The year is coming to an end. And for once, I have nothing to say. The last days from the past 2 years is always a meaningful post.


But somehow, I find it hard to push myself back to the start of this year.


But I do remember that at the start of this year, I was whining that Seth wasn't spending time with me. He was working too much, I whined.


And by the end of this year, which is now, I'm more than happy to give him the space he needs.


You see babe, things happen for a reason. And even though it was the single hardest phase of loving you so far, I'm somehow glad the April incident happened. Cos if not for that, I wonder how much more clingy I would have gotten. And plus, it would have never occurred to me that you needed space. Yeah, I'm frightening like that. Haha.


Aside from the fact that I never thought he was capable of cheating on my feelings, I realise how much he still loves me. And even though I gave you a hard time, thank you for staying. It was worth the wait after all.


And I'll keep my promise to never mention the past again.


(I have the horrible tendency to be a Malvolio and cry over my own sob stories. And then indulge myself in suicidal situations. But that was a thing of the past.)


I've more to say, but this time round, I mean this to be read only by him. You don't have to care.


And if not for the April incident, I wouldn't have bothered to keep in touch with this _*insert adjective*_ guy. Thank you Danial, (even though I know he doesn't read here anymore) who makes such a great, entertaining friend. In fact, he left me a message saying HE MET SHARAPOVA AND GOT HER AUTOGRAPH AND THAT SHE TOUCHED HIM.


I do know about him going to the airport to see her. Lol. See, told you he was entertaining!


Still waiting for him to come back online and start to interrogate him with questions again. Haha. Oh, and ask how his results was. =x


My sis is at her tennis match actually. Man, I'd rather use the money to watch Maroon 5 live.


I'm having bad stomach aches from eating bad food - Maggi. Not as in it's bad for my health. Bad as in my stomach is better off with nice, great tasting food. I want steak.


And I hate to remind you but..


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


School is reopening.


I guess you got the hint.


ARRRRRGHHHHH!! I WANNA GO ON A PERMANENT VACATION TO MALDIVES!!!


Ciao-

Labels: EOY post, seth

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