arghs! cant believe i was too busy to even blog. -.- tsk. aiyah. nothin happenin also right..

first day of school. boring. hahaha. i missed ili! and it was the first time i was seeing khaii after like.. hmm.. VERY LOOOONG! so i fuckin missed him! ur hair nice uh boy. =)) haha. had assembly then headed to class. n i was seated with khaii again. i swear its the teacher who chose ok.. nabey.. haha. then dont know what happened.. lol. oh. we jammed that day. heee. had band the orientation thingy. super hot and tiring and boring. heh. jam. argh! missed the bass.. =))

band? i dont remember. i just remember being 'nicely acknowledged' by mrs vijay, the new form teacher, not to sleep so much in class. or just lie down. -_________- nabey. oooh! i was tired from watchin the arsenal match. seth called to wake me up. lol. at 4 a.m. in the morning. but i went to sleep anyways. cause i was too tired. =x HAHAHAAA.

ytd ytd ytd.. typical school day. had some serious thinking on did-i-regret-what-i-did. i just dont have the courage to face him. =x after being such a bitch.. and its not helping that im the sort who just moves on. whether im the one heartbroken or not. but i cant afford to corrupt my mind with all... all... these. especially when someone is trying all his best to help me put the whole past behind me. i cant just waste his efforts right? =) and heather said somethin fuckin true that it hit-me-so-hard. she said, he's a nice guy. thats why you're feeling guilty. but he's just not your type. WOW. i loooove that girl. she just knows what im feeling. i totally cant lie to her. every girl needs a great best friend. and i sincerely pity you if you dont have one single great best friend there for you 24/7. boyfriends dont count. tsk.

was nearly late. thanks to nabey corrupted woodlands buses. nabey nabey nabey! arghs. but wasnt late in the end. hahaha. whatever.

stayed till late. went out for lunch with heather at kfc. lol. and shes crazy. then head back to school. went back to class. to study. that really was our intention ok! until seth and khaii found us just as we opened our books. so we just sat there, fuckin crapping our asses off. seth and i was just lookin at khaii n heather bickering like two disgusting yellow minded love birds. HAHAHAA. my stomach cramped lotsa times cause i was laughin so hard. and god knows how many times heather hit khaii or chased after him for being so darn cheeky! lol!

ohya. i onli have three things that i want to start the new year with. ONE, i will not hit khaii unnecessarily. includes smacking him, fisting his back, overturning his pencilbox (so fuckin immature. but i cant do much when we're sittin down in class.. lol), slapping, or any physical things. HAHA. except when he really starts to disturb me. or when he hits me first. (he does okay!) soooo, you dont hit me, i dont hit you. we both tempted but happy. heh. then, TWO, i will not not not sleep in class. ARGGH. nasty nasty habit that ive gotta get rid of. i will not have late nights anymore. hee. i-will-not-sleep-in-class. oh, and i will do homework. =)) and laaaaastly, stay true to him. im not naming. love my three best friends. heather seth khaii. and sayang everyone else that makes my world go round. namely, the girls. ili esp. =)) im not fond of making resolutions. heck, ive never made one before my whole life. HAHA.

okays. time to hit homework. (much muchhh later...) khaii being so enthu about school is rubbing on me. -______- for my own good. for my own good. for my own good. psycho me.. wuhkaes. ciao-