pontianaks that will steal my baby! Or disturb me etc. Yeah, seriously.


Lol. I kinda digressed cos my point was that, I'm not a big fan of pain but I'm not terrified of it either.


Then again, Seth promised me that if ever he were to father my babies, he will stay by my side the whole time in labour! Lol, we'll see about that.


Like I was saying, I'm going to get braces done. I only decided now, cos I realised it's better to get it donw during my teenage years (anytime before 20, thank God I'm a November baby).


It never was the pain that was holding me back. But I was always more worried about the social factors and how it's totally uncool to have braces. But I think the time has come. I can't hinder it any longer.


Bad memories of Primary to Secondary days, when I always put off making a dental appointment, come racing back to me. I torment myself so badly on how it's gonna affect how I look. But now I have a boyfriend. And a fairly great one.


And he managed to take all those paranoia away by saying:


"I promise you I won't leave you when you wear braces. And you promise me you won't leave me when you take them out."


*melts*


ciao-


I... still am.....meltinggggg....

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