I held my end of the bargain. But you still fed me with lies after lies from your disgusting mouth. So yeah. Well played son. I hope she's damn well worth it. It's been over a week and my head is muddled up so I just need to get better now.


Need to get stronger meds from the docs.


Need to start work to give him his money.


And fill up all my free time. I've many plans that I can finally get done. Learn how to fish! Flying on the plane, wheeee first for this year. Spend quality time with family and with my awesome bed. Heh. I love my bed and my pillows, I swear I can lie down here unmoving FOR DAYS.


I accidentally woke up an hour ago. Crazy. Haven't slept in two days so I'd appreciate a fitful sleep, okay brain? No stupid dreams that leave me feeling like shit. Or violent ones which leaves me breathless.

Meeting the boys tomorrow heeeee. (Omg I totally fell asleep for 10 mins here. Lol.) So fuck fucking tiredddd.. Good night all! Ciao~


Talking bout, "Girl I love you, you're the one."
This just looks like a rerun, please~ What else is on?
And don't tell me you're sorry cos you're not.
Baby when I know you're only SORRY YOU GOT CAUGHT.

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