I've been way too busy. I'm trying my very best to stick back my life back together. I realise how much this holiday had changed me. I hated June+July. I hated so much. I just want to be happy now. My first week of school was _____ .

Firstly, i 'm feeling really upset for my dear friend min. Right from the start, its already obvious that her choice will be another.Yet, he refused to give up. Never believe that you give in your all and you will have the love you want in return. It will reflect on how dumb you look. Its amazing how disgustingly bastard one can be. Still, be strong min.

At school, i met a few familiar souls. I just feels like sharing about one particular human. A boy.
I think.Its time i speak up. Perhaps 'hate' is what you think i will use to describe you. But clearly,i don't. After all that you done, all the pain you gave her, all the actions that you shown, i wonder if you still have a heart of a human. I wouldn't hate you because i believe that love can't be force. Still, messing with one's mind is just plain bullshit game. You are clearly just an important figure in her life. You don;t know how much i want to confront you and question you and give you a wake up call for Her. You don;t know how upset i feel whenever she talks to me about you. The disappointment and sadness i had in me overwhelmed the hate and anger i had. You are a terrible partner if you must know. The worst that i've seen. Glad to say, she deserve better. I love her a lot and please stop doing this. From the moment you give up on her, the bond you used to have with her is already long lost. Sorry to say, you are lonely and pathetic. You just needed her there to support you and your life. You know her importance and you make use of her. Deny it if you must but this is what i feel. Strangely, she is doing so.But she isn't doing it because shes dumb. Shes doing so because she is way beyond nice to you. I know how much she blame herself for doing it this way. I can totally go on and on and rant out an essay but i decide to rest my case. You are just hopeless. A creature like you made this world a sad place for nice people like her to live in.
If i could, and i may, or i must, I WILL KILL YOU.i swear.
well too bad i can't.

I am changing job.
I am celebrating Halloween.
I am meeting yan on monday.
I am getting healthier.
I am sleeping before 12 every night. Tonight's an exception.

love heat.

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