♥Peepshow.

Heat.

seeing how ruthless that guy is, i decided not to talk to him anymore. perhaps he cant understand what it means by being someone sensitive but maybe he's just being who he is, painfully straight forward. in other words, a top of the notch male chauvinistic pig. anals.

whatever. im not sick or mad at him. hes cool. he was nice. i just dont know what happened. i sensed a batu api in the form of that other fucker. ARGH.

i just hate losing a friend. or maybe he never did regard me as one in the first place. if you dont care, i surely cant care less.. what happened to all those times we chilled together. sure it was weird but i thought you were funny. a good friend to seth. etc. what happened? im blind to all these things now. youre transparent. im invisible. two beings totally not acknowledging each other. somehow, deep down, i still wanna know how he is. is he ok? was he badly hurt? SHEESH. hes not my bf even. not even close..

how ironic.. i dont care, really. =/

i'll come out straight and say i was talking about afistz. yes. muhd hafiz bin hashim.

hey, pardon me. i was really mad at that time and i just let my fingers do the talking. and i will say now that it was all just a misunderstanding. apparently he read the above and decided to talk to me about it. wow. i didnt know such guys still exists. you know.. guys who are actually willing to make the first move and talk things out. LOL.

so anyways, im glad things worked out. we've made up and should be talking as per normal. haha. have i said i was glad? now i can finally say that he actually looks nice in his new hairstyle and when he had the plaster over his eyebrows, IT LOOKED COOL MAN! haha. and this is a public apology. im sorry for what i said and i totally take all of them back. we're cool. =))

nothing much yet. i heard rohana is pregnant? so let it be. anyways, im just glad we had THREE free periods just now. woohoo! and at the same time, bebeh also had the same three periods free. DOUBLE WOOHOO! haha.

been doing quite some band related thinking.. hmm.. afistz been updating me on loads of things since we talked some..... two hours ago? haha.

khaii is going jam with josh & wm mr. he wants me to come along. sure man. i was just wondering then, why did you tell us you dont want to go jammin just a few days back because you wanted to study? you can just tell us straight to our faces what is it that you feel is not right. we've known each other for soo long. and its not like as if we will gang up on you on your views abt song choices just because seth is my bf. c'mon la.. pleaaaasee.. but nvm. SAYANG PEH PASAL! haha. now they both have side projects.. and me..? haha. wah balls. one band is heavy workload enough.

no homework. nothing to do. tomorrow is friday! better bring your tie or bernard will make you look stupid during assembly. then, i will laugh in your face. heh. alright, CIAO-

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