Yesterday I felt so disheartened. I felt pointless being back home. It felt so fucking weird to not have anyone waiting for me to come home. It's a big step for someone who's been severely attached for the past four years at least.


And I almost wanted to MIA but I know how that turned out last year. I almost lost my best friend sia fuck. I don't know man.. Is that wrong if sometimes I just wanna be alone and shut every one out and spoil myself silly with my online shows and laptop and not care about the rest of the world? Sometimes I just need time to myself.


But noOoOoo there's no time for that.


It's 8 AM and I'm waiting for my knight on his white horse (heh heh) to pick me up. We're going fishing again! Heh heh. I swear I'll catch SOMETHING this timeee pfffft. Then 6 PM at Queenie's for our Super Steamboat Sleepover heeee. And tomorrow will be meeting the boys for Wiiiiiiiiii. :D


And on Thursday I'm flying off to Sarawak again. Well can you blame me for wanting some time to myself. Bleahhh. And can somebody please fucking tell me what's there at Sarawak? Piao gile please. And my dad is very very sick right now. :(


Anyways back to the point of the post. I feel like sleeping in and just forget everything else. But lesson learnt. No matter how far I run, my friends will always be the ones who make my day. So let's cut to the chase, there's no need for me to stay emotional. Fuck this shit, I'm going FISHING BITCH.


He just called and I giggled. I FUCKING GIGGLED WTF HAHAHAHAHA.


CIAO~
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