my family is back from the holiday.

well, im supposed to go too right? but noo.. i didnt go. however, i told seth that i really did go. so he thought that i was not in singapore. awww, `soBbSoBbxx.

give me a second here. i just woke up and im super cranky.

okay. well, yesterday was a complete blast! first and foremost, a lil shoutout to him, SETH SYG! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! and one day. well, abit delayed hor. haha.

so with help from AFISTZ! and KHAII! i managed to make seth "meet them". hurhur. (bo liao face) come to think of it, i planned it all out very well and it wasn't hectic as i thought it would be. the night before the surprise meeting, i was a nervous wreck. i don't exactly know why. i planned what time to wake up. where to go. my finance. and everything right down to the make up and clothes i will be wearing. WOW. that's the most organized outing i have ever did... myself!

woke up early in the morning after having trouble sleeping. well, its no mean feat having to sleep in a dark house alone. eventually i did fell asleep after mentally going through my day plans for the day. and after some false alarms that the flapping curtains (it was raining!!) in the opposite room isn't a momok or anything sewaktu dengannye.

im not mental. just paranoid.

so i woke up in time. thank you alarm clock. got dressed, make up was beautifully done, i dare say so myself. spent a good one hour on that! hahahaha. went to the bakery to get two slices of mango cake! and went to khatib station to get NYpizza. all the while, i was messaging khaii and afistz.

eh, bro. i hope you're feeling better. online experience without you is like.. fucking with no orgasms. you know.. bearable, but just not satisfying enough. wth? now dont go asking whats the relation between him and sex. LOL CAN?!

finally, managed to reach esplanade rooftop before seth. not a surprise there since he's umm.. forever late. haha! well, i constructed my schedule hoping that he WILL be late. if not, i would arrive later than him. so anyways, i waited and waited. and suddenly it rained! booo... its ok. just moved to the sheltered place.

and waited and waited. finally, he makes his grande entrance LIKE A FREAKING MATREP. songs blasting out of his handphone. lucky not hiphop or some reggae fuck. no offence to the genre, but its just matrep-ish. he KNOWS i hate it when he does that and this is what he do when im not around?! lol. i was standing right there in front of him in broad day light. but he didn't even as much as give me a glance.

i tried my best to do the sexy slut come-hither pose and whistled him over. LOL. and then he turned to look at me. omfg, beb, your face was PRICELESS. super adorable yet stupid looking and confused and kute. lol. man, i live for these moments. haha.

all the while he was walking nearer to me, iw as smiling like one retarded freak while he still had the wtf? look. hahahaha. and then, he hugged me soooo tight like he never did before! aww.. its somewhat like a question of, "are you real?" and then he said that, "i thought khai and afiz managed to find a girl who looks like you. a clone..?" to which i went LOL! and WTF! haha.

we had pizza and dessert and drinks and all the while he called me "jahat". (bad girl. naughty is too kinky. ) hahaha. a huge thank you to khaii and afistz. =))

then we proceeded to go window shopping at far east and i was getting a littlecranky that my shoes were absolutely KILLING ME. well, there's a reason why i dont wear heels when i go out with him. its not because im lazy to. but he just walks around too much!

moving on, he showed me his shopping list. OMG. most of the stuffs cost like.. hundreds. except for one that is in four figures. how much does a guitar gadget cost, btw?

went home, not really that late. cos i dont want to scare myself in the dark. -.-

and i went to sleep a happy bitch. then this morning.. GUESS WHAT! seth came over, let himself in and woke me up. i cant describe to you the beautiful moment when the first thing you see is the face of a loved one. the very moment you wake up. i stared at him mumbled a hi and hugged him (still while lying down) and amazingly fell asleep again. that is, for a few secs where he proceeded to whack my butt like my mum does and shouting "wake up!! wake up!!" im like, "its 9 am for goodness sakes! who wakes up at 9?!" but anyways, i did. finally got bathed and he bought me breakfast. aww.. but then he had to leave very soon since he was working a full day. haiyah.. hugged and off he went. LATE FOR WORK! hahahahaha.

khaii messaged about our outing but i was so fucking tired.. it was raining so i just fell asleep again. what with waking up at such an unearthly hour. lol.

this boy really makes my life whole. for everything that you gave me the past year, THANK YOU. your patience is the glue to us being together for so long. and i absolutely love the fact that there is more of you i have yet to discover. i cant start on just how much i love you. god, you're simply amazing you know. but more of him in the routine end-of-year-reflections-post. =)

when i woke up, my family came home. haha. im fungry. (effing hungry)

imma dig something up to eat. i wish to have seafood. a GREAT seafood dinner with my family. the 3-rase fish. the black pepper crab. the buttered prawns. the kang kong belacan. the heavenly nasi goreng. that is the few moments of my life where i'll gladly not eat chicken. haha.

see, my mouth is shamelessly watering already. im hungry.. =((

ooh. he said something adorable yesterday..

seth: happy one year syg!

me: =) happy one year..

seth: umm, will you be my girlfriend for another year?

me: wth?! do you think that this is somekind of contract?! well, yes anyway.. =)

syg syg.. you say the weirdest yet the kutest things.. =))

and he kept saying that i looked hot/pretty/beautiful yesterday! YAYS! so the effort really paid off. or maybe the effort was so obvious that he had to acknowledge it. hahaha. whatever! im happier with the former. so there. =)

to end it all off.. I LOVE YOU SETH SYG!! more than ever! =) and its not always that i call you syg in this blog. hehe.

okays, have a good day everyone! spread da loveee.. LOL.

shmwahs! you know i love him har, har... =)) ciao-