"Because I know that what I'll miss most is your hugs.. And your voice.."


I seriously immediately teared up over the phone. ='( Pangs of guilt bulldozed my poor heart flat.


I'm seriously sorry for that night. How can you ever doubt if I love you!


I've been doing some thinking right, and I figured that if I ever feel worthless and too tired of living, might as well I try to do some good.


It fucking pisses me off that stupid CELEBRITIES are earning more than FIRE FIGHTERS are. Where's the justice in this world! Those retards don't put their lives on the line EVERY single day, to save others, to make sure this world is safe from harm.


So I was thinking, if anything depressing were to happen, I would seriously train to be a part of Civil Defence. At least if I die, it won't be a total waste and it will hopefully help save another's life.


I know it's twisted, but that's how I roll! Haha.


I'm so fucked in the ass cos I haven't done Ferdi's assignment and that man is a total analistic bastard about deadlines.


My motivation is asleep! LITERALLY!!


Good night all, Ciao-


I love you always pprkr.. <3

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