I wonder how long it'll last this time. I've learnt to measure my happiness in moments, not months or years anymore. And every word I get out of you seems more precious with every passing day.

I'm not blind to the reluctance in your decision to spend a day with me. But I close an eye, grit my teeth and bite the bullet. I know I'd do whatever it takes to see you. I'll let you punch my ego just this once.

I'm not desperate, just to get that clear. There are plenty of people I decline and sometimes, I even choose to be alone. So my options are open but every day, I've come to realise that I'm just wasting my time. These people don't know me and I'm finding it harder to put up a facade.

With them, my jaw hurts from laughing. And that's when I know it's fake. Because when we laugh, my insides turn out and I double over almost all the time, not caring if a piece of coconut flesh spat out of my mouth a little. Haha. When you're truly that happy, you don't even notice something trivial like your jaw hurting.
  
I don't think you'd wholly understand me unless you have someone who makes you that happy yourself. And tonight, I'm content. I really am.

Even though we fit like a mismatched jigsaw and there are still issues pulling us apart, I know we're in this for the long run. Cos there's nothing like being comforted by someone who's so familiar. It feels like coming home every time.

You've always been my best friend, and I love you. :)

My only regret today was not taking out my taser gun then ninja kick that bastard off his ugly stock bike onto the concrete floor of the Fountain of Wealth. Pfffftt.

Haha kidding, I don't have a taser gun. Although my boy's mangled shoe would have sufficed. Tsk.

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