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Heat.

I feel so super bloated. The lazy woman decided to whip up a meal for the family at last.

And guess what, her so called' spread' were merely two simple dishes and porridge. Too bad shes my mummy, i had to give her some 'face' and swallowed down a whole chucky lots of 'water rice'.I feel like throwing up now.

I still yet to face my bank book. You know when its the time of the month. You just feel like crap looking that the small little book. I bet the figures are terrible now. I need my pay. FAT BITCH. Get me my pay. Have those fats blinded her mind? Maybe i should go ahead and murder the two pig faces that i currently hate. HATE.

A little summary.

Those times that i was without him. I told myself that i will get through it and spend my time with my mates or gym. I did. But it only did take effect for a short period of time. Then, i started to hang out with different groups of people daily. My time was spent almost everyday with friends. Oh, maybe a bit of work.I never did get home before 10pm. A guy came and go. An impact that he made was short lived. And then, i moved on to club. Those days were crazy. And all these shit took place merely last month. Some how i thought to myself, maybe i shouldn't have club. I should have stick to the initial plan. If so, i would be feeling better now. Would i?Maybe not. Because i kinda thought through and realised that The special one that appeared could be the one. The joy i had was short lived yet again. Hopefully i wasn't regard as the third one. Poor angel, struggling so hard to break through from his pain with her. I felt so helpless. Yet in a way, painful. A situation i never thought i would be trapped in. After all, i was never regard as the weak one. My mates were shocked. Lets just say i decided to stick with patience. Ihy.

ZR always says,'' Have a little faith'' =)

Thank you all.
Heat is back.

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