I've watched Slumdog Millionaire and Twilight because they suddenly decided to load for me. And very quick too! Haha. Feels nice. (:


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I think I know what it feels like, to be painfully in love with someone. I might know a thing or two about the sacrifices you're willing to do for him. But what I've never known is how it feels like to have him love you the same way you do. How perfect life must be, if only he loves you too. But what do I know about that.. About mutual love? I fell in love with a lie, I fell for someone who didn't even come close to loving me. Don't tell me you know how losing him must feel like. Real loss is when you lose something you love more than you love yourself. What do you know?


When the time comes, how do you do it? How do I let go when he was everything I lived for? How can I move on with life without him, when I have no motivation to wake up in the morning, nothing to look forward to in the coming days.. What the fuck do I do?


It hurts so bad but I can't say a word about it. ='(

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I don't wanna talk about it. Ciao.
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