Was one of the hardest nights I've had in a long long while.


I wanted to talk about it but I realise I can't talk do it without crying. And frankly, I hate sleeping on wet pillows. :|


I wrote everyone letters in my head cos for a moment, I thought I was dead.


I might as well be. I'm sorry for the worst Mother's Day.


Which I totally forgot about.... :\


There was one funny letter though!


"Dear ____,
I still hate you. Go and die so I can see you soon, just so I can spend the rest of eternity telling you I hate you. And your stupid face. K bye."


Hahahahah it was so totally random and I thought I owed it to him for being the only person in the world who gives me the creeps whenever his stupid name is even mentioned! Ugly name which gave me bad impressions in the first place anyways hahahaa.


Anyways, still had a good time with my babes and the few boys :) Love you all to bits and pieces. Sometimes, I'm convinced they're the only reason why I don't lose my head.


Goodnight.


(Okay, I'm totally mood swinging.)