I can't be at peace at the thought of her limp body. I can't forget how heavy she felt in my arms. I can't stop thinking of how tragic it was, how much she must have suffered. I can't stop thinking of her.. ='( I can't help breaking down.


We're never gonna see you again but I know you're in a better place now.. No matter what I've said, I love you. And of course I forgive you for peeing on my bed even if it still stinks sometimes.. You can pee wherever you want for all I care. Cos Boy doesn't cock his head sideways like you do. ='(


Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrgghhhhh... Fuck. I'm fucking sorry.. ='(


It was her birthday.
__________________________________________________________________________