hey oh. a day away to hari rayeeee! ive been busy helping -gasp- in the kitchen. but as soon as all the cooking is done i can finally concentrate on my studies. sadly, they dont feel the urgency that my o levels is away. once i volunteer my help, they think im free for the whole day to cook. for example? today.

i was all made up to go to the library. i was in my proper clothes already and my grandma asked me to peel the prawns. mak! so tak glamour. i did some and left home anyway, to their dismay. sukati kau la...

anyhows, today i went to national library with seth and seha. whee! they are great fun la. only that i rarely get a chance to talk to bebeh cos seha is always vying for my attention. no, im not boasting.. but really! she is forever bugging me about something. haha. nvm. shes a kid. and speaking of which.. she better learn how to read! damn, i have to keep that in mind. if seth aint gonna help me, i will do so myself. she ended up borrowing two comics and a barbie magazine. oh bother.

OOOH! i thought i wont be having any new clothes this year. and guess what! I DOOOO! and its b-e-a-u-tiful. heh. i absolutely love it. as fat as i thought myself to be, it didnt show much. =))

seth's dad is off to china for FORTY-FIVE-FREAKIN-DICKIN-DAYS! so we are both fatherless this raye. what with my dad in dubai. and it turns out that we cant visit him at the end of the year for legitimate reasons. oh wells.

and anyhows, seth suddenly told me that his dad knew about us. and im like. WHOA! WHAT-THE-F**CK!! of course i was shocked! but only for a split second, after what happened that fateful night (refer to april fools this year). and it reassured me when he told me not to be all jittery as his mum helped him explain etc. =)) oh god, i swear im happy to be part of his family. =) as for me.. i really dont think theres any right time to actually come out to tell her that i have seth as a boyfriend. oh wells. it will take a miracle. and its no help that my other older cousins got married only when they were 30+ and almost not in the safe age to produce babies. eh, sorry ah. not me ah. i belong to the 3rd GENERATION. where we all wanna have fun and f**k. BWAHHAHAHAA. okay, i SO take that back. heh.

early this sunday morning, heather gave me a call. we talked for a short while and she told me a very nice thing about seth. of course that put me in a great mood to start with. =)) when i met him, we didnt have a single squabble and it was loads of fun that he was all happy too. and he bought me mrs. fields cookies! =)) how can i not be happy! of course its all gone now.... hehe.

monday...... and i have school! ARGH! for the sake of seth, I GO AH SIA! but i dont understand ah.. when i wake up late and end up not going to school, i get all frantic and worried that he would be waiting for me in school. but only to find out that as late as i woke up, seth is still sleeping. LOL. the science practical day was even worse. oh that poor kid, im so sorry love. haha.

i miss going to school already. but not so much now maybe cos im still caught time with raye and trying to study for the rest of the day. haiyooo. even now when my mum caught me on the laptop, she scolded me for not using my time wisely and that i should instead help out in the kitchen. my palms are sore and my fingertips full of small cuts from the knife. im going mad! why do we need cook 15kg of rendang man! CRAAAAZYYY! my uncle's coming over to help tomorrow. i wont be so bad as to buke outside with seth la. we (or rather i) have loads to do at home.

i better go sleep now. malay is at 0830 in the morning. WTF ROHAYAH. WTF. sukati kau la..

so goodnite. may spiderman rule your world. symbiotes. venom. eddie brock. scarlet spider. clones. ben reilly. peter parker. web slinging. daily bugle. j jonah jameson. joe robertson. your mother breast milk. its all consuming my dreams. REALLY! lol. nvm. private joke.

oh heather, PLS OH PLEAAAAAAASE go to the prom! pretty pleaaaaaseee...

i love seth! 10th 27 coming soon love. =))

myself: my back is aching asshole. CIAO-