Singing at the top of my lungs. Rain pelting in my face. THAT'S LIFE! =D


I think I had a great night. I like it when you make me laugh. =D And, what a great last meal. Haha. Hell will break lose tomorrow. But it will be okay. =)


Thank you C-Walking wannabe. =D (maintain skit, nnt China earthquake lagi....)


I think I keep up a pretty good facade. Am proud of myself. Haha.


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Only to whom it might concern:


Heather's right. I think it's safe to say I was easy to please. I know for a fact that even a small token of "love" would have been enough to send me over the moon. Yes, I was that pathetic. What to do, I was crazily in love with you. I think if you asked anyone, they would say so too.


Please understand my seemingly hostile best friend. It's not like she hates without an agenda. She's seen me through my darkest moments. Not another single being (except my family maybe) have seen how I wake up in the morning. Those countless nights I spent crying my lungs out, emptying my soul..


Up till now, Heather's the only person who's seen me cry. (Fuck la, I rarely cry okay.) And most of the time it was because of you. So please understand why she's so raging mad right now. Because she's been understanding enough to let me take my time to get over you. (Yes, it's been months of suffering. Like I said, I keep up a good facade.) So when I finally decided to get over you, she obviously doesn't want to see me be put through that all over again. That explains her part.


Look, I can safely say I know how you feel right now okay. I spent months and months of hoping. (Hoping = suffering.) In quiet desperation, swallowing all those painful words you say. Your countless pining of love for HER. It wasn't easy la fuck. It made me cry every. single. time. You have no idea what it's like to see your one and only love, helplessly fall under the spell of someone else. Doing her bidding, agreeing to go out with her every time she asks, (especially when you keep postponing going out with ME) and of course saying, you miss her all that crap.. Tsk. I loved you, and hoped for you through it all. So let me tell you now, the "pain" you're going through is only A FRACTION of my misery then.


I don't care what other people might think. If they were to blindly accuse me of being a villain, if YOU were to say I'm being heartless, I don't care. Because I spent (no less than) FIVE DREADFUL MONTHS suffering and hoping you will love me back. Why is it that when I finally give up, you do this to me?


What's the game you're playing now? Hmmmm..


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SO HOLLER IF YOU'RE WITH ME PEOPLE. RAWR! =D


Ciao-


Damn lah, I'm tired okay.. Wish me luck tomorrow. =)


And sorry I had to come back with such drama. Haha. What to do, girls will be girls. Nyeh heh. MEOW~

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